Muslim Imam's Son Abandons Parents' Religion, Converts to Christianity After an Encounter with Jesus

I'm here today with a heart full of joy as I share the story that changed my life forever. My name is Omar Hassan. I currently live in Toronto, Canada, and I'm 23 years old. But I want to take you back in time to Ammon, Jordan, where I lived with my parents, a town where I was born and raised. Ammon is a busy city with narrow streets full of people, markets selling fresh bread, spices, and grilled meat, and the call to prayer echoing from the mosques five times a day. We lived in a small apartment in

a workingclass neighborhood where the walls were so thin, I could hear the neighbors arguing or laughing late at night. The air always smelled like coffee and dust. And in the mornings, I'd hear the clatter of pots as my mother cooked breakfast. Usually bread, cheese, and olives with strong tea to start the day. I am an only child, and that meant all my parents' hopes were on me. My father, Hassan, is 48 and a taxi driver who worked long hours driving through Ammon's crowded streets to make enough money for us. He is a strict man with

a loud voice and a temper that scared me sometimes. He'd come home tired, his shirt stained with sweat, and say, "Omar, you need to be a better Muslim. Study hard. Make us proud." He wanted me to be an engineer, to have a good job, to show everyone in our neighborhood that the Hassan family was respectable. But his words felt like a heavy weight on my shoulders. I was always scared of letting him down, of not being good enough. My mother, Ila, is 42. She is a kind woman who spent her days cooking, cleaning, and praying

for me. She'd wake me up for the dawn prayer, her voice soft, saying, "Omar, come pray with us." She'd look at me with worry in her eyes, noticing how quiet I'd become. Omar, are you okay? She'd ask, her hands busy kneading dough for bread. I'd nod and say, "Yes, mama." But I wasn't okay. I was scared to tell her the truth. That I felt empty inside. That I didn't know if Allah was happy with me, that I wasn't sure I even believed anymore. I was a student at the university studying engineering, but it was so

hard. I had anxiety, always worrying about my grades, about failing, about disappointing my parents. At night, I'd lie in my small bed, staring at the cracked ceiling, my heart racing. I'd pray to Allah, asking if I was doing enough, if he saw me, if he cared. But I never felt an answer, just a heavy silence that made me feel even more alone. I'd hear my father snoring in the next room, my mother whispering her prayers, and I'd wonder if I was the only one who felt this way. At the university, I felt out of place.

Some students didn't care about faith. They'd skip prayers to hang out at cafes, smoking shisha, and laughing about girls. Others were very strict, judging me if I forgot a suna or didn't pray on time. One time a guy named Khaled saw me eating during Ramadan. I'd forgotten it was a fasting day because I was so stressed about an exam. He glared at me and said, "Omar, you're a bad Muslim. You'll answer to Allah for this." His words stung and I felt so ashamed. Even though I didn't mean to mess up, I started avoiding people, keeping

to myself, afraid of being judged. My best friend, Yousef, was 24, a carefree guy who didn't take religion seriously. He was studying business, always joking around, trying to make me laugh. We'd sit on the steps outside the engineering building, sharing a bottle of soda, and he'd say, "Omar, relax. You worry too much. Allah is not going to send you to hell for missing one prayer." I'd smile, but his words didn't help. I wanted to feel close to God, to feel peace, but I didn't know how. Yousef would drag me to the market sometimes, where we'd

buy cheap falafel sandwiches and watch the street vendors haggle with customers. Those moments were the only times I felt a little lighter, but the heaviness always came back. One day I was in class feeling so stressed I couldn't focus. My professor was talking about structural design but my mind was somewhere else thinking about my father's expectations, my mother's worried looks, my own doubts. A girl in my class, Miam noticed. She was 21, quiet with a small cross necklace she always wore. She was Christian, which was rare in Jordan, and some students whispered about her behind

her back, calling her an outsider, but she was always kind to me. After class, she came up to me, her voice soft, and said, "Omar, you look upset. God sees your heart." You know, her words confused me. In Islam, we were taught to follow rules. pray, fast, give charity, not to talk about hearts. I mumbled, "Thanks," and walked away, but her words stayed with me like a seed planted in my mind. That night, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about what Miam said. I grabbed my phone and looked up the idea online, typing, "God sees

the heart in the search bar." I found a verse from the Bible, not the Quran, that said, "The Lord looks at the heart." It was from a book called 1 Samuel, and it made me curious. I'd never read the Bible before. My father would be so angry if he knew I was even looking at it, but I couldn't stop thinking about it. What if God really cared about my heart, not just my actions? What if there was more to faith than the rules I'd been taught? I pushed the thought away, telling myself I was being

foolish. I was Muslim. I had to keep going, praying, studying, trying to be good. But deep down, I felt like I was breaking, like I couldn't keep carrying this weight much longer. I didn't know it then, but something was about to happen that would change everything. It was a hot afternoon in a man in 2023. A few weeks after Miam spoke to me, I was walking home from university, my backpack heavy with books, my mind heavy with worry. The streets were crowded, vendors shouting about their fresh vegetables, cars honking, kids running around chasing a soccer

