I am getting married

hi guys welcome back to a new video of mine and this is not clickbait it's very real I am getting married and I am engaged that's crazy to even hear that from myself or to even think about that I will explain to you guys how I got to this point what happened and how this situation just proves to me even more how I'm always being guided and how you have to look out for the signs in life and how manifestation and setting your energy onto something really attracts I will tell you in the video also

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this will give you 10% off your first month at better help my fiance is Landon his name is Landon he is an American born and raised in Texas Dallas Texas he's 25 um he's 1 month older than me I'm a Gemini he's an Aries I met Landon 3 years ago and we met online he was the first man to ever approach me online and to congratulate me on my YouTube success and to say how proud he was of me and he was so sweet and I remember three years ago checking out his Instagram profile seeing

some pictures and I thought oh it's a cute guy uh but I just thought he's sweet he recommended a book that I should read because it really helped him as well and he was really into the same ideology as me after that we went a little back and forth but then after that stopped answering really because I was getting into a relationship with my previous partner and I didn't think that was appropriate we stopped really contact however the years following Landon would always like send me a message or Tred to congratulate me whenever I had

something accomplished something big or whenever I was even going through something he would always send me like encouraging messages and that was just so sweet and everything like went its own Direction went its own ways understand the whole situation a little bit better I need to mention my previous relationship so my previous relationship was for me a very big Learning lesson and it was a very clear repeating pattern of my father wound repeating itself in a partner I didn't really understand it at that time but to more it went on I started to see clear

similarities and I started to see like oh wow I need to get out of this relationship before I'm going to ruin my own mental health however I had created such an attachment towards my ex where I almost mothered him so much to a point where I felt like he was my child and I legit felt like leaving him cuz I broke up with him one year ago but I felt like just letting go of him and not seeing him anymore or not even trying to be friends felt like abandoning a child like genuinely I wanted

my ex to be so happy with another woman with someone else but just so I know that he's happy so I'm like okay he's good so now I can move on and this is a very unhealthy way of thinking thinking but I have this um since childhood because I I always felt responsible for saving my family saving my mom and saving everyone so I kind of have this with all the people that I love in my life however I I didn't realized that trying to save him was me destructing myself and keeping myself from growing

even further I kept being friends with him I kept being like a therapist like a mother and slowly slowly it started to become more disrespectful more disrespectful it came to a point where I was like I cannot accept seeing him anymore or even being in my life because I'm unable to attract anyone else you see one thing I learned in life and that happens to me over and over again is when you do not let go and you do not take your energy back from past relationship past like resentment that you have towards someone when

you don't take that energy back to yourself nothing else can come in because your energy is already going towards someone or towards something constantly in order for you to create that new reality you need to be willing to let go of that past you need to be willing to clear out everything so that you can say God you know what I trust you or the Universe I trust you please give me something new because now there is space for something new so then one day I just decided you know what right now I'm going to

take the man manifestation Journal that I created and I am going to write in this manifestation Journal a partner that I want to attract I was going to write it in a way that we were already married and I wrote down what kind of characteristic he has so I was like oh I'm so grateful for my husband he's so deep he's so intelligent knows a lot of emotional intelligence and we connect very well and I wrote all of these things down that I appreciate in him and that I want my future husband to have but

I wrote it down as if it's already happened and then I closed the book I put it back and that's it now there's one thing about me when I try to manifest a relationship I get it like this like a partner is like this for me and the reason why is because there is no desperation for it I've never had desperation for a romantic partner or being with a man I've never had that and because I don't have that desperate energy going towards it it comes to me very easily I know a lot of women

in my life that always try to look for a partner try to look for love and that's like that whole goal and they never Attract it and they then ask me like Liz how come you attracted so easily like whenever you want and it's like I don't have that desperation for it like that's why it comes to me you have to become someone that that thing that you want is attracted to instead of you trying to be attracted to to that thing become the person that would be an ideal partner for someone else get on

the same vibration a lot of times even when people they talk about like oh I want to Manifest this oh I want that in my life are you really ready to receive it though are you ready like ask yourself cuz a lot of you guys want to manifest love but you're not ready to be a good partner cuz this takes a lot of work you know you have to work on your maturity you have to compromise in a lot of ways with your partner and you have to learn how to live with someone else who

