Every day they feel like apologizing but their little ego won't allow them - Joker Speech

ladies and gentlemen you know every day they wake up to the harsh light of reality but peace never quite finds them does it instead it's regret that lingers wrapping them in a suffocating Haze of memories they think of you not just fleetingly but obsessively compulsively each word they said each game they played each wound they inflicted all of it replays like a haunting film they can't turn off they clutch their phones scrolling through old messages lingering over your name their pride Whispers don't reach out their ego screams stay silent but their heart oh their heart

aches with the weight of everything left unsaid you see they were masters of manipulation but they've become slaves to their own guilt every good morning they tell the world World Is A Lie their days are anything but good Restless wandering and pacing their mind conjures images of what could have been If Only They had treated you with the respect you deserved the ego they once fed with their cruel games now feasts on their sanity they are trapped in a vicious cycle of wanting to heal the wound they caused but refusing to kneel and admit their

wrongs and oh they remember the strength in your voice the clarity in your eyes as you walked away they thought they'd forget you that time would wash away the sting of your absence but instead your absence has become their Shadow following them into every room lingering in every silence how ironic that the very person they tried to diminish is now the one they can't stop thinking about their pride tells them you don't matter but their dreams betray them you haunt their days like a ghost they invited in it's not just guilt it's the realization that

they lost someone Irreplaceable someone who truly cared someone they didn't deserve and isn't it funny the games they played were designed to make you feel small but now they're the ones shrinking under the weight of their remorse they tell themselves they're fine Plastering fake smiles and Loud laughs to drown out the voice inside screaming fix it say sorry reach out but they won't they can't their ego has them Shackled and the key is an apology they'll never muster they think of texting you calling you even just writing I messed up but they delete every draft

trapped between their need for Redemption and their fear of rejection their pride Whispers that you'll never forgive them but deep down they know they'll never forgive themselves for letting you slip away every happy memory they have of you now feels like a thorn in their chest they used to take your kindness for granted assuming it was endless but now they know they burned through it left it in ashes and those ashes are all they have left oh they'll see someone who reminds them of you hear a song that used to be yours and feel that

sharp Pang of loss all over again but the worst part the worst part is knowing they did it to themselves they built this cage of regret and they're the only ones trapped inside it while they sit in their silent misery you rise you've moved forward grown stronger found peace they can't even imagine and that eats them alive more than anything else they wanted you broken but you're unbreakable they wanted you dependent but you're thriving on your own so let them stew in their regret let their ego keep them from apologizing it's not your burden to

bear you've already carried enough of their weight and now it's their turn to stumble under the load of their own mistakes and when the days stretch on and their walls feel closer than ever they'll have no one to blame but themselves they'll watch you glow from a distance their fingers itching to reach out but Paralyzed by the fear of rejection because deep down they know they had their chance and they blew it and every day as the Sun reaches its peak they'll feel the sting of their own arrogance it won't be a gentle reminder no

it will be a Relentless jab of burning ache in the pit of their soul they'll ask themselves how could I let someone like that walk away but they already know the answer Pride stubborn blinding Pride they built walls around themselves so high that not even their own remorse can climb over them now they'll replay every conversation every word that spilled from their lips like poison they'll remember how you stood tall composed unwavering even in the face of their storm and now as the storm has passed all they're left with is the emptiness The Haunting silence

that comes after chaos you were their calm and now they're drowning in the noise of their own regrets when they see others who might remind them of you they'll try to convince themselves that they've moved on but deep inside they know they'll never find someone like you you weren't just anyone you were the one who saw through their masks who stayed despite their flaws who gave them chances they never earned and that's what stings the most they threw away something rare something pure something they can never reclaim every decision they made to hurt you to

belittle you to undermine your strength it all comes back to them now karma doesn't forget and neither do they they'll feel its weight in every moment of quiet in every forced smile in every restless night and while they pretend to be fine their mind will whisper you did this you lost them oh they'll watch you from afar pretending it doesn't bother them but it does it eats away at them piece by piece the confidence they once wore like armor is now a fragile shell cracking under the pressure of their own self-awareness they thought they could

live without you but now they're realizing how wrong they were they'll try to distract themselves to fill the void with meaningless things new faces shallow conversations fleeting moments of Joy but nothing will ever compare to what they had with you you weren't just a chapter in their story you were the entire book the one they never appreciated until it was too late and every apology they wanted to send every message they drafted and deleted becomes a reminder of their failure they'll tell themselves it's better this way but they know it's a lie they know they've

lost someone who was willing to fight for them someone who believed in them even when they didn't believe in themselves the irony of it all is that they thought they were in control that they held the power in their games but now they're the ones caught in the web they spun they're the ones struggling to breathe under the weight of their own decisions and you you've walked away stronger wiser unbroken they'll see your growth your resilience your unshakable spirit and it will remind them of everything they've lost they'll feel the sting of Envy the bitterness

of regret and the cold realization that they can never go back you've moved moved on and they're stuck in the past Shackled by their own mistakes when they try to laugh it won't come from the heart when they try to smile it won't reach their eyes they've built a facade so convincing that even they sometimes believe it but deep down they know the truth they're haunted by the memories of you by the knowledge that they had something real and they let it slip away they'll hear your name and conversations see glimpses of you and strangers

and feel that familiar Pang of longing it's not just about missing you it's about missing the version of themselves they could have been if they hadn't let their ego get in the way you inspired them challenged them made them better and now they're left to Grapple with the emptiness that comes from losing someone who truly mattered every compliment they receive will feel hollow because it won't come from you every connection they try to build will feel superficial because it won't have the depth they had with you they'll realize that they weren't just losing you they

were losing a part of themselves a part they'll never get back and as they sit alone staring at their reflection they'll see the cracks in their facade they'll see the pain they tried to hide the regret they tried to bury the longing they tried to suppress they'll see the truth that they let their pride destroy Something Beautiful Something Irreplaceable they'll wonder if you ever think of them if you miss them the way they miss you but they won't have the courage to ask they won't have the courage to admit their mistakes to face the consequences

of their actions they'll choose silence even as it eats away at them but you you've risen above it all you've embraced your worth your strength your Independence you've shown them in the world that you don't need anyone to validate you you are enough just as you are and that is the greatest revenge of all so let them stew in their regret let their ego keep them from reaching out it's not your burden to carry you've already endured enough and now it's their turn to face the consequences of their choices to feel the pain they so

carelessly inflicted on you [Music] every day they'll wake up and feel the weight of their loss and every day you'll wake up and feel the freedom of Letting Go they thought they could break you but instead you've become unbreakable they thought they could replace you but now they know the truth you are irreplaceable and as the days turn into weeks they'll feel the unrelenting ache of what they let slip away not just a person but the possibility of a life filled with genuine love and understanding ending they'll see your success your laughter your glow and

it will sting like a wound that never heals their pride was their Shield but now it's their prison locking them away from Redemption they'll sit in rooms filled with noise surrounded by people and still feel utterly alone because the presence they crave the warmth only you could provide will never return they'll never admit it but they miss you not just your presence but your light your warmth your unwavering support they missed the way you made them feel even if they never deserved it and now that light is gone shining somewhere they can't reach every sorry

they should have said has turned into a stone in their chest they carry that weight day in and day out pretending they're fine but you know the truth don't you you've always known their pride was their weapon but now it's their prison and you you're free free from their games their manipulations their endless cycles of hurt free to be the person you were always meant to be Unshackled by their insecurities so let them keep their silence let their pride choke them because every time they think of you and trust me they do it's not just

regret they feel it's a hollow knowing realization that they lost the best thing they ever had and that's a pain knowable apology could ever erase