HEY GOD, I’M FEELING LOST IN LIFE

you know how it is you know [ __ ] just lost the job you feel me you got your job though hey I'm proud of you boy and you just got that nice promotion yeah you know I'm gonna be on your level soon yes [ __ ] just lost mine and then now it's crazy because Tisha talking about oh she gonna go find her [ __ ] that can do her right and keep and actually like keep a job I said girl go I'mma be all right you know how it is you know how I

am yeah [Music] um what you and Kelly got going [ __ ] I'm not smacking in your ear bro what you and Kelly got going on tonight [Music] you better not let her do that freaky thing to you you know a freaking thing I'm talking about where should be oh you gotta go and all of a sudden now you gotta go all right for sure bro hey no no no we're getting together later all right for sure I'll let you trust bro I'm good trust me I'm good ain't nobody bro nobody worried about these females

nobody worried about that job that job's stupid all right man I'll holler at you man gone man that's crazy [Music] I got [Music] are you really there I'm tired of being fake man [Music] I'm tired of acting like I have it all together [Music] if you really there you know I don't do you even understand my pain [Music] I mean do you even care you know I keep telling myself that maybe just maybe if I listen hard enough that I hear your voice you know you'll give me some answer to this whole struggle this whole

pain thing that I'm going through but I keep on asking and I hear nothing [Music] and then it feels like I'm just taking loss after loss after loss so I'm asking when do I get a win when do I get to win God I'm trying to be strong and I'm coming to you and I'm asking you and I'm doing everything that I think is supposed to be right but still I'm getting oversold why are you making me go through this is it something that you're trying to tell me is this one something that you want

me to do please God give me some answers you just make a mistake on me did you must did you make a mistake for me coming into this Earth I thought you didn't make no mistakes because I sure do feel like a failure right now I sure do feel like a mistake right now and I'm trying to be strong for my kids God but I don't know how much more I can take feel like I just want to end it all father God you're really there I'm be with you right [Music] I just need your

help man I just just need your help man damn [Music] foreign you know the truth is God's plans are often very confusing we may not really know the reason why he's doing the things that he's doing but his plans are perfect he has a purpose for our lives and he can use any situation and circumstances for his own Glory even when we can't comprehend why he's doing it Psalms 35 15 says the eyes of the Lord are on those who fear Him on those whose hope is in his unfailing love [Music] so God is faithful

you know he sees us he thinks carefully about our lives and he has a plan that will bring us joy foreign