is at first a stranger it's like oh I want to have a successful business all these things are you ready to put in those hours are you ready to have that risk of not having money if you don't put in the work you know I I run my own business my own YouTube channel if I don't upload right now or if I don't make this video I'm not making money and I'm the only one I can blame I can't blame my boss so anyways after I wrote that down I felt like my whole life was

falling apart and I even uploaded about it you guys saw me crashing out on my YouTube channel even people were commenting like this girl is losing her mind this and that and I truly felt like I was losing my mind because the things that happened to me it was very intense very very fast but guys when I wrote that manifestation down people dropped out of my life like this like in an instant people that were not meant to be in that reality that I wanted for myself dropped out of my life so fast and these

were people that were never leaving that would never go that's another thing like you need to understand that often times when you want to manifest something new into your life a lot of people will not be able to come with you because they are not ready to be live on that vibration the vibration that you're trying to attract and the same frequency that you want to jump on so you can attract that thing A lot of people are not on the same frequency a lot of people are not on that same vibration so when they

don't reach that frequency or that vibration they cannot come with you to that level now does that hurt yes that hurts so badly because you have old friends you have all these things and then right now you feel like oh why do we not click anymore we don't have that Vibe anymore oh wait a minute I thought like I want to Manifest this thing but now now I'm losing friends now I'm losing my job now I lost my partner and you don't understand but sometimes you need to give that Faith to God because God might

have a bigger plan for you than you can even see for yourself all the time guys in my life God has a huge plan for me and I was praying for the smallest things God's plan is always bigger your higher self has a plan that's bigger for you cuz we as humans we are taught to think small ever since we're young we're taught to think in boxes and nothing outside of it but our soul and God is Limitless okay so when they think for us it is Limitless there is too much but when you put

yourself in a box and keep yourself in a box in your mind you will not be able to attract that because you are keeping yourself in a prison you're keeping your mind in a prison cuz that's what you have been taught but you don't have to take that as your reality you can say you know what this world is abundant I'm an abundant being the fact that you're breeding right now is a miracle you are a living and breeding Miracle accept that as your reality say you know what I'm a miracle and I can change

any second that I want right now I can be this person one second later you're the completely different person the minute you change your hair color you you're like a blonde person now your reality changes you're a different person except that you you don't have to take one identity as your own you can do things differently you can forgive yourself for the things that you did in the past and then you can move on from it you can decide that you're not that person anymore you can decide that you will not allow other people to

ever treat you like how they used to treat you in the past you can decide to reintroduce yourself to people can decide to have boundaries now with people you can decide to walk away no matter matter how many years you stay no matter how many years you let people on you bully you mistreat you you can decide today this will be the last time someone has ever treated me like this and that's when your reality will shift and that's when the whole world will act in accordance of who you are now but you make that

decision so once I wrote that manifestation I felt my whole life falling apart what's happening all these things but then I didn't realize that my life was falling together into a new reality it was falling together in something so beautiful that I could not see for myself at that time you know God has always guided me throughout my life there's been times that I literally should have not have been alive not alive at all and through Miracles I was saved from that situation but I was guided those hardest times it's very hard to keep that

Faith it's very hard to keep that belief of like oh God is going to help me now because we often forget we forget the times that God has helped us we forget all these times and we tend to focus on the negative and think like oh now he's going to fail me he's not going to fail you every day that you wake up and that you're breathing God has a plan for you he is there for you he's not going to fail you ever get that out of your head tell yourself God wants me to

win tell yourself the universe wants me to win God designed this world for me to succeed the universe designed this world for me to succeed the more you believe in yourself the more other people are going to believe in you the world will open up for you like a whole flower I'm telling you when you have that self-belief that means that you have power when you believe in yourself when you believe that you can accomplish big things that you can get whatever you want in this life that's when life starts to open up for you

and life becomes like a video game everything starts to become easy because why now you're allowing God to work through you instead of you forcing against it if you have full belief imagine imagine with me you have full belief that God will guide you to your highest path no matter what happens you have the worst month of your life but still you have that belief and you know what God is going to guide me I know that God is going to guide me to the best path and after this bad month it's going to be

good when you have that belief there is no resistance there is no emotions stopping that belief so what happens is God can just work through you life can come through you you need to surrender to the process you know every day we wake up and our heart is beating for itself oxygen all our organs are working on its own life is like that it works on its own we are built by A system that is more intelligent than us that is higher than us but you can also reach that in your mind you can reach

