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this little r [ __ ] from the gangster you start to sh your pant when you saw the chainsa get W like a terrible time I than her around things come out keep some brain out that's what I call BL in your mind when I come back [Music] stay with me until D comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more than is all we leave for stay with me until comes I will be the only one if I could rewind time like a tap inside a boom box one day

for every pill or per cassette that I ate cut down on the volume out of H everything but death is turning so defin it they got me all hooked up to some machine I love you being they want you to I was struggling feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys are functioning been flirtatious with that skirt Chas and I guess it's a re dirt Chas same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me and it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday baby girl I'm sorry I

[ __ ] hate when you hurt hey and sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts for girls you can just open them dad ain't making it home for Christmas wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss I go to make a fist but I can't make when I'm frozen STI with me until comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all leing for stay with me until comes I will be the only one as I [Music] you i y when nothing comes out I'm crying

inside I shout my V course won't permit me I scream but it's not allowed you put your arm around Mama to C I'm a wow I just thought out the a I'll never get to walk his Downs never see you graduating your cats and gowns it's about to be 2008 I just happening now I got so much more to do and proof I'm truly sorry if I let you down with this T me I start no more me and you you gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school Judy I'm trying but you

you would a glued binding so many things time I give anything to rewind it I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded by pictures on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night cuz that image earning my brain if you want that t me falling across your body not able to stand to save you God why did you take him I'm trying to keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan little ladies be brave take care of your mother smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other stay with me until I

will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all living for stay with me until comes I will be the only one as it grow I love you more that is all we're living [Music] for I don't want to [Music] lose me will I I recover that broken be [Music] un have you ever love someone so much you give it on for not the expression no literally give it on for when they know that you're heart and you know you are their armor and you will destroy anyone who would try

to Har but what happens when Karma turns right around and bite you and everything you stand for turn on you to bite you what happens when you become the main source of a pain daddy look what I made dad's got to go catch a plane daddy where's Mommy I can't find Mommy where is she I don't know go play Haley baby your daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song the song ain't going to write it I give you one Underdog and you got to swing by yourself then turn right around in that song and tell her

you love her and put hands on a mother who's a spitting image over that's Slim Shady Yeah Baby Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me but tonight shes Rock up my baby huh I don't want to lose come me I recover that broken be i ooh having this dream I'm pushing Haley on the swing she keeps screaming she don't want me to sing you're making my mommy cry why why is mommy crying baby daddy ain't leaving no more daddy you're lying you always say that you always say this is the last time but you ain't leaving

no more daddy you're M she's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it Daddy please Daddy don't leave Daddy no stop it goes in the pocket pulls out a tiny necklace lock it it's got a picture this will keep you safe Daddy take it with you I look up it's just me standing in the mirror these [ __ ] walls must be talking cuz man I can hear them they're saying you got one more chance you do right then it's too night now go out there and show them that you love them

for it's too late and just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns to a stage they're going and the spotlight is on and I'm singing I don't want to lose of feel I recover that broken be the feelings ooh ,000 people all jumping out this seat the curtain closes they throwing roses at my feet I take a bow and thank you all for coming out they're screaming so loud I take my last look at the crowd I glance down I don't believe what I'm seeing Daddy it's me help mommy Orr

the bleeding but Baby W sweeten how did you get the sweeten I followed you daddy you told me that you a leaving you lied to me dead and now you make mommy sad and i p through this coin it's said that's number one Gad that's all I wanted I just want to give you this coin I get the point fine me and Mommy are going but baby wait it's too late dad you made your choice now go out there and show them that you love them more than us that's what they want they want you

more so they keep screaming your name it's the Wonder you can't go to sleep just taking all the pill yeah I bet you you will you rap about it yeah work you keep it real I hear app Clause all the time I couldn't see how could it be that the curtain is closing on me I turn around and find a g on the ground [ __ ] it put it to my brain scream die shady and pop it it's SK darken my light flashes the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns

to ases that's when I wake up alarm clock ringing there bird singing it's ringing haly's outside swinging I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her haly Just Smiles when Winks at a little sister almost as if the I don't want to lose of me I recover that broken be and I all the feelings ooh yeah yeah [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Laughter] [Music] I'm H over as hell I'm going through it too it ain't hard to tell looking at myself and my real I'm Sorry Miss playing on the FM oh was

