am I the for choosing my adopted child over my biological child I never thought I'd be here asking strangers on the internet if I'm an for choosing one of my children over the other but I find myself in a situation I never could have imagined I'm Edna 55f and I'm facing what feels like an impossible Choice my family is being torn apart by betrayal lies and a shocking lack of empathy I'm in the process of divorcing my husband of 28 years lesli 58m and our two daughters are at the center of this storm let me
introduce you to the key players in this drama Lucy 25f our adopted daughter we welcomed her into our lives when she was just a baby after years of struggling to conceive Betty 22f our biological daughter born 3 years after we adopted Lucy lesie 58m my soon to be ex-husband who seems to have forgotten the meaning of fairness and family Shawn Lucy's boyfriend who unwittingly became a pawn in this family tragedy what started as a loving family has devolved into a bitter War Of Us Versus Them I find myself fighting not just for my own dignity
but for Lucy's as well meanwhile Leslie and Betty have joined forces seemingly intent on destroying the very foundations of our family I never wanted to choose between my children but sometimes life forces your hand am I the for standing by Lucy my adopted daughter in the face of Betty's cruel actions and Leslie's blatant favoritism I'm about to share a long and complicated story it's not pretty and it's certainly not easy to tell but I need to know am I making the right choice am I the in this situation to understand how we got here we
need to go back to the beginning Leslie and I got married when I was 27 full of Hope and Dreams for our future family we always knew we wanted children but life had other plans for us for six long years we tried everything to have a baby fertility treatments special diets even alternative therapies you name it we tried it each month brought New Hope followed by by crushing disappointment it was a roller coaster of emotions that tested our marriage and our individual resilience after years of Heartache we decided to explore adoption that's when Lucy came
into our lives she was just a few months old a beautiful baby girl with bright eyes and a contagious smile the moment we held her we knew she was meant to be ours the adoption process wasn't easy but it was worth every sleepless night and mountain of paperwork we brought Lucy home and poured all our love into raising her she was everything we had dreamed of and more we were honest with her from the start about her adoption believing that Honesty was the best foundation for our family then 3 years later the unexpected Happ I
got pregnant it was a shock to say the least after all those years of trying it seemed like a miracle Betty was born and suddenly we had two daughters at first it felt like everything had fallen into place we had Lucy our chosen daughter and Betty our biological child we thought we had the perfect family looking back I wonder if the seeds of our current conflict were planted in those early years did Leslie's Joy at having a biological child unconsciously change how he viewed our family Dynamic did Betty grow up sensing a difference in her
father's affection these are questions that haunt me now as I try to make sense of how we ended up here but at the time all I saw was a complete family two beautiful daughters and a loving husband I couldn't have imagined the storm that was brewing beneath the surface as our girls grew the Dynamics in our family began to shift in subtle ways that I didn't fully recognize at the time Lucy our adopted daughter grew into a kind and thoughtful young woman from an early age she showed a level of gratitude that both warmed my
heart and in retrospect worried me despite our efforts to treat her exactly the same as Betty Lucy always seemed acutely aware of her adopted status she would often say things like I'm so lucky you chose me or I can never thank you enough for giving me a family at first we thought it was sweet but as the years went by I began to realize that Lucy's constant expressions of gratitude were a sign that she didn't feel fully secure in her place in our family no matter how many times we told her that she was our
daughter no different from Betty she seemed to carry this burden of indebtedness I remember one particular instance when Lucy was about 12 we were having a family dinner and she suddenly put down her fork and said Mom Dad I just want you to know how grateful I am for everything you've done for me I promise I'll always try to make you proud Betty who was nine at the time rolled her eyes and muttered we know Lucy you say that all the time that moment crystallized something for me Lucy's need to constantly affirm her place in
our family wasn't just about gratitude it was reflection of her deep-seated insecurity and Betty's reaction showed that this Dynamic was affecting both girls as they entered their teenage years the relationship between Lucy and Betty became increasingly strained they were never openly hostile but there was a palpable tension between them Lucy always trying to be the perfect daughter excelled in school and extracurricular activities Betty on the other hand seemed to rebel against Lucy's perceived Perfection I noticed that Betty would often make snide comments about Lucy's achievements when Lucy made the Honor role Betty would say things
like well of course you did your little miss perfect or when Lucy volunteered at the local animal shelter Betty would remark are you trying to make us look bad or something at the time I chocked it up to normal sibling rivalry but now I see it was more than that Betty was comparing herself to Lucy and feeling like she was coming up short and instead of addressing her own insecurities she lashed out at her sister what made the situation even more complex was Leslie's behavior my husband who had been so enthusiastic about adopting Lucy began
