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I had a feeling this Christmas dinner would be a disaster the moment I walked in it's not like I didn't know what I was walking into it's always the same but this year this year I was determined to hold it together despite everything let me introduce myself am Maya the youngest of four siblings but being the youngest has never meant anything sweet or cute in my family if anything it's always been the reason they talk down to me I'm used to it at this point I'm 28 now but to them I'm still baby I don't

have a husband or kids like my older siblings but I've been successful in other ways I have a career I'm proud of a small but loyal group of friends and a sense of Independence they can't seem to grasp for them it's always been about marriage and kids Nothing Else Matters Christmas dinner was always a big deal for our family it's one of the few times of the year when we all gather at my parents house which is this massive old Victorian Place that's been in the family for Generations it's a house house that looks perfect

for family photos but is a nightmare to clean I'd always hated the place it's cold and distant just like my parents but it's tradition so every year I go even though I'd rather be anywhere else I go because you know family I showed up just after everyone else my oldest brother Chris was already there with his wife and three kids loudly setting up the table as if they owned the place then there was Amy my sister with her husband and their baby always perfect always polished always showing off their ideal life my parents were in

the kitchen bustling around acting as if they had everything under control while managing to make everyone feel like they were still 5 years old as usual I slipped in quietly hoping to avoid the drama that was sure to unfold when my mom saw me her face lit up with that fake smile she always wore the kind that made me feel like I wasn't really welcome but I was tolerated for the sake of the holiday Maya sweetie she said giving me a hug that felt more obligatory than affectionate so glad you could make it go ahead

and grab a seat I barely had time to respond before my dad called from the other room his voice booming with that Authority he used when he wanted to remind everyone he was still the man of the house dinner's about ready Chris Amy get the kids situated please I stood there for a moment not sure what to do I wanted to say something but it was Christmas I didn't want to make a scene yet that's when my mom in that subtle way she had of making everything feel like a lesson spoke again Maya why don't

you sit at the Kids Table we've got a special spot for you there with the cousins I froze I couldn't believe it my mom with her sweet sacarin tone had just asked me to sit at the Kids Table the one they set up every year with a mismatched array of chairs paper plates and half-hearted decorations I glanced over to the dining room the adult's table was set up beautifully with fancy China glasses of wine and candles that gave the whole thing an elegant grown-up vibe there at the head of the table was my dad looking

as smug as ever surrounded by my married siblings no room for me though I looked back at my mom trying to hold back the anger bubbling inside me I could feel the familiar Sting the one I always got when they tried to remind me that I wasn't good enough in their eyes it wasn't the first time they'd made me feel small but this was different this wasn't just a little comment or a side eye this was deliberate they knew what they were doing I forced a smile but it didn't reach my eyes sure Mom thanks

I said trying to keep my voice steady she smiled too but there was something in her expression something that said she didn't really care about how I felt this was all about keeping up appearances making sure everything was perfect I don't think she even realized how much it hurt to be missed like that without saying another word I walked over to the kids table my stomach turning with every step it wasn't like I expected anything better but for a second I thought maybe just maybe they'd treat me like an adult I sat down at the

little plastic chair surrounded by toddlers who were more interested in their mashed potatoes than the awkward silence I felt in the air my cousins were in their own little world ignoring me completely I stared at the plates in front of me sloppy Una izing it was like they didn't even try to make it look good I could have sworn I saw one of the toddlers drop a chunk of broccoli under the table and I wanted to scream that was when it hit me this wasn't just about the table this wasn't about tradition or the holiday

spirit this was about them seeing me is less than they weren't even trying to hide it anymore and in that moment something inside me snapped I stood up quietly the weight of the decision pressing on me I didn't need to say anything I didn't need to shout or make a scene I just grabbed my coat slung it over my shoulder and walked straight for the door as I opened it my mom's voice called out almost too late Maya where are you going she asked her voice now laced with confusion and a hint of irritation I