the only song in my head is just as I am yeah a people passing by they I'm H to know good that I'm going somewhere where they never I ain't going Where the Wild Things Are I ain't going to the cigarette store I ain't going to the cold check in on the genes score I'm just having me a talk with the man sending my old soul long search they might tou me on this two Lan road but little do they no I'm going to CH I'm going to CH I guess it's just some things you

just can't out around there ain't no back pew in this truck so I'm for to sit in front and it's funny how he's working in mysterious ways I skip my sh sermons so he brought one of this chevet I ain't going with the W things are I ain't going to the cigarette store I ain't going to the Co bar to check in on the Tennessee store I'm just having me t with the man sending my old soul on to search they might T me on to Lan Ro but little do they know I'm going to

church I'm going to CH I'm a Ru A Beautiful Mess at times juvenal yes I goof and I just a flawed human I guess but I'm doing my best to not ruin your expectations and meet him but first the speed and burst now Big Sean he's going too fast is he going to shout a curse out his mom there was a time I had the World by the balls eating out my palm every album song I was spazzing the [ __ ] out on and now I'm getting clowned and frowned on but the only one

who's looking down on me that matters now's Des sea am I lucky to be around this long begs the question though especially after the methodone is yesterday Fades and the dresen home is burnt to the ground and all that's left in my house is lawn the crowds are gone and it's time to wash out the blonde sales decline the curtains drawn the closing the set I'm still poking my head from out behind and everyone who has doubt remind now take your best rhyme I'll do it now do it a thousand times now let them tell

you the world no longer cares or gives a [ __ ] about your Rhymes and as I grow out of sight out of mind I might go out of mind cuz how do I ever let this mic go without a fight when I made a [ __ ] tight rope out of twine but when I do fall from these Heights though I'll be fine I won't powder cry or spiral down or whine but I'll decide if it's my final about this time around cuz I ain't going Where the Wild Things Are I ain't going to

the cigarette store I ain't going to the Co bar check in on the Tennesse score I'm just having me t with the man sending my whole soul on search they might check me on this two lane road but little do they know need a revelation Romans and all the call call me home who thought it be a Saturday morning when he sa my soul when you sing [Music] my I ain't going Where the Wild Things Are I ain't going to the cigarette store I ain't going to the co walk check in on the Tennesse score

I'm just having me a tough with the man sending my old soul long serch they might Jud me on this two lane road but little do they know I'm going to CH I'm going to ch [Music] [Laughter] [Music] Haley I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad when I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had I can see it sad even when you smile even when you laugh I can see it in your eyes deep inside you want to cry cuz you're scared I ain't

there Daddy's with you in your prayers no more crying WIP them tears daddy saying I'm a mes we going to pull together through it we going to do it ly Uncle crazy ain't he yet but he loves you girl and you better know it world we got in this world when it spins when it swirls when it whls when it Twirls two little beautiful girls looking puzzled in the days I know it's confusing you daddy's always on the Move mama's always on the news I try to keep you SED from it but somehow it seems

the harder that I try to do that the more it backf on me all the things growing up is Daddy thaty had to see Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did we did not plan it to be this way your mother and me but things have got so bad between us I don't see us ever being together ever again like we used to be when we was teenagers but then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be but this is

something we have no control over and that's what Destiny is but no more worries rest your head and go to sleep maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream I remember back when you and Daddy had no money mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up and stuck them under the tree and so some of them were from me cuz Daddy couldn't buy I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying cuz Daddy felt like a bomb see Daddy had a job but his job was to keep the

food on the table for you and Mom and at the time every house that we lived in either kept getting broken into and Rob the shot up on the Block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar trying to start a piggy bang for you so you could go to college almost had $11,000 until someone broke it and stole it and I know it hurts so bad it broke your mama's dark and it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart mom and dad was dark doing a lot so Mama move

back on the Charmers in the flat one bedroom apartment and dad moved back to the other side of 88 mile on Novara and that's when Daddy went to California with a CD and the doctor drink and flew you and Mama out to see me but Daddy had to work you and Mama had to believe me then you started seeing Daddy on the TV and Mama didn't like it and you and Lanny were too young to understand it Papa Was a Rolling Stone Mama developed a habit and it all happened too fast for either one of

us to grab it I'm just sorry you were there and had the witness in first hand cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud now I'm sitting in this empty house just scaming this and looking at your baby pictures it just CHS me out to see how much you both are grown it's almost like your sisters now wow guess you pretty much are and Daddy's still here ly I'm talking to you too Daddy's still here I like the sound of that shair it's got a ring to it Don Mama's only gone

