A life update

this by far has been my favorite office I've only been in here for 14 15 months I guess um we're actually packing up now I'll talk about that later but even though I don't have time to make like a fancy studio tour video I just want to remember this space so this is for me but also I could probably post this right I just got done filming my final thing which you guys might see at some point but maybe and I am feeling sad I'm I'm just feeling sad because I got this space so dialed

but ironically it's the space that I made the fewest amount of videos because honestly I spent more time having fun like tweaking gear tweaking angles the lenses the cameras I was using the lighting a few things that I liked I loved my little shelf here with a vintage Mac the neon sign the lighting that was difficult to figure out in this tiny room but we figured it out my gear station over here it's cliche oh everyone has a husky with a pegboard but man is it useful little mag safe mount for my phone Gaff tape

and just a really organized husky this is mid filming so obviously uh it's a little dirty but this is real my grandpa's film slides that I still need to send gear kind of stacked up everywhere but this is a tiny space and I really made it work 3D printer More film slides a mirror that I hung up so I could see the tally light that oh yes my camera is recording when I'm sitting down here see so I can see the light in that mirror I was going to buy this fancy camera control monitor so

I could just see a tally light on my teleprompter but I was just like hey just uh tape a mirror to the wall you know got a 120d over there a 300D man all right goodbye space I loved [Music] you hello I'm in a different state now now here is our townhouse in Texas the majority of our stuff is in a storage unit in La we brought basically a small U-Hauls worth of stuff here in Texas you're probably like um excuse me Sarah what is going on because the previous video that you guys saw of

me I was so excited about creating we had just gotten some help for the baby and so I had some more time to work in the last video I uploaded about shooting an Apple log which I'm very passionate about as you can see I made a 27 minute video about that was the first video where I was like I'm back we got to hang out with Jonathan Morrison yeah I just I I liked making that video and then if I'm being honest my kind of entire world crumbled yeah I mean I wasn't going to say

that cuz it seems dramatic but like actually what we're going through is probably like worst case scenario um I'm not going to say everything because what we're dealing with is an active situation and I'm just going to be a bumbling idiot and I would just cry for the entire video so for the past couple months I've been going back and forth from California to Texas sometimes with baby sometimes not with baby and it it just wasn't doable with the situation we're dealing with and so now we're here for the foreseeable future there's a lot of

question marks um but basically what we're dealing with is my mom she had a very scary surgery and then a complication another surgery followed up with an even scarier diagnosis and I can't go into the details right now cuz again I'm just going to be crying but also so much of sorry I'm like uh breathing really heavy right now if you know me if you've been around the channel you know that my mom along with my husband John they're like my people you know you're lucky to have like one person like your person in this

life and I feel like I'm lucky enough to have two of them and you guys know that jeie really came in clutch and really moved out to California for a couple months when uh Baby Peach was in the nicku and I was recovering and she really took care of me and so now I just feel like it's time for me to take care of my mom so why you haven't seen a lot of me the past couple months cuz in between taking care of a baby and then also helping my mom and reading medical journals

and researching things and getting everyone's diets in check and food and learning how to do all that stuff it's it's just like multiple full-time jobs at this point of course there's like a lot of frustration cuz selfishly honestly John and I really enjoyed our lives in California we were in a really good routine it's so expensive there So eventually we were going to probably hit some roadblocks but I don't know it was it was it was really nice um but seeing baby here with the family it's kind of just those everyday interactions that you realize

oh my gosh like how worth it it is so even though there's still a lot of question marks around Texas just sing baby with everyone has been really sweet she's just like a bundle of joy um and again she's like a 3month pre me right so so there's still some things she's really behind on but she's gotten so big and she's so much fun and she's so smiley that yeah every day when I wake up and I just see that face smiling back at me it's like it's like the glue that's keeping me together right