ball. The air was thick with heat, and I could feel sweat dripping down my back. I hadn't eaten all day because I was fasting for a religious holiday, one of the extra fasts my father encouraged to make Allah happy. I'd been so busy studying for an exam that I forgot to drink water, too, and the heat was making me dizzy. I was thinking about my exam the next day, a big one for my engineering class. I'd been up late studying, my eyes burning from staring at my notes, but I still didn't feel ready. My father's

words kept playing in my head. Omar, you need to make us proud. I felt like I was failing him, failing Allah, failing everyone. My chest felt tight, my breathing shallow, and I told myself, "Just get home, Omar. You can rest there." But as I turned down a narrow street near the market, my vision started to blur. My legs felt like they were made of jelly, and I stumbled, trying to grab onto a wall to steady myself. I missed, and before I knew it, I was falling. I hit the ground hard, my head slamming against the

pavement. I heard a crack and pain shot through my skull. People around me started shouting, "Help him. Call an ambulance. A woman in a hijab knelt beside me. Her voice panicked. He's not moving. Someone help. A man with a cart of oranges stopped and called for a doctor while a young boy ran to get water. I could hear their voices, but they sounded far away like I was underwater. My eyes closed and everything went black. I thought I was dying. And I was so scared. I wasn't ready to meet Allah. I hadn't been good enough.

I'd missed prayers. I'd had doubts. I'd eaten the other day during Ramadan by mistake. I thought, "This is it. I'm going to hell." When I opened my eyes, I wasn't on the street anymore. I was in a dark, terrible place. A place I'd never seen before, but knew right away it was hell. The air was thick with smoke. so thick I could barely breathe and it burned my throat with every breath. The ground was hot, like it was made of fire, and I could feel it through my shoes. All around me, I heard screams, horrible,

desperate screams of pain that made my heart race with fear. I saw flames in the distance, red and orange, licking at the darkness, and the smell of burning was everywhere, making me feel sick. I looked around, my body shaking, and I saw people I knew, people from my life burning in the flames. One of them was an imam from my mosque, a strict man named Shik Ahmed, who always told us to follow the rules, to pray on time, to never question. He was screaming, his face twisted in pain, his robes on fire. He saw me

and shouted, "I was wrong, Omar. The rules didn't save me. I thought I was good enough, but I wasn't. His voice was full of terror, and he reached out to me, his hands black with burns. You'll end up here too, Omar, if you don't find the truth. I stumbled back, my hands covering my face, not wanting to believe it. Shake Ahmed had been so sure, so strict. How could he be here? Then I saw something that broke my heart even more. I saw myself in the flames burning. My face full of pain. I was screaming.

I never found peace. I never found peace. My anxiety, my doubts, my fears, they were eating me alive. Even in this place, I saw a future where I kept following Islam, kept trying to be good enough, but it wasn't enough. I ended up here in hell with no peace, no hope, just torment forever. I saw my parents at my funeral. My father standing by my grave, his face hard, saying, "He failed us. He wasn't good enough." My mother was sobbing, her hands on her face, whispering. I should have helped him. I should have seen his

pain. I felt so alone, so lost, watching them grieve, knowing I'd let them down. I fell to my knees, tears streaming down my face, the heat burning my skin. I cried out, "Allah, save me. Please save me." But the darkness just got heavier, the screams louder, and I felt like I was drowning in fear. I thought about all the times I'd prayed, all the times I'd fasted, all the rules I'd tried to follow. Why wasn't it enough? Why was I here? I saw my life flash before me. Every missed prayer, every doubt, every moment I

felt empty. I saw myself sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling, my heart racing with anxiety, never finding the peace I wanted so badly. I thought, "This is my punishment. I'll be here forever." But then something happened. A light appeared in the distance, small at first, like a star in the black sky. It grew brighter, pushing the darkness away, and the flames around me started to fade. The screams got quieter, and I felt a warmth that wasn't burning. It was gentle, like a soft blanket. I looked up, my eyes wide, and I felt a

tiny spark of hope in my chest. I didn't know what was coming, but I knew it was something different, something that might save me from this nightmare. I was still in that dark, fiery place, my heart pounding with fear. The screams of the people around me, the sight of myself burning in the flames. It was all too much. I thought I was lost forever, that I'd never find peace. But then that light in the distance grew brighter, pushing the darkness away like a wave. The flames around me started to fade and the screams got quieter

until they were just a faint echo. The air cleared and I could breathe again. The light was warm, not burning, and it felt like a hug wrapping around me, making me feel safe for the first time in that terrible place. The light came closer and I saw a man standing in it. He was glowing, his clothes white like the sun, and his face was full of love and peace. I knew right away who he was, even though I'd never seen him before. It was Jesus. I felt so small, so unworthy, trembling as I looked at