that higher Consciousness and then you can let you can allow God to work through you to create on this Earth after that happened I went back home to my family and I was starting to feel a little better and all of a sudden I decided let me book a trip to Santorini with my friend so I did that I booked a trip all these things and we had a flight to Santorini but there was a stop in Athens because I had booked last minute and all the flights were full okay they were full so me

and my friend we go to the airport and mind you guys I'm wearing a cap that's like up until here you can barely see you can see like this of my notse and I'm wearing a mask okay no one could recognize me I think probably people couldn't even recognize what gender I was I'm walking in the airport and we stop in aens me and my friends we quickly go get like some food and stuff and we go to this place that's like you have to go to the perfume section and there's like this place you

can sit okay so we sit down there quickly and then we're like okay that after that we're going to go to the gate me and her were sitting and I'm like I pulled the mask a little bit just to eat my food this is how much you can see of my face okay like nothing I'm sitting and all of a sudden I hear Liz I look up and I'm like Landon and guys I do not know how he recognized me I do not know how I recognized him I've never seen this guy in my life

never in real life I don't know what he looks like and he definitely didn't look like how he used to look 3 years before that's the only time I saw his picture and I don't know how I literally don't know you could not see my face how he recognized me when he came to sit down next to me I looked at him and the first thing I thought is why does this guy look so much like me that kept going through my head like we have the same eyes and all these things and I like

why does he look like me and then I felt such a strong energy from him and I'm a person I'm very intuitive so I I feel things I don't really think I feel so I'm sitting in front of him and it was almost like we're sitting and he's talking to me and everyone else started to become noise we were almost like the only one in the airport and I felt like such a strong energy overcome me and I looked at him and I've never had that feeling with anyone that I saw and I was like

whoa I'm actually Shook and then he starts telling me about why he's there cuz he lives in America like what are the odds of us meeting each other in an airport in Athens what are the odds guy like I don't live in Europe he lives in America like that's crazy so he was telling me he was supposed to go to mikonos but his friends had just scammed him or whatever and they had canceled on him so he's like yeah I'm going back to America but he's like I I forgot my bag where you were sitting

that's why I came back from my bag guys can you imagine the coincidence here you know look how divinely guided that is look at him and he was telling his story and I go like you know what I felt bad for him so I was like listen instead of like going back to America if you want you can join me and my friend on our trip to Santorini we're staying in this hotel like you can also book a villa there want to we've never been so we can explore together and he was like really and

I was like yeah and he's like okay then me and my friend we both went to um sorini and he arrived 2 hours later and yeah me and him were were inseparable ever since like literally the first day we connected and started talking to each other when we're both in Santorini we couldn't stop talking about marriage we couldn't stop talking about starting a family and which is crazy cuz I've never been the person to want to commit to someone I've never been the person to want to start a family or feel like oh I want

to start a family with this person I've never felt safe enough to do that but there was something within him that made my inner child feels so safe and for me I'm not attracted to toxic masculine men I'm attracted to men that know how to be in their masculine know how to lead but then at the same time can make me feel safe because I want my inner child to feel safe I want my children my future children to feel safe around their father you know I had a father that was like a Tyron like

everyone was scared around him and that's just not attractive to to me and what's even crazier is like he told me like stories where he was like Liz I think I really manifested you because he was like when I used to go through breakups or whatever I used to tell my best friend it doesn't matter that I'm going through this breakup because there's still women like the wizard Liz out there and he was like you were literally in my head the ideal woman ever since I saw you online and guys for me the exact thing

that I wrote down in the manifestation Journal of how want my husband to be and all these things is literally my fiance like to a tea even the thing about emotional intelligence and knowing how to be deep which was so important to me because I missed that in my previous relationships I've never met someone that I can just talk to for hours and that can meet me on an intelligence level or a deep level like he understands everything that I say and he is so highly intelligent I really value that lot in a partner you

know I used to talk to my therapist about not wanting children and not wanting marriage and all these things and if she used to tell me Liz when you meet that right person you're going to want that because you you just don't want children or family because you have not met a man where you feel safe with yet and then I was like I don't know that's not true that's not true but then I swear guys when I met Landon immediately I thought I would want to a family with this guy and he also told

me immediately when we hanged out in santarini I knew you were going to be my wife he's like I became so protective over you already because I knew this is my wife immediately when I saw you but you know guys I think it's also very important to understand that like for me engagement and all these things that's not really what I derive my value from because I saw a lot of Tik toks online and I know it's coming from a good place and it was like about my engagement they made it seem like oh now