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keep staying focused on the power and success got him sour like a around and I see cish on the on face soon as myb hit the Press SM yeah I know that in yours like I'm supposed to care I don't it's obvious that I'm the reason but you don't want the smoke I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy and eny I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy

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having problems inside between the range and the Jag just left the Louis store forgot to take off the tags my pocket so full I want to breaking my legs o I'm a [ __ ] problem I'm mean now I'm on the plane catching chees with my seat back C Lance just sent me another beat pack I told him when I land I'll PE that I need that yeah I know that you in your feelings like I'm supposed to care I don't it's obv that I'm the reason but you don't want the SM I'm getting used

to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy and eny I'm getting used to the jealousy and eny I'm getting used to the jealousy and eny I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy I'm getting used to the jealousy and envy quit acting like a ho so if it's God you believe in B your head and just nod in agreement yeah they say time undefeated I'mma be the first one who can beat it I had hoop dreams now I shoot threes got a little green but I don't do weed nor that's T that's

nor Jew double that's G probably SP on paper we since Tuesday probably kill a few trees the only ones I smoke mother the Loosely not high but I'm your highness secretly you're my dick but you haters a but hurt of sind I was just a poor white kid now r i be J like [ __ ] you wish you could score like this yeah not even at Halford i' Miss I'm mouthwash cuz if I was on the floor I'd swi right but I cannot lie I got you in my top five worsters of all time

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I ever was this helplessness impr prison by selfish [ __ ] chew me up and spit me out I for it so many times it's ridiculous and still I stick with this I'm sick but in my sickness and the chicks and your indictive as they evil as they come indictive as they make them my friend keep asking me why I can't just walk away from I'm addicted to pain and stress and drama I'm dra I guess I'm a mess cursed and bless but this time I ain't changing my mind I'm climbing out this a bu

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k clown so you might notar Sirens at all but don't be alarmed if I sound off something just ain't right with me dog Mar on a private Charter whose life can be harder widely regarded highly Bight me sweetheart I'm slightly [ __ ] more afraid sucess and I am failure so what does that tell you then on a grand scale I don't give a [ __ ] about nothing like stand mail in his last piece of fan mail before he ran straight into the damn ra told me to slow down I just don't good trying

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but can't be enough for you for you we had but I called your blood can't be enough for you for you you walked out almost died it was home almost the homicide that you caused cuz I was so traumatized felt gu was in for a long bus ride I re die than you not by my side can't count how many times I B it cried go to my room turn the radio on and thought and cl no on the inside you were jackling I felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie it was

you and I why did I think it was by a die cuz if you could have took my life you would have it's like you put a knife through my chest and pushed it right through to the other side of my back stuck a [ __ ] too should have have put up more of a fight but I couldn't at the time no one can hurt me like you could have take you back now what's the likely hood of that fight [ __ ] youing a 19 fo CU this morning I finally stood up held

my chin up finally should sign a life in me for the first time since you left and left me with nothing but shed dreams of a life we could have had and we could have been but I'm breaking out of this lump I'm in pulling myself out of the dumps once again I'm getting up once for all [ __ ] this [Music] [ __ ] with them in your eyes we looking back I wonder why I said and show you how deep is my love be but we mess it up but can't be enough for

you for you we had a fight I called your blood can't be enough you look I mean this with love when I say I want to answer the phone when you call me the problem is it's 10: a.m. and you're already drinking you probably already wasted what's the point of having conversation with somebody that one remember we had conversation yeah we always talk about the same things we just say them different try to fix it crazy isn't you say mama's always proud and play the videos bu kid I get it I think that both of

us live in the past so we take for granted the present maybe next time I'm in Michigan I come and visit we ain't got a lot in common but both of us miss we can sit inside you smoke for living room and tear up together that's that's about Taking Chances making moves not about what you did is what you do build on what you got and learn from what you lose and never let people distract you from being you and one more night without your hands with me your eyes but looking back I wonder why