him. I thought, I'm Muslim. This can't be right. I'm supposed to see Allah, not Jesus. But Jesus spoke, his voice gentle but strong, like it could calm a storm. He said, "Omar, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." His words hit me like a thunderbolt, echoing in my heart, and I couldn't look away from him. I felt like he saw everything about me. My fears, my doubts, my pain, and he still loved me. Jesus stepped closer and I saw his hands. There were marks where

nails had been, deep scars that made my chest ache. He showed me his side, where a spear had pierced him, and said, "I died for you, Omar, to give you peace and eternal life." I started to cry, tears streaming down my face, feeling a love I'd never known. It was different from anything I'd felt in my prayers to Ally. This love was real, alive, like it was holding me up. Jesus took my hand and the dark place disappeared completely. We were in a beautiful garden now with soft green grass under my feet, a flowing stream

sparkling in the sunlight and flowers in every color, red, yellow, blue, blooming all around us. The air was fresh, filled with the scent of jasmine. And I heard birds singing, their songs so sweet, I wanted to listen forever. The light was all around us, warm and golden. And I felt so safe, like nothing could ever hurt me again. Jesus walked with me through the garden. And I saw a city in the distance shining like gold with gates that sparkled like jewels. He said, "This is heaven, Omar, where there's no fear, no pain, only joy." I

saw people there smiling, laughing, their faces full of peace. One of them was my grandfather, a kind man who had died when I was little. He used to sit me on his lap, telling me stories about his childhood, giving me candy when my parents weren't looking. I always thought he was a good Muslim, but Jesus said, "He found me before he died." Omar, he believed in me in secret, and now he's with me forever. My grandfather looked at me, his eyes bright and smiled. He waved and I felt so happy for him but also so

confused. How could this be true? My grandfather, a Christian, I'd never known. Then Jesus showed me something else, something that made my heart ache. He said, "Look at your life, Omar. I saw myself all the times I prayed, fasted, and tried to follow the rules of Islam. I saw myself kneeling on my prayer mat, my forehead touching the ground, whispering words I'd memorized since I was a child. I saw myself fasting during Ramadan, my stomach growling, my head aching, but pushing through because I thought it would make Allah happy. But Jesus said, "Look closer." I

saw that even when I did all those things, I was empty inside. My prayers felt like words with no meaning. my fasting like a chore I had to do. I never felt peace, never felt close to God. I saw myself lying in bed at night, my heart racing with anxiety, asking, "Am I good enough? Does Allah see me?" But there was no answer, just silence. Jesus said, "Your works cannot save you, Omar. They can't bridge the gap between you and God. Only my grace can. I am the only way to true peace. I saw how

my Islamic faith had left me lost, always trying to be good enough, but never feeling it. I saw the rules I'd followed, praying five times a day, avoiding pork, giving charity. But they were like a heavy chain around my heart, keeping me trapped in fear. Jesus showed me how he died on the cross, how his blood paid for my sins, how his love made a way for me to be with God. I felt so ashamed, but also so loved knowing he did that for me. Then Jesus showed me two futures and they changed everything. In

the first one, I kept following Islam, trying to earn my way to paradise. I saw myself getting older, my anxiety growing worse, my doubts eating me alive. I saw myself collapse again, this time for good, and I ended up back in hell, burning my soul in torment. I saw my parents at my funeral, my father standing by my grave, his face hard, saying, "He wasn't good enough. He failed us." My mother was sobbing, her hands on her face, whispering, "I should have helped him." It broke my heart to see them like that. To know I'd

let them down. To know I'd never found peace. But then Jesus showed me a different future. I saw myself following him, my face full of peace. No more anxiety, no more fear. I saw myself smiling, my heart light, reading the Bible in a quiet room. I saw myself helping my parents, showing them love, sitting with them at our small kitchen table, talking about Jesus. I saw my father's hard face soften. My mother's worried eyes fill with hope. I saw myself at the university telling other students about Jesus, their eyes lighting up as they found the

same peace I had. I saw a crowd of people, Muslims, Christians, others listening to me share my story, some of them crying, some of them praying to Jesus for the first time. Jesus said, "This is the life I want for you, Omar. I love your family. I love your city. I want you to go back and share my truth. I fell to my knees, tears streaming down my face. I said, "But how, Jesus? I'm Muslim. My family, my community. They'll hate me. They'll call me a traitor." Jesus put his hand on my shoulder, and I

felt a strength I'd never felt before, like a fire in my chest. But a good fire, one that gave me courage. He said, "It won't be easy, Omar. They'll see you as a traitor, and you'll face rejection. Some will even try to hurt you. But I'll be with you. I'll give you the peace you've been looking for." Then he said something I'll never forget. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." His words filled me with hope, like a weight had been lifted off my chest. I felt

free, like I could breathe for the first time in years. I looked at him, my heart full, and said, "I'll follow you, Jesus. I want this peace. I want this life." He smiled, and the light around us grew even brighter, wrapping me in warmth. I saw the garden one last time, the stream sparkling, the flowers swaying in a gentle breeze, and I knew I'd never forget this place. Jesus said, "Go back, Omar. Be my light in the darkness." I nodded, ready to do whatever he asked, even if it meant losing everything I'd known. I had