didn't look back I'm leaving I said my voice cold enjoy your dinner the door slammed behind me the cold air hit me like a wave but I didn't care my car was parked just down the street and I was out of there the sound of my parents frantic calls fading in in the distance I drove for hours aimlessly until I finally ended up at a quiet Diner sitting in a booth by myself I ordered something warm my hands still shaking from the adrenaline I couldn't remember the last time I'd felt this much rage and relief

all at once that's when my phone started blowing up messages missed calls the usual I glanced at the screen it was my family Chris Amy even my dad all calling and texting but the one that stood out there the most was from my mom where are you we need to talk this isn't funny Maya I felt a smirk tug at my lips the kind that had been brewing all evening I wasn't about to pick up though not yet the ball was in my court now they had no idea what was coming I set my phone

down and sipped my coffee watching the steam curl up into the air what would I do next that was the question and trust me they wouldn't like the answer I sat in that diner for what felt like an eternity my phone buzzing every every few minutes the messages grew more desperate each one trying to reel me back into their little game Chris sent me one first Maya this isn't funny where are you it was followed by another from Amy mom is freaking out we just want you back then my dad come on don't act like

a child get back here I didn't respond I didn't owe them an explanation they had made their choice when they treated me like a second class citizen at their precious dinner all I had wanted was to be treated like an adult but in instead they had decided I was still the baby who needed to be tucked away with the toddlers after about an hour I finally picked up my phone to check the messages again the tension was starting to feel thick like they were starting to realize I wasn't going to just roll over then my

mom's text popped up and it made my stomach twist Maya I don't understand why you're doing this your siblings are concerned and this is ruining Christmas don't make this about you you're being selfish I stared at the message for a moment feeling a wave of anger Rise Again selfish they were the ones being selfish the whole night had been about their image their expectations I had been nothing but a piece in their little puzzle of perfection but to her I was the problem typical I didn't know whether I was supposed to laugh or cry at

this point instead I just hit the block button on her number she wasn't going to manipulate me into feeling guilty not this time I took a deep breath trying to Center myself this wasn't just a knee-jerk reaction I had a plan I had been wronged by every single one of them and tonight I was going to make sure they knew just how much they messed up later that evening after I had finished my meal and the adrenaline had worn off a bit I decided it was time I pulled up the family group chat where they

usually all vented about everything and anything there were already a dozen messages about me this is ridiculous she's acting like a child what's the big deal we didn't mean it like that I think she's just overreacting I scrolled through them my fingers itching I knew I could just ignore it but that would have been the easy way out no I needed them to feel it I needed them to understand that their treatment of me had consequences I started typing slowly at first but then my words picked up speed it wasn't just about tonight it was

about everything they had done to me over the years you guys don't get it do you you really don't this isn't just about a seat at the table it's about how you've treated me my entire life like I'm not good enough like I'm invisible unless you need something from me I'm the only one who doesn't get praised for following the same script you all did get married have kids play the game but I've built my own life and I'm doing just fine so maybe it's time you all recognize that I paused before hitting send letting

the weight of my words sink in for the first time in forever I felt like I had control over the situation I wasn't begging for their approval anymore I wasn't going to be their little project I pressed send it didn't take long for the messages to flood in my phone over and over each message more frantic than the last the first one was from my Dad Maya this is ridiculous you're being dramatic get over yourself Amy quickly followed you can't just leave like that and not expect everyone to be upset what did you think was

going to happen Chris chimed in we didn't do anything wrong Maya you need to calm down and come back before we're all ruined by your tantrum each message hit harder than the last they still didn't get it they were still trying to pin it on me still making it my fault that they treated me like garbage I didn't respond instead I did something i' been thinking about for a while now I opened up the photos app on my phone and started scrolling there it was an old picture of our family taken years ago right before