I said and show you how deep is my love we but we mess it up but can't be enough for you for you we had but I called your BL can't be enough for you for you iow lowow long I swear I will be better than I was I thought that I was special we will be together but it never been so wrong but we messed it up but can't be enough for you for you we had but I called your blood can't be enough for you for you if you ever say the word I'll

never forget what it something Unforgettable something I regret and all my pain all my secret and the fear of being know all this time never been there and I don't know I'm so scared to be alone you're all that I have that's why I'm trying to hold on to you for as long as I can and you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in Teran damn talk about eating out the palm of my hand but if not for my financials I wouldn't have you anyways there have been anle 20y

days where I'm just in a days and I can't pull myself about this rut and you're so much of a handful I can only take so much of you fall at one time because too much you use just too much to swallow sometimes got to take you in doses but we not at my side I shake and convulsion separation anxiety cuz we may be the closest yeah baby we hopeless don't we makeing atrocious combination we know it's like playing with explosives quite dangerous though but my brains and hypnosis such a wide range of emotions migrain

but why the [ __ ] am I taking these motions I frins like a drop of rain in the ocean you're my fix on the days when I'm broken but the shit's about to go sideways I just know it nobody said it was easy it's such a shame for us to par nobody said it was easy the ever said it would be [Music] this again was it something Unforgettable something I regret and all my pain and all my secrets and the fear of being known and all this time you've never been there I don't know

I'm so scared to be alone I've been a liar being a lover being a cheat on my S holy water I washing over me little one don't want to ad me to something it's going to cause this [Music] pain he's coming home with his neck scratch to catch black sweat jackets and dress SLS mismatched on his breast Jack he's a sextic and she just wants to exact revenge and get back get a chest match she's on his back like a jet pack she's kept track of all this internet chats and guess what just happens to

be moving on to the next actually just [ __ ] on my last chick and she has what my exx cuz she loves dangel psychopath and you don't [ __ ] with no man's girl even I know that but she's to find some plan to stab him in the back KN hand says the relationship's hanging by a strand so she's been on the web lately says maybe she'll be my friend Stacy the Spiderman and I know she's using me to try to play I don't care hi suzan but I should have said by suzan after

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in the bedroom bathroom dapping at noon yeah Dan in a bad mood he's always snapping at you Marshall what happened at you can't stop with these pills and you falling off with your skills and your fans are laughing at you it become a problem you're too [ __ ] to tackle get up be a man stand a real man would have had this sh handle no you just had your heart ripped out and cross they say proof just flipped out homie Just Whipped out and bu n it ain't like duty to do that he wouldn't

[ __ ] shoot at nobody he fight first but dwelling on it only makes the night worse now I'm popping bikes perks and meod pills yeah M tight first you killed it [ __ ] drop Killers hang around me like yes man and they go do whatever I say when I says it it's in the best interest to protector investment and I just lost my [ __ ] best friend so [ __ ] it I guess then you my my eyes it's where my demons it's where my demons don't to close it's dark inside it's

where my demons H it's where my Dem calling last of all when the fights Fade Out All the siners cross so D Your Grave masade will be calling out in the mess you made don't want to let you down but I am outbound oh this is all for you don't want to hide the truth no matter what we breath we still I made AG greed this is my kingdom come this is my kingdom come when you feel my key look into my eyes it's where my them is it's when my team is don't too close

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setle for the go of you I miss you more than life yeah and if you can't be nice to me your memory is exstasy oh I miss you more than I miss you more we never saw it from each other's sides but eye to eye Just Eye for eye lie for lie fight a flight so much bagage need a luggage rack but we carry on with our public spats and our f up back in the news love Taps when I D you like it was fun actually used to run back to the boo jump back

in the studio give you a tongue flashing and you laughed at the stomach tap with the tomb only was funny back in our youth but then it wasn't after we knew that we were done and actually through you were the read I love but the right is blocked the line that's hot that I forgot we laughed a little cried a lot I never forget when you came home and you held Haley day before you went to jail and daily I we wait for that nail lady or by the phone for Mom to call and I

