My Husband Made Me Do THIS with Two Black Men | A True Infidelity Story...

hi my name is Rachel and I need to get something off my chest something I've kept buried for too long before you judge me please listen to my story I never thought I'd find myself in a situation like this and I still struggle to understand how everything spiraled so quickly it's a Memory that has haunted me for years something my husband made me do that changed the course of my life it all started a few years back John my husband and I had been married married for almost 10 years like most couples we'd had our

ups and downs but I never expected this John was a loving man but over time something changed he became distant more controlling and less affectionate I tried to ignore it telling myself it was just the stress from work but deep down I knew something was wrong one evening John came home from work with the strange energy about him he seemed unusually upbeat but there was something almost un settling in the way he looked at me we had dinner as usual and just as I was about to clear the dishes he asked me to sit down

his tone was serious so I complied my heart starting to race sensing that this conversation wasn't going to be an ordinary one I've been thinking he started his eyes avoiding mine there's something I need to share with you I nodded waiting for him to continue but the words that followed were not what I expected he told me that he wanted to spice up our relationship that he'd been feeling bored and that he thought it was time we tried something different at first I thought he meant a romantic getaway or maybe some counseling to rekindle the

spark but no what he suggested was far from that I've arranged for us to meet two men he said bluntly they're coming over this weekend I stared at him not understanding what he was getting at I didn't know if he was joking or if this was some sick test but his expression was deadly serious my stomach twisted and I felt a wave of nausea wash over me what do you mean two men I asked my voice barely a whisper they're friends of mine he said trying to sound casual as if this was normal we're going

to spend the night together with them I was speechless my hands trembled as I tried to process what he was saying the this wasn't my husband this wasn't the man I had vowed to spend my life with he was talking about bringing two strangers into our home into our marriage like it was nothing the thought alone made me feel sick but more than that I felt betrayed how could he even suggest something like this John are you out of your mind I finally managed to say my voice shaking with a mixture of disbelief and anger

this isn't us why would you even but before I could finish he cut me off Rachel this is happening he said his tone sharp you need to understand it's something I want something we need I couldn't believe what I was hearing I loved JN but I couldn't understand why he was pushing me into something so degrading something that felt like it would shatter everything we'd built together I told him no that I wouldn't go through with it I thought that would be the end of it that he'd come to his senses and drop the idea

but I was wrong over the next few days Jon grew more distant he hardly spoke to me unless it was about the plan he started coming home late and when I asked where he had been he gave vague answers our conversations became tense and the love that once filled our home was replaced with a suffocating silence I felt trapped isolated and Confused how had I our marriage come to this by Friday The Dread had settled deep into my chest John was insistent that the meeting was happening no matter what I said I considered leaving packing

my bags and walking out the door but I didn't as much as I hated to admit it part of me was still holding on to the man I thought I knew hoping this was just a phase something we could work through I wasn't ready to throw away our life together but at the same time I couldn't bear the thought of going through with this plan Saturday evening arrived too quickly the men John's so-called friends arrived promptly at 8:00 p.m. I sat on the couch my hands clenched in my lap trying to hold back tears I

didn't even know their names and now they were sitting in my living room talking to my husband as if they were old Buddies the air was thick with tension and I could feel their eyes on me watching waiting I wanted to disappear to run out of the house and never never look back but then John leaned over to me his hand resting on my knee Rachel it's time he whispered I froze my mind screaming at me to get up and leave but my body refused to move Jon's hand felt like a weight on my knee

anchoring me in place I couldn't look at him and I certainly couldn't look at the two men sitting across from me my heart pounded in my chest and the room seemed to close in around me Rachel please Jon said again his voice lower now almost pleading there was something in his tone that made me pause it wasn't just insistence it was desperation for the first time in days I saw a flicker of vulnerability in his eyes this wasn't just about satisfying some Twisted Fantasy for him it was about control Power and something deeper that I

couldn't quite understand but that didn't make it right none of this felt right I can't do this John I finally whispered my voice cracking this isn't who we are he sighed heavily and sat back rubbing his temples in frustration you think I want this he muttered more to himself than to me I'm doing this for us Rachel don't you get that no you're not I shot back finding a sliver of strength you're doing this for you you've changed John this isn't about us anymore it's about control for a moment I thought I saw a guilt

flash across his face but it was gone as quickly as it came instead he clenched his jaw and stood up pacing the room like a man who had lost his way I wanted to reach out to him to pull him back to the man I once knew but I didn't know how we were so far from where we had started and I wasn't sure if we could never find our way back as the silence stretched between us one of the men let's call him Marcus cleared his throat he seemed to sense the tension but there

was an air of impatience about him look he said his voice calm but firm if this isn't happening we should probably leave I glanced up at him and for the first time I really looked at him he wasn't what I expected he was calm respectfully Le in and his demeanor seemed more sympathetic than I had imagined I had built up this idea in my head that these men were predators but they weren't they were just people and somehow that made the whole situation even more confusing I didn't want to stay I didn't want to be

part of whatever this was becoming but the weight of everything the years with John the love we once shared the hope that maybe somehow things could go back to normal kept me sitting there I didn't know what to do I felt trapped suffocated by my own indecision then Jon spoke his voice quiet but Resolute Rachel if you leave we're done the words hit me like a punch to the gut I looked at him in disbelief trying to comprehend what he had just said he had drawn A Line in the Sand and I had to choose

which side I was going to stand on I felt tears welling up in my eyes but I blinked them back back refusing to let him see me break I've given you everything he continued his voice steady but cold I've provided for you loved you and this this one thing is all I'm asking for in return I stood up my legs shaky but determined this isn't love John I said my voice barely above a whisper this is manipulation his eyes flashed with anger but I didn't care anymore I couldn't do this I wouldn't do this I

turned toward the door fully expecting him to yell to grab me to try and stop me but he didn't instead I heard him mutter under his breath something like you'll regret this maybe I would maybe leaving was a mistake but in that moment I knew I had to walk away I couldn't let JN or anyone force me into something I wasn't comfortable with as I stepped outside the cool evening air hit my face and I felt a strange mixture of relief and heartbreak my legs carried me down the street my mind racing where would I

go what would I do I had no answers only a deep sense of betrayal and loss I wandered for what felt like hours before I found myself standing in front of my best friend Sarah's house I knocked on the door praying she was home when she opened the door saw my tear streak face she didn't ask any questions she just pulled me into a tight hug and led me inside over the next few days I stayed with Sarah trying to process everything that had happened I felt empty like a part of me had been torn

away I missed John but I also knew I couldn't go back the damage had been done and there was no repairing what was broken JN tried calling me a few times leaving voicemails that ranged from apologetic to angry he was all over the place and I couldn't keep up with his shifting emotions I didn't answer any of his calls and eventually he stopped trying months passed and I began to rebuild my life slowly but surely I filed for divorce knowing that our marriage was beyond saving it was the hardest decision I had ever made but

in the end it was the right one I couldn't stay in a relationship where I was being manipulated and forced into situations that went against everything I believed in I still think about John sometimes about the life we could have had if things had been different but I've come to realize that I deserve better I deserve a love that is built on trust respect and mutual understanding not control and manipulation