things really started to fall apart a perfect Christmas photo with everyone smiling and happy everyone except me that is I was there of course forced into the picture like an afterthought but I knew the truth behind the smiles I knew what had been said said what had been implied all those years I took that photo and without hesitation posted it in the family group chat but this time I added a caption here's to the perfect family always making sure the youngest one knows their place then I turned off my phone I let the silence settle

around me feeling like I was finally free from their chains I didn't know what would happen next but I didn't care they had pushed me too far and now I was done I didn't check my phone for hours it was almost surreal sitting there without the constant buzzing and pinging from their desperate texts the silence was oddly calming and I felt a sense of peace that I hadn't felt in years for once I wasn't the one trying to appease them I stayed up late just thinking I knew what they'd be saying behind my back even

though they didn't have the nerve to say it to my face my siblings especially Chris probably thought I was overreacting thinking I was just being the drama queen of the family again but I wasn't I was done playing the role they had written for me and if they couldn't understand that well I'd let them deal with the Fallout eventually I plugged my phone into charge and with a sigh checked it again the notifications were as Relentless as I expected dozens of Miss calls texts that ranged from Angry to apologetic but all of them coded in

an underlying frustration I scrolled through them all reading their words with a sense of grim satisfaction they were unraveling and I wasn't going to make it easy for them to put everything back together my mom's text was the longest I don't know what's gotten into you Maya you're acting like this is about us when it's really about you you can't just run away from your family like this you're tearing us apart please come back Christmas is ruined without you this isn't who you are there it was the guilt trip the attempt to twist the situation

so that I was the bad guy they always did this made me feel like I was the one causing trouble for wanting to be treated like a grownup then my dad's message this is childish we need to talk about this when you come down and of course Chris if you think walking out of the dinner was going to make a statement you're wrong you're making it worse you owe us an apology an apology for what for standing up for myself for once for demanding to be seen as an equal in a family that only valued

me when it suited them no I wasn't apologizing for anything but then there was Amy's message it was different from the others it wasn't angry or demanding it was almost pleading Maya I know you're up set and I understand why but this isn't the way to fix things you're my sister and I love you but you're pushing everyone away please just come home we can talk about this it's Christmas for God's sake I stared at her words for a while I had always been close to Amy she was the one who used to defend me

when the others would gang up on me as a kid but now now I wasn't sure if I could ever trust her again not after everything she had let slide everything she had silently endorsed when she knew it was WR wrong I took a deep breath my thumb hovering over the screen I wanted to respond I wanted to explain to her that I wasn't being a diva or causing drama that I was standing up for myself that I was tired of being treated like the Perpetual child in the family but I didn't not yet instead

I typed out a short reply I'll think about it I sent it and set my phone down feeling a Pang of guilt but I shook it off I knew I couldn't go back to that table not without a serious change in how they viewed me and I wasn't about to let them brush this under the rug like it was nothing the next morning I woke up to even more messages some were from family friends asking where I was they were genuinely concerned but I didn't feel like explaining myself to anyone who wasn't part of the

problem and then of course there was a barrage of calls from my mom but there was one message that stood out it was from Amy again Maya I've been talking to Chris and Mom they're really upset and honestly so am I we're a family you can't just isolate yourself from us like this if you don't come home soon it's going to get worse please don't make this more complicated than it has to be more pressure more manipulation and still no understanding of what I was going through they weren't hearing me they weren't listening I knew

what they were doing what they always did they were trying to guilt me into coming back trying to make me feel like the one causing all the problems when in reality it was their refusal to see me as anything more than the youngest child that had been the problem all along I picked up my phone phone opened the group chat and stared at the screen my fingers hovered over the keyboard as I debated what to say I wanted to make my stand to make them understand exactly why I was done with their treatment of me

but the truth was I wasn't sure I was ready to go back yet not until I was certain they had changed until I was certain they saw me for who I really was and then my phone buzzed again this time it was from my Dad Maya we need to talk you can't just keep running away you're going to regret this if hit me like a ton of bricks the same words the same manipulative guilt trip I could feel the tension building like the walls were closing and around me but I didn't respond not yet the