watch you pull yourself up and we decided on giving it one more try despite it all when my lightning rod when my sky gets dark I'm your shiny rocks in that Tiny Box when we tied the knot when we broke the knot every line we cross we were supposed to not every time we fought be insults to God close to you I settle for the ghost of you I miss you more than L yeah and if you can't be next to me your memory is ecstasy oh I miss you more than life I miss you

more than life [Music] Nico in head first never thinking about who what I said hurt in what verse my mom probably got it the worst the Run of it butter stubbornness we are did I take it too far cleaning out my closet and all them other songs for regardless I don't hate you cuz M you're still beautiful to me cuz you're my mom so far be it from you to be called my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and vulp US put together could form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare and forever we could drag

this on and on but agree to disagree that gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean [ __ ] to me you're kicking me out it's 15 Dees and it's Christmas Eve it'll prick just theve m let me grab my [ __ ] coat anything to have each other's goat while we always at each other's throat especially when Dad he [ __ ] us both we're in the same [ __ ] boat you think that it make us close further away it drove us but together headlight shine and car for the belonging still

got a ways to go back to Grandma's house it's straight up the road and I was the man of the house the oldest on my shoulders carried the weight at a load the nck got taken away by the state at 8 years old and that's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable in the state we M us strange and I hate it though but picture so you scattered on the floor I know you can be here anymore but maybe if I keep your memories then I might feel like you're still

next to me cuz to this day we remain in strange and I hate it though cuz you ain't even get to witness your grand babies grow but I'm sorry Mama for cleaning up my closet at the time I was angry rightfully maybe so never meant that far to take it though cuz now I know it's not your fault and I'm not making jokes that song I no longer play it shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio and I think of Nathan being placed in a home and all the medicine you fing how

I just wanted you to taste your home but now the medication's taking over and your mental States deteriorating slow and I'm way too old to cry this [ __ ] is painful though but my forgive you so do Nathan yo all you did all you said you did your best to raise us po forc the care that cross you bear few may be it's heavy ass ju but I love you Deb be matters oh what a tangled web we have cuz one thing I never asked was where the [ __ ] my dead be dad

was [ __ ] it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every address pict so scattered on the floor I know you can be here anymore but maybe if I keep your memories then I might feel like you're still next to but I have flipped every mattress every Rock and desert cactus on a collection of maps and follow my kids to the edge of the atlas someone have removed them from me that you could have bet your asses if I had to come down the chimney Dr to Santa kid and all the one has

only met the grandma once you pulled up in a drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers me her and Nate we introduced you hugged you and as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come over me as we pulled off to go a separate ping I saw your headlights as I looked back and I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for being my mom and my dad so my please accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jat I guess I had to get this off my

chest I hope I get the chance to lay it for T this D to set the fash in my seat belt I guess we're crashing so if I'm not dreaming I hope you get this message that I will always love you from afar my M pictur of you scattered on the floor I know you can be here any more of a maybe if I keep your memories then I might feel like you're still next to [Music] me I hold my issues up for all the see like showing tell a lot of people know me but

not a lot know me well oh my issues up for all to see like show and tell a lot of people know me but they don't know me well yeah your definition of success I don't trust the thoughts to come inside my head I don't trust Su staining beats inside my chest who I am and who I want to be cannot connect why don't think I deserve it you get no respect I just made a couple MST to not impress let you down go triple platinum yeah okay okay I guess smile for a moment then

these questions star to fill my head not again I push away the people that I love the most why I don't want to want to know I'm vulnerable why that makes me for weak and so uncomfortable why stop asking me questions I just want to feel alive until I die this is a nice flow just let me rhyme I'm in Disguise I'm a busy person got no time for lies one of a kind they don't see it I pull out their eyes I'm on a rise I've been doing this for most my life and no

advice take my chances I just throt the dice do what I like as a kid I was afraid of hi put that aside now I'm heing they look so surprised what's on my don't invite me for the parties but I still arrive kick down the door and then I go inside give off that I do not belong here ride then take the keys right off the coun and let's go for right what do yall look mortified I keep tell myself they think I'm sort of shy organized let you down the only song you've heard of

well then your behind Story Time [ __ ] I can think like big S does but I just can't decide I should stick my knife inside a penny Dy they ask me if I'm happy or they asking me that because of the [ __ ] that's been thr at me or am I just a little Snappy and they genuinely care Duty most of my life it's just been me and you there and I continuous the St pictures of you I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do