seen hell. I had seen heaven. And I had seen the truth. Jesus was the only way, and I was ready to follow him, no matter what it cost me. I woke up in a hospital room in a man, the sound of beeping machines filling the air. My head throbbed and my body felt weak, like I'd been asleep for days. I opened my eyes, squinting at the bright lights, and saw my mother, Ila, sitting by my bed. Her face was pale, her eyes red from crying, and she was holding my hand so tight it hurt a

little. She saw me wake up and gasped, "Omar, you're awake. Oh, thank God." She started crying again, but this time they were happy tears. She leaned down and kissed my forehead, her hands trembling. I tried to sit up, but my head spun and I lay back down. "What happened, mama?" I asked, my voice. She wiped her eyes and said. "You collapsed on the street, Omar. You hit your head so hard there was blood everywhere. Some people called an ambulance and they brought you here. The doctors said you were unconscious for hours. They thought you might

not wake up. It's a miracle, Omar. A miracle. I looked at her, my heart racing, and said, "Jesus saved me, Mama." She froze, her eyes wide, her hand still on mine. "What do you mean, Omar?" she asked, her voice shaking. "You were calling for Ala when you fell. I heard the people say you were whispering his name. I took a deep breath, my throat dry, and started to tell her everything. I told her how I saw hell, how I saw myself burning there, my anxiety eating me alive. I told her about Shik Ahmed, the Imam

from our mosque, screaming that the rules didn't save him. I told her how Jesus came to me, how he showed me his scars, how he took me to heaven and showed me my grandfather who had believed in him in secret. I told her how Jesus showed me the emptiness of my Islamic faith. How my prayers and fasting never brought me peace and how he showed me two futures. One where I ended up in hell and one where I followed him and found peace. I said, "Jesus told me he's the only way, mama. He told me

to share his truth. My mother listened, her face a mix of fear and curiosity. She kept looking at the door like she was afraid someone would hear us. When I finished, she whispered, "Omar, be careful. Your father won't understand this. He'll be so angry. And the people at the mosque, they'll call you an apostate. You know what that means here?" I nodded, my heart heavy, but I felt a peace in my chest, a peace I'd never felt before. I knew Jesus was with me, just like he promised. I said, "I know, Mama, but I can't

keep this inside. It's the truth." Just then, my father, Hassan, walked into the room. He'd been talking to the doctor in the hallway, and he heard the last part of what I said. His face turned red, his eyes narrowing with anger. "What is this nonsense, Omar?" he shouted, his voice so loud the nurse outside looked in. "Jesus, apostate, what are you saying?" I tried to explain, my voice shaking. "Papa, I saw hell. I saw myself there. Jesus came to me. He showed me the truth. He's the only way to peace." My father slammed his hand

on the wall, making me jump. You're sick, that's all. He yelled. You hit your head and now you're talking crazy. You're a Muslim, Omar. We raised you to follow Islam. Stop this talk or you'll bring shame on our family. My mother started crying, her hands on her face, begging us to stop fighting. Please, Hassan, he's just woken up. Let him rest, she said. But my father pointed at me, his voice low and cold. You better forget this nonsense, Omar. I won't let you ruin us. He stormed out, leaving me and my mother in silence. When

I got out of the hospital a few days later, I went back to our small apartment in Aman. Everything felt different now. The walls seemed closer, the air heavier. I started reading the Bible on my phone, hiding it from my parents. I'd lock my door at night, sit on my bed, and read about Jesus, his teachings, his miracles, his love. I read about how he healed the sick, how he forgave sinners, how he died on the cross for me. Every word felt like it was speaking to my heart, filling the empty place inside me. I'd

whisper prayers to Jesus, asking him to help me, to give me courage. I felt him with me like a friend who never left my side. But I had to be careful. My father was watching me, noticing every little change. I stopped going to the mosque, saying I was too tired from studying, but he didn't believe me. He'd say, "Omar, what's wrong with you? You're not the same. You used to pray with us. Go to the mosque with me now. You're always in your room. I'd look down, my hands sweaty, and mumble. I'm just busy, Papa.

But he'd stare at me, his eyes hard, like he knew I was hiding something. My mother noticed, too, but she didn't say much. She just watched me with those worried eyes, her hands busy cooking or sewing, and I could tell she was scared for me. One day, I decided to meet Miriam, my Christian classmate, to talk about everything. I texted her asking if we could meet at a park near the university, a quiet place with green grass, a few benches, and kids playing on swings. I got there early, sitting on a bench, watching a group

of boys kick a soccer ball around. Miriam arrived, her small cross necklace shining in the sunlight, and she smiled when she saw me. "Omar, you look better," she said, sitting next to me. I told her everything, my collapse, my NDE, the vision of hell, and how Jesus called me. I told her how I wanted to follow him, but I was scared of what my family and community would do. Her eyes lit up and she said, "Omar, that's amazing. Jesus called you just like he called me. I became a Christian 2 years ago and it was