day dragged on and with every hour I felt the pressure of their texts their calls their attempts to reel me back into their orbit but no matter how many times my phone bust I kept my distance I had made my choice and I wasn't about to let them bully me back into the role they had cast me in as evening approached I found myself sitting alone staring at the empty chair across from me where I would have been sitting if I had gone back a part of me an old part wanted to give in to

go back and make nice it was Christmas after all a time for family for togetherness but I couldn't shake the feeling that if I went back now it would be like admitting I wasn't worth fighting for that all those years of being pushed aside were just fine that they were right and I was just being dramatic I thought about the photo I posted in the group chat the one where I was forced into to a smile shoved to the side like I was an afterthought that picture had said everything I needed to say I wasn't

just upset about tonight I was upset about every year they had treated me like this every birthday every holiday every family gathering where I was relegated to the backseat never given a voice they thought I'd just roll over and accept it like I always had but not this time and then the phone rang again this time it was my mom I hesitated my finger hovering over the decline button but something inside me told me to pick up maybe I was finally ready to hear what she had to say or maybe I was just curious how

far they would go to make me feel guilty I took a deep breath and pressed the green button Maya my mom's voice came through sounding tired exasperated we need to talk this has gone on long enough I stayed silent letting the words hang in the air she waited for me to respond but I didn't say anything look she continued we're family you're making this more complicated than it needs to be I don't know what's gotten into you but you're pushing everyone away your dad is upset Chris is upset Amy she paused clearly trying to gather

her words I'm upset Maya I almost laughed they were upset after everything they had put me through they had the audacity to say that I could feel the old anger bubbling up but I swallowed it down not wanting to let her see how much she still got to me I'm not pushing anyone away mom I said my voice calm but firm I'm just not playing your game anymore I'm not going to sit at the Kids Table be treated like I'm invisible and pretend everything's fine she was quiet for a moment I could almost hear her

processing my words trying to figure out how to turn the conversation back into a guilt trip you can't just leave us hanging like this your dad's trying to make Christmas special the whole family is here it's not just about you Maya she finally said her voice almost pleading you're breaking the family apart you know I've spent my entire life trying to make everything work trying to fit into the mold you all created for me but no one ever saw me did they I shot back you didn't want me as an adult mom you wanted me

to stay the little kid forever and tonight was the last straw she was silent again and I could tell it was hitting her for the first time she was hearing what I was really saying it wasn't just about the seat at the dinner table it was about how I'd been treated all my life I'm sorry Maya she said finally but her voice was soft uncertain I didn't know you felt that way yeah well it took me a long time to realize it to I replied my voice softening just a little but I'm done pretending there

was a long pause and I could feel the tension in the air even over the phone for the first time in forever I felt like I was finally being hurt like I had control over the situation and it felt good it felt empowering finally she sighed I get it I really do but I'm still your mother and I just want us to be a family again I let her words hang in the air for a moment there was a time when I would have run back to them desperate to make everything okay but I wasn't

that person anymore I had learned the hard way that they would never change unless I forced them to see me to see me as an equal I'll think about it I said repeating my earlier response but this time it was different it wasn't about me caving in it was about taking my time it was about them realizing that I wasn't just some afterthought that I wasn't going to let them pull me back into their toxic without change all right my mom said softly I hope you come back soon I just want you to be happy

I hung up the phone and sat back breathing deeply it wasn't over it wasn't a neat clean resolution but for the first time in a long time I felt like I had taken control of the situation I wasn't going to let them walk all over me anymore and maybe just maybe they would finally see me for who I really was I put my phone down and stared out the window watching the snow fall softly in the Darkness I didn't know what the future held but for the first time in years I felt like I was

finally free and as for Christmas it wasn't ruined because For the first time in my life I was going to take care of me the rest could wait as I sat there letting the snow fall gently outside I couldn't help but Wonder did I do the right thing or did I just walk away from something that could have been fixed let me know in the comments