yeah I say it now when you can't hear me what the [ __ ] good does that do me now but somehow I know you near me your presents oh I went and drop some presents offer EAS to them two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease the mind a little and darkg you never believe this but Shir as they talks to me now Jesus and everyone else is just trying to pick up the pieces man how could you tou so many [ __ ] lives and just leave us mate finally got them

back [ __ ] they must have been at least 16 years ago while I put them in your casc moving past it they still ain't registered yet but you can bet your legacy they'll never forget the Motor City mot toown hip hop BET Hip Hop Shop dreads it don't stop there yes difficult do it sound definition of success I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head yeah it's difficult do it sound I don't trust the thinging beats inside my chest who I am and who I want to be cannot connect I don't care

what anybody else think lies I do not need nobody to help me lies I kind of feel guilty cuz I'm wealthy why I don't understand it's got me questioning like why just tell me why not back to this flowing inside I feel divided back when I Ain had a dime I had to drive back before I ever sign I question live like who am I man nothing to means over good enough I could be working for 24 hours a day and think I never did enough my life is a movie but there ain't no telling

what you going to see in my cinema I want to be great but I get in the way of myself and I think about everything that I can never be why do I I do it though hey yeah why you always looking aggravated not a choice you know I had to make it when they talk about the greatest they going probably never put us in the conversation like something that I got to take it something I'm might it I know I like to preach to always be yourself but my emotions make me feel like I'm

someone else me and pride have made it packed that we don't need no help which feels like I'm at War inside myself but I forgot the shelves I hold my issues up for all the see like show and tell a lot of people know me but not a lot know me well my issues up for all the see like showing tell a lot of people know me but they don't know me well great you right I know it's hard to see the whole inside so baby won't you close your eyes I'll keep the demons from

your door tonight tonight great you right I know it's hard to see [Music] theide so baby won't you close your R I keep the demons from your door [Music] tonight tonight I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I've made maybe if this [ __ ] had acted right I would have stayed but I've already wasted over half my life I would have laid down and tied for you I no longer cried for you no more pain [ __ ] you took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet into

the tur I can't no longer stand it now my respect I demand it I'm going take control of this relationship command it and I'm going be the boss you now goddamn it and what I mean is that I won't no longer let you control me so you better hear me out there much you owe me I gave up my life for you totally devoted to you why stay painful all the way this is how I [ __ ] get me paid look at how I dress [ __ ] baggy sweats go to work I'm mess

always in the rust to get back to you I ain't you yet not even once that you appreciate me I deserve respect I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness I know it's hard to see the whole inside so baby won't you close you R I keep the demons from your door tonight tonight then I know that if iing this I no longer have nothing with you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to [ __ ] step and I won't be coming back so don't hold your [ __ ] ground

you know what you've done don't need to go in depth I told to you be sorry if I [ __ ] left I'd laugh while you we how's it feel now yeah 20 ain't it you neglected me did me a fa but all my spirit free set but a special place for you in my heart I have kept don't I give you enough of my time you don't think so do you jealous when I spend time with the girls why I'm married to you still man I don't know but tonight I'm serving you with papers

I'm divorcing you go marry someone else and make them famous and take away the treat them like you did to me treat them like you don't need them and ain't worthy of you treat them the same [ __ ] that you made me eat I'm moving on for get you oh now I'm special I feel special when I was with you I know it's hard to see [Music] the so baby won't you close your R I keep the demons from your door tonight tonight all I ever felt was this helplessness imprison by selfish [ __

] chew me up and spit me out I felt for this so many times it's ridiculous it's still I stick with this I'm sick of this but in my sickness and thetic and your addictive as they K Evil as they come vindictive as they make them my friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away from I'm addicted to the pain the stress the drama I'm drawn I guess I'm a mess cursed and blessed but this time I ain't changing my mind I'm climbing out this aiss you're screaming as I walk out that I'll

be missed but when you spoke of people who make the most to you you let me off the [ __ ] you hip hop I'm leaving you my life sent [ __ ] and it's just I know it's see inside so baby won't you close your R I keep the demons from your door tonight tonight [Music]