hard. My family didn't speak to me for months, but Jesus gave me strength and he'll give you strength, too." She reached into her bag and pulled out a small Bible, one I could hide in my backpack. "Keep reading this," she said, "and pray, Omar. Jesus will show you the way. I thanked her, feeling like I had a friend who understood, someone I could trust. Things at home got harder. My father started asking more questions, his voice sharp. Why aren't you praying with us anymore? Why do you look so different? He'd watch me like I was

a stranger, not his son. One evening, I was in the bathroom washing my face and I left my phone on my bed. My father went into my room to get something and he saw my phone screen. It was open to a Christian app I'd been using to read the Bible. He picked it up, his hands shaking with anger. And when I came back, he was waiting for me. "What is this, Omar?" he yelled, holding my phone up. "A Christian app? Are you turning away from Islam? Do you want to ruin us? I froze, my heart

pounding, my mouth dry. I tried to stay calm, but my voice was shaking. Papa, I found the truth, I said. Jesus is the way. He gave me peace. I saw him. He showed me everything. My father threw my phone on the floor, the screen cracking, and shouted, "You're an apostate. You'll bring shame on us. Everyone will talk. They'll say we failed as parents. My mother ran in her eyes wide and tried to calm him down. Hassan, please stop. He's our son, she cried. But he pushed her away and pointed at me, his voice low and

cold. You're not my son if you keep this up, he said, and walked out, slamming the door behind him. I sat on my bed, my hands shaking, tears in my eyes. My mother sat next to me, her hand on my shoulder, and whispered, "Omar, I don't understand this, but I love you. Please be careful. Your father, he's so angry, and the people at the mosque, they're already talking." I looked at her, my heartbreaking, and said, "I know, Mama, but I can't turn away from Jesus. He's the truth." She nodded, her eyes full of tears, and

hugged me tight like she was afraid to let go. A few days later, something big happened that changed everything. I was in my room trying to study when I got an email from my university. I opened it, my hands trembling, and read the words, "Congratulations, Omar Hassan. You have been awarded a full scholarship to study engineering at the University of Toronto in Canada." My heart raced with excitement. I couldn't believe it. A full scholarship to study abroad, something I'd always dreamed of, something that could change my life. I saw it as a sign from Jesus,

a chance to grow in my faith, to be free, to follow him without fear, to share his love with others. I ran to tell my parents, hoping they'd be proud even with everything going on. I found them in the kitchen, my mother chopping vegetables, my father drinking tea at the table. Mama, Papa, I got a scholarship, I said, my voice full of hope to study in Canada. It's a full scholarship. My mother's face lit up for a moment, but then she looked at my father and her smile faded. My father put his cup down, his

eyes narrowing. "Canada," he said, his voice cold. "No, Omar, you're not going. You'll lose your faith there. You'll become weward, drinking, partying, forgetting Islam. You're already turning away from us with this Christian nonsense. I won't let you go. My mother started crying, her hands shaking as she held the knife. Omar, please don't go, she said. We'll lose you completely. You're already changing so much. I can't lose you. I tried to explain, my voice breaking. Papa, mama, I'll be okay. I just want to study, to follow my faith, to be who I'm meant to be. Jesus

is with me. I know I'll be fine. But my father stood up, his chair scraping the floor, and said, "If you go, you're not my son anymore. You'll be dead to us." His words cut me like a knife, and I felt tears sting my eyes. Things got even worse after that. My father went to the mosque that night and when he came back he was even angrier. He said, "People are talking, Omar. They're saying you're turning away from Islam, that you're an apostate. The mosque leaders heard about it. They're watching you now. They're saying you're

a disgrace, that we failed as parents." I felt a chill run down my spine. In Jordan, being called an apostate was dangerous. People could hurt you. The authorities could get involved and your family could be shamed. I saw the mosque leaders the next day when I walked by. They were standing outside staring at me, whispering to each other. One of them, an older man with a long beard, pointed at me and said something to the others, his face hard. I kept my head down, my heart racing, and hurried away. But I knew I wasn't safe

anymore. I went back to my room, my hands shaking, and prayed to Jesus. Please, Jesus, help me, I whispered. I want to go to Canada. I want to follow you. Give me the strength to do this. I felt his peace again, like a warm hand on my shoulder. And I knew I had to fight for this chance, no matter what it cost me. I couldn't stay in Aman. Not with the mosque leaders watching. Not with my father's anger growing. I had to go to Canada, even if it meant losing my family. I had to trust