now if I'm being honest I haven't seriously worked in probably a year and a half and it's starting to drive me crazy a little bit because obviously I you know our family will eventually need money I've saved up a lot through YouTube so you know it's granted me the permission to take off over a year of time and really prioritize my family my baby um and now my mom so of course out of the necessity I'm like going to have to figure something out pretty soon but the other half of it is like my soul

like my soul needs it of course YouTube is a business but also making videos since I was a we little girl was my form of expression oh my gosh I just I want to make videos again and so yeah I guess I just ask for your patience and that I can't be on a specific timeline I can't be okay I'm going back to one video a week right that was aspiration two or 3 months ago I can't guarantee things on a timeline and so uh yeah this okay good example one of the many doctor's appointments

that we have to get lined up ironically right now is kind of like I I don't want to say Calm before the storm cuz there's been like five different storms but it's like the Calm before I guess the next storm I'm being very generic so I'm going to stop talking about that um I kind of forgot what I was ranting about both the Hope was I was excited to kind of like get back to all of the videos like the videos I wanted to make but also some filler content like what's on my iPhone 16

like I was getting excited about stupid stuff like that but I think how I'm going to navigate it is it's like I'm going to make the big videos that I want to make that are just like burning in my heart and I have to make them and I'm going to make the stupid small videos like an unboxing of something I got that I'm excited to get but all of the middle filler proper Tech stuff can't do it I just can't I can't do it right now who knows if I'll ever go back to it um

but that's how I'm going to you know kind of navigate things and I hate making like update videos but if I'm being honest this channel the Sarah DG self-title YouTube channel has always been an extension of me and therefore an extension of my life you have seen why that could well I have seen why that has become a problem because when your life blows up then you can't do your job what the past year and a half has taught me is your girl has to get some things on a flow and in order where even

if I'm not feeling great or if my world's imploding things are still going out right and so that means there has to be some content that isn't directly tied to my life I don't know what that looks like yet I have some ideas all right you guys want to want a little tour here of our Airbnb townhouse here's the kit with all the the baby Goods okay maybe I shouldn't be doing this it's already kind of a mess but we're just getting settled okay everyone baby stuff is everywhere we found a decent house to rent

month-to month here but it wasn't available until November so basically this is just going to be our Airbnb for a month so we haven't unpacked everything and as you can tell it's not good for the cat Judy I've told you that you can't do this me czy you're driving me crazy you can't do that placing foil on the ground here has actually deterred him for jumping up here but when I place the foil on top of the ledges he saw it as a challenge to basically balance on this inch wide gap of wood um to

avoid this so that didn't really work out but this works out chaos yeah chaos so this is the uh baby changing bedroom ooh nice and calm with a noise machine yes the baby has taken over everything where we sleep it's actually it's it's a nice space it doesn't make much sense cuz there's no bathrooms downstairs so it makes things kind of annoying but it's a good temporary solution and then when it's time to go walk the baby we basically go to my parents house cuz the neighborhood that we're in isn't the nicest but it'll do

donkey it'll do kitty thanks for hanging out with me with another life update I can't even keep up with it so I'm not even going to attempt to keep you guys up with things but if you're wondering hey why aren't you in your beautiful office that you spent you know all of this time tweaking and getting right this is why and yeah we're just taking stuff day by day over here uh I have been so challenged this year and hopefully now honestly I just want to kind of move on this is really my Escape right

now I'm just excited to make stuff if you guys can provide me this space to do that I don't really want to talk about the life stuff anymore um I just want to talk about random stuff and make cool videos about it so uh thank you and I'm going to go pick up baby now because my brother has been amazing and he has basically turned into our nanny for you know 5 hours a day so we can try to get organized and get a little bit of work done and I can take my mother to

doctor's appointments and we can cook food and just survive so shout out to my brother John shout out to my husband John who has moved his entire life with me this has just been so difficult um shout out to the peachy fam we hanging in there with me like sub see you in the next one stay peachy everyone stay peachy okay [Music] bye everything to be all