Liz made it because I'm engaged but I think that's a little projecting because I've never felt like oh I would make it just because I have a husband like I for me a husband is the easiest thing to find I also had a lot of people ask me to marry them but I've always declined because I've never felt that that was the right person or that was my right person you know there's also this thing about when you ask God for things you have to be ready to receive it and you have to accept it

when it comes for example my friend one night had this inclin or like this thought in my head that oh my God I should send my friend money it was like at night and I kept thinking about it it wouldn't go out of my head now my friend is very prideful so I know she'll never accept money from me and she doesn't want to do that the next day I called her and I kept asking her can you please send me your bank details so I can send you money and I she's like no listen

and we were discussing for hours guys then eventually I was like listen ever since last night I had this thought in my head that I need to send you money and I'm very like I said guided so I know when I need to do something so I said to her I don't know why but I feel like I need to do it and she was so shocked cuz she went like Liz you just gave me good Goosebumps because she's like last night I asked God for financial support and I asked him to receive money and

I was like yeah so why are you denying it right now why are you denying God's blessings right now see a lot of times when we ask God or the universe for something we are not ready to accept it when it comes to us because you feel like let's say you ask for love but then this person comes in front of you and you're like no I don't want you you but it's like maybe that was a person that was going to give you that love but you deny him because it's not what you had

thought for yourself but maybe we need to start accepting that there's a higher intelligence that's working for us not against us but for us so I told her like If you deny me trying to help you right now that means that you're denying God's blessing at the same time if you do not let go of things that aren't serving you anymore whether this is a job friends a lover whoever that is when you don't let go of that you cannot attract something new you will never Attract it why because in order for you to attract

something new you have to have space in your life you have to allow things to come in your energy cannot be going towards something and taking your energy from you for example I had this friend and she told me she was like Liz why can I not attract love why can I not attract a partner and this girl had a huge crush on this guy okay she said oh I want to marry this guy she would stalk him she do she would do all these things and I looked at her I said you know the

reason why you can't attract love is because your energy is already occupied with someone else even though it's a crush even though he's not aware of your existance or you guys are not communicating your energy is constantly going towards him now when that's happening the other people because a lot of people are intuitive beings we feel other things they will think that you're occupied and you are occupied because your energy is occupied with someone else see you guys need to start manifesting when for example you want a man or all these things you shouldn't say

I want this that this man like specifically you should say I want a man that's for my highest good I want a partner that's for my highest good don't say I want this job say I want a job that's for my highest good is maybe what you think is best for you or what would make you happy is going to destroy you me also when choosing a partner or someone to have children with I make that decision very very clearly and I think about it a lot because I want my children to look up to

their father and I want to have a great example for them because I know that I'll try to do my best to give them the best life that I can but when you have a masculine next to you that can provide that same and then a different kind of masculine energy it will both feed into each other and you kind of form the perfect union together you grow together you you fill in gaps together where where he's missing or where you're missing and you learn from each other and that's how you grow when you do

choose a partner or I think when you're in a relation ship right now and if you feel like okay I want a future whatever really ask yourself is this person someone that I want would want to have kids with even if you don't want to have children ask yourself would I want this person as a father just so you can see like H when someone is abusive with you already they're going to be abusive with your children and as a woman when you have your children you'll be more protective probably over them than you are

with yourself because a lot of women have just have that Natural Instinct where you can love your child unconditionally and the same things that you accept for yourself you will not be able to accept for your children so really think to yourself is this worth it like don't I deserve better and you do you do you deserve so much in life but you can only get that when you start accepting that for yourself you can only get that when you are on the vibration where you can attract that reality for yourself anytime that you tell

yourself that you're not good enough or you cannot have that is a time that you push that reality further and further away start attracting it to yourself start to become someone that can be in that position to attract that reality start to believe in yourself start to work on your self-confidence expand your knowledge start to work on your other appearance read books like expand yourself guys become more open-minded and then when that partner comes in make sure that he can add to your life or she can add to your life not just take from it

but an equal give and exchange anyway thank you so much for watching guys I hope you guys enjoyed the video and I hope you guys learned something and yeah I'll will see you guys in the next video I love you so much bye-bye