Jesus just like he asked me to. After I got the scholarship to study in Canada, my parents were so against it. My father, Hassan, gave me an ultimatum. Stay in Aman and stop this Christian nonsense or leave and be cut off from the family. He said, "If you go, you're not my son anymore. You'll be dead to us." His words felt like a knife in my heart, cutting deeper every time I thought about them. My mother, Ila, was crying, begging me to stay. "Omar, please don't go," she said, her voice breaking. "We'll lose you. You're

all we have. I can't bear to lose you." I wanted to make them happy, to take away their pain. But I knew I couldn't stay. Jesus had called me and I had to follow him. I had to go to Canada where I could be free to grow in my faith, to share his love without fear. I tried to talk to my father one more time, hoping I could change his mind. I found him in the living room, sitting on our old couch, staring at the TV, but not really watching it. I sat down across from

him. my hands sweaty and said, "Papa, please. I need this chance. I'll be okay. I promise. I'm not going to Canada to party or forget who I am. I'm going to study, to follow my faith, to be who I'm meant to be." He looked at me, his eyes hard, and said, "Your faith? You mean this Christian nonsense? You're throwing away everything we taught you, everything we believe for a lie. You'll shame us, Omar. The mosque leaders are already talking. They're saying we raised a traitor. If you go, you're choosing that over us. I felt tears

in my eyes, but I said, "Papa, I love you. I love mama, but I have to do this. Jesus is the truth. I saw him. I can't turn away from him." My father stood up, his face red, and shouted, "Then go, but don't come back. You're not my son anymore." He walked out, slamming the door, and I heard my mother sobb in the kitchen. I went to my room, my heart breaking, and started packing a small bag. I didn't have much, just some clothes, my cracked phone, a few books, and the small Bible Miriam gave

me. I hid the Bible inside a pair of socks just in case someone saw it. I kept hoping my father would change his mind, that he'd come to my room and say, "Omar, I'm sorry. I love you. Go to Canada. You're still my son." But he didn't. My mother came in, her eyes red, and helped me pack. She folded my shirts, her hands shaking, and said, "Omar, I don't understand this Jesus you talk about, but I see something different in you. You seem lighter, like you're not so scared anymore. I just want you to be

safe." I hugged her, tears on my face, and said, "I'll be safe, mama. Jesus is with me. I love you." She nodded, holding me tight, and whispered, "I love you, too, my son." The day I left for the airport, I kept hoping my parents would come to say goodbye. I stood outside our apartment, my bag on my shoulder, looking at the door, waiting for them to come out, but they didn't. I walked to the bus stop alone, my heart heavy, and took a bus to the airport. It was chaotic there. families hugging, kids crying, people

rushing with suitcases. I checked in, my hands shaking, and kept looking around, hoping to see my parents' faces in the crowd. I wanted to see my father's stern face soften to hear my mother say, "We're proud of you." But they never came. I felt so alone standing there in the busy airport watching other families say goodbye. I whispered a prayer to Jesus. Please help me. Give me strength. I felt his peace again like a warm hand on my heart and I knew I had to go. I got on the plane, my eyes wet with tears

and flew to Canada, leaving everything I knew behind. When I landed in Toronto, everything felt so new, so different. The air was cold, a sharp bite I wasn't used to, and the streets were wide, lined with tall buildings that sparkled in the sunlight. People were speaking English so fast I could barely understand. And I felt like a stranger in a strange world. I took a taxi to the university campus. A big place with green lawns, red brick buildings, and students everywhere. Some rushing to class, others laughing with friends. I found my dorm room, a small

space with a bed, a desk, and a window looking out at the campus. I sat on the bed, my bag at my feet, and felt a mix of fear and freedom. For the first time, I didn't have to hide. I could follow Jesus openly without fear of my father's anger or the mosque leader's threats. I started reading my Bible every day, sitting at my desk with the door locked just in case. I'd read about Jesus's love, his promises, his teachings, and I felt so close to him. I found Christian YouTube channels, sermons by pastors, testimonies

from people like me, worship songs that made me cry. I'd watch them late at night, my headphones on, tears in my eyes, feeling so thankful for the peace Jesus gave me. One night, I watched a video of a man who used to be Muslim just like me. He talked about how Jesus appeared to him in a dream, how he left Islam, how he found peace. I felt like he was telling my story, and it gave me so much hope. I started praying more, asking Jesus to help me share his love, to show me how to

do what he asked. I joined a Christian student group at the university, something I'd never imagined doing back in Jordan. I found out about them from a flyer on a bulletin board, and I went to their meeting one evening, my heart pounding. They met in a small room on campus with chairs in a circle and a table with coffee and cookies. When I walked in, a girl with a bright smile said, "Hi, welcome. I'm Sarah." I sat down feeling nervous. And when it was my turn to introduce myself, I said, "I'm Omar. I'm from Jordan.

I used to be Muslim, but Jesus called me." I told them my story, my collapse, my vision of hell, how Jesus showed me heaven, how he called me to share his truth. They listened, some of them crying, some of them nodding. Sarah said, "Omar, that's incredible. You're our brother now." A guy named Michael, who was leading the group, prayed for me, his hand on my shoulder, and I felt so loved, so accepted. They became my new family. People who understood my faith, who prayed with me, who helped me grow. We'd meet every week, singing songs,

reading the Bible, sharing our stories, and I started to feel stronger, like I could do what Jesus asked me to do. Jesus had told me to share his truth, and I knew I had to start here in Canada. I saw so many Muslim students at the university, just like I used to be, trying to be good enough, but feeling empty inside. I wanted them to know the peace I'd found. I started talking to a few of them, guys I knew from my engineering classes like Ali and Muhammad. At first, I was scared, but I'd invite

them to get coffee and we'd sit in the campus cafe, the smell of espresso in the air. I'd say, "Can I tell you something?" and share my story. How I saw hell, how Jesus saved me? How I found peace? They'd listen, their eyes wide, sometimes asking questions like, "But what about Islam? What about the Quran?" I'd tell them what Jesus showed me, "How my prayers to Allah never brought me peace? How Jesus's love did?" I started a small Bible study group meeting in my dorm room, just me, Ali, Muhammad, and a few others. At first,

they were scared, saying, "Omar, this is dangerous. What if someone finds out?" But I'd pray with them, read the Bible with them. And over time, they started to open up. Ali was the first to give his life to Jesus. One night, after we read about Jesus forgiving the woman caught in sin, Ali started crying and said, "Omar, I want this. I feel so empty just like you did. I want Jesus. We prayed together and he accepted Christ, his face full of peace. I cried with him, so happy to see Jesus working through me. But it

wasn't all easy. Some Muslim students found out about my group and got angry. One day, I was walking across campus when a guy named Khaled, who I'd known from a math class, stopped me. He was with a group of guys, all of them staring at me like I'd done something terrible. Khaled said, "Omar, we heard you're trying to convert Muslims. You're spreading hate, telling people to leave Islam. That's wrong." I tried to explain, my voice shaking. I'm not spreading hate. I'm sharing the truth. Jesus saved me. I just want others to know him. But Khaled

stepped closer, his voice low. You're a traitor, Omar. We're reporting you to the university. My heart sank and I walked away, my hands trembling. A few days later, I got an email from the university student affairs office. They called me in for a meeting saying some students had accused me of spreading hate and targeting Muslims. The woman in the office, a stern lady with glasses, said, "Omar, we support religious freedom, but we can't have you causing trouble. If this continues, you might lose your scholarship." I felt so scared. I'd worked so hard to get here,

and now I might lose everything. But I remembered what Jesus said. I'll be with you. I prayed that night asking for strength and decided to keep sharing my faith even if it meant risking my scholarship. I couldn't stop. Too many people needed to know Jesus. Then one evening, I got a call from Yousef, my best friend back in Jordan. I was in my dorm eating a sandwich I'd made when my phone rang. I saw his name and answered, happy to hear from him. But his voice was quiet, like he was scared. Omar, I have bad

news. He said, "Your father is sick. He's in the hospital. Something with his heart. The doctors say it's serious. He's asking for you, but he's still so angry. He keeps saying you've shamed the family, that you're the reason he's sick." Yousef paused, then added, "And the mosque leaders, they're spreading lies about you. They're saying you've turned your back on Islam, that you're a disgrace. They're telling everyone in the neighborhood, making sure people hate you and your parents. It's bad, Omar. I felt my heart drop, my sandwich falling to the floor. I wanted to go back

to see my father, to tell him I still loved him, to beg him to forgive me. But I knew it wasn't safe. Not with the mosque leaders stirring up trouble. I felt so torn between my new life in Canada where I was free to follow Jesus and my old life in Jordan where my parents were suffering because of me. I whispered a prayer. Jesus, please help my father. Help my parents find you. Show me what to do. I knew I had to keep going. Keep sharing Jesus's love and trust him to work in my family's

hearts. I was in my small dorm room in Toronto, Canada, sitting at my desk with my laptop open. It was late at night, the campus quiet outside my window, except for the sound of a few students laughing in the distance. My room was simple, a bed with a blue blanket, a desk cluttered with books and empty coffee cups, and a small cross on my wall, a gift from my Christian student group. My Bible was open next to me. The pages warned from how much I'd been reading. I'd been thinking a lot about my father, about

his sickness, about the mosque leader lies, and about all the Muslim students I'd been talking to. I felt a strong need to share my story with the world, to tell people about the peace I'd found in Jesus. To reach others who might be feeling the same emptiness I did. I decided to record a video, something I could post online for anyone to see. I'd never done anything like this before, and I was nervous, but I felt Jesus telling me to do it. I turned on my laptop camera, adjusted the light so my face wasn't too

shadowy, and took a deep breath. I started talking, my voice a little shaky at first. My name is Omar Hassan, I said, looking into the camera. I'm 23 years old and I'm from Ammon, Jordan. I used to be a Muslim raised to pray five times a day, to fast during Ramadan, to follow all the rules of Islam. I tried so hard to be a good Muslim, to make Allah happy, to make my parents proud. But I was always empty inside, always scared I wasn't good enough. I had anxiety, always worrying about my grades, about my

faith, about everything. I'd lie in bed at night, my heart racing, asking Allah if he saw me, if he cared, but I never felt an answer, just silence. I paused, my throat tight, and kept going. Then one day, I collapsed on the street in a man. I was fasting, stressed about an exam, and the heat got to me. I hit my head and I died for a few minutes. I saw hell. I saw myself burning there, my anxiety eating me alive, never finding peace. I saw an imam from my mosque, Shake Ahmed, screaming that the

rules didn't save him. He told me I'd end up there, too, if I didn't find the truth. I was so scared, thinking I'd be there forever, that I'd failed my parents, failed Allah, failed myself. I wiped a tear from my eye, my voice stronger now. But then Jesus came to me. He appeared in a light so bright it pushed the darkness away. He showed me his scars, the nails in his hands, the spear in his side, and said, "I died for you, Omar, to give you peace and eternal life." He took me to heaven, a

beautiful place with a garden, a stream, and a city of gold. I saw my grandfather there, a man I thought was a good Muslim, but he had believed in Jesus in secret. Jesus showed me the truth that my Islamic faith couldn't save me. That all my prayers, fasting, and rules were empty because they couldn't bridge the gap to God. He said, "Your works cannot save you. Only my grace can. I am the only way to true peace." I leaned closer to the camera, my heart full. Jesus showed me two futures. In one, I kept following

Islam and I ended up back in hell, my soul in torment, my parents grieving at my funeral, saying I failed them. In the other, I followed Jesus and I found peace. I saw myself smiling, free from anxiety, helping my parents, sharing Jesus's love with others. I saw people listening, finding the same peace I did. Jesus told me, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. He called me to share his truth, to be his light in the darkness." I took a deep breath, my hands steady. Now, when I woke up in the hospital, I

knew I had to follow Jesus. But it wasn't easy. My parents didn't understand. My father got so angry he called me an apostate. Said I'd bring shame on our family. I got a scholarship to study engineering here in Canada, a chance to be free, to grow in my faith. But my father told me if I left, I'd be dead to him. I came anyway because I knew Jesus was with me. I left my home, my parents, everything I knew, and came here to Toronto. I smiled thinking about my new life. Here I found a new

family, Christians who love me, who pray with me. I joined a student group at the university and they welcomed me like a brother. I started reading the Bible, watching Christian YouTube channels, sermons, testimonies, worship songs. I felt so close to Jesus, so full of peace. I started a Bible study group sharing my story with other Muslim students. I told them how Jesus saved me, how he gave me peace and some of them listened. A few even gave their lives to Jesus like my friend Ali. He said, "Omar, I feel free for the first time." I

cried with him, so happy to see Jesus working through me. My voice grew serious, my eyes filling with tears. But it's not all easy. Some Muslim students found out and got angry. They reported me to the university saying, "I'm spreading hate, trying to convert people." The university called me in, said I might lose my scholarship if I keep causing trouble. I'm scared, but I can't stop. Jesus called me to share his love, and I have to keep going. Back in Jordan, things are even worse. My father is sick. He's in the hospital with a heart

problem. My friend Yousef told me he's asking for me, but he's still so angry, saying I've shamed the family, that I'm the reason he's sick. The mosque leaders are spreading lies about me, telling everyone I'm a disgrace, making sure people hate me and my parents. I want to go back to see my father, to tell him I love him, but it's not safe. Not yet. I looked right at the camera, my voice full of hope. I'm sharing this because I want you to know Jesus. He's the only way to true peace. The Bible says, "For

God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." That's the truth that changed my life. If you're feeling empty, if you're scared like I was, call out to Jesus. He's waiting for you. He sees your heart. Just like Miam told me back in Jordan. He loves you. No matter what you've done, no matter where you're from. I ended with a prayer, my hands clasped together. Jesus, please touch the hearts of everyone watching this. Show them your love, your peace. Please

heal my father. soften his heart. Help my parents find you. Give me strength to keep sharing your truth. Amen. I smiled, my heart full, and said, "Will I reconcile with my father? Will my family find Jesus? I don't know yet, but I trust Jesus. Share your story below. I'd love to hear it." I stopped recording, my hands shaking, and posted the video online. I felt so nervous but also so free, like I was doing exactly what Jesus wanted. I sat back in my chair, my heart racing and whispered, "Thank you, Jesus." Just as I closed

my laptop, my phone buzzed with a message. It was from Miam, my Christian friend in Jordan. I opened it, my eyes wide, and read her words. Omar, I've been sharing your story here at the university. Some students are asking about Jesus. They want to meet you when you come back. They're starting to search for the truth because of you. But be careful. The mosque leaders are still angry and they're watching your family. My heart raced with joy, but also with fear. I was so happy to know my story was reaching people in Jordan, that students

were seeking Jesus because of me. But the thought of going back with the mosque leaders still stirring up trouble scared me and my father. Would he ever forgive me? Would he find Jesus before it was too late? I knew I had to keep going to keep sharing Jesus's love no matter what. I whispered another prayer. Jesus, please protect my family. Use me to bring more people to you. I felt his peace again and I knew I was on the right path even if the road ahead was hard.