to show a clear preference for Betty as the years went by it was subtle at first an extra word of Praise here a bit more attention there but over time it became impossible to ignore when Betty brought home a bee on her report card lesie would praise her effusively and take her out for ice cream when Lucy brought home straight straight is he would simply nod and say good job he never missed any of Betty's soccer games but he often had important meetings that coincided with Lucy's debate tournaments I confronted lesle about this a few
times but he always dismissed my concerns you're imagining things he'd say I love both our girls equally but his actions spoke louder than his words as lesle gravitated more towards Betty I found myself becoming closer to Lucy it wasn't a conscious decision at first I was simply trying to fill the emotional Gap that Leslie's Behavior was creating I made sure to attend every one of Lucy's events to celebrate her achievements and to be there for her in the ways that lesli wasn't looking back I can see how this created a sort of unofficial division in
our family Leslie and Betty on one side Lucy and I on the other we still functioned as a family unit but there was an undercurrent of tension that never quite dissipated I remember one Christmas when this division became painfully clear Leslie had bought Betty a beautiful gold locket while Lucy received a generic gift card when Lucy opened her gift I saw the hurt flash across her face before she quickly masked it with a smile and a thank you I was furious with Leslie but he seemed oblivious to the pain he had caused that night after
everyone had gone to bed I found Lucy crying silently in her room it's okay Mom she said when she saw me I know I should be grateful for any gift I just sometimes I wonder if Dad loves me as much as Betty my heart broke for her I reassured her that we both loved her just as much as Betty but I could tell she didn't fully believe me and how could she when lesli's actions so clearly contradicted my words as the girls entered their late teens and early 20s these Dynamics only intensified Betty became more
overtly rebellious pushing boundaries and testing our patience Lucy in contrast became even more determined to be the perfect daughter as if she could somehow earn the love and acceptance she already deserved I tried to address these issues multiple times both with Leslie and with the girls individually but Les always downplayed the situation and the girls would insist everything was fine it felt like we were all playing roles in a dysfunctional play unable to break free from the script we had unknowingly written for ourselves I can see how these family Dynamics set the stage for the
crisis that was to come the insecurities the unspoken resentments the unequal distribution of affection all of these were ticking time bombs in our family structure I wish I had done more to address these issues headon I wish I had insisted on family therapy or been more forceful in confronting lesli about his favoritism but at the time I was too focused on maintaining the illusion of a happy family to see how fragile that illusion really was when our family Dynamics continued to simmer beneath a facade of normaly a new element was introduced that would ultimately catalyze
our downfall enter Sean Lucy's boyfriend Lucy met Shawn during her final year of college she was 24 and he was 26 a graduate student in the engineering department when Lucy first told me about him her eyes lit up in a way I hadn't seen in years she spoke about his kindness his intelligence and how he made her feel truly valued for the first time in a long while I saw my adopted daughter genuinely happy and secure the first time Lucy brought Shawn home for dinner I was immediately struck by how well he fit into our
family he was polite and articulate and had a warm smile that seemed to put everyone at ease even Leslie who had grown increasingly distant from Lucy over the years appeared to approve of Shawn what I didn't anticipate was how Betty would react to Shaun's Presence at first I thought her sudden interest in family dinners and movie Nights was a positive sign perhaps Shaun's presence was helping to bridge the gap between the sisters the way Betty would laugh a little too loudly at Shaun's jokes the lingering touches when she passed him dishes at dinner The Not
So subtle ways she tried to draw his attention away from Lucy at the time I dismissed it as Betty finally making an effort to be friendly I was so desperate for Harmony in our family that I willfully ignored the Flags the day everything fell apart started like any other it was a Tuesday and I had left some important documents at home that I needed for a meeting I decided to run home during my lunch break to retrieve them as I pulled into our driveway I noticed Shaun's car parked on the street I thought nothing of
it Lucy often worked from home and Shawn sometimes joined her for lunch I entered the house quietly not wanting to disturb Lucy if she was on a work call as I made my way upstairs to my home office I heard noises coming from Lucy's bedroom the door was slightly ajar and as I approached the sounds became clearer my heart started racing as I recognized the unmistakable sounds of intimate Activity Part of Me wanted to turn away to pretend I hadn't heard anything but a nagging feeling in my gut propelled me forward I took a deep
breath and peered through the crack in the door what I saw in that moment will be forever seared into my memory there on Lucy's bed were Shawn and Betty naked and entwined my gasp of shock must have been audible because they suddenly froze their heads whipping around to face the door for a moment time seemed to stand still I stared at them and they stared back at me a tableau of betrayal Frozen in that terrible instant then as if someone had pressed play on a paused movie Everything lurched back into motion Shawn scrambled off the
bed hastily grabbing his clothes and stammering apology Betty to my shock and dismay showed no such remorse she sat up slowly a defiant look in her eyes that chilled me to the Bone get out I managed to choke out to Shawn he didn't need to be told twice rushing past me with his shirt half buttoned and his shoes in his hand I heard the front door slam a few moments later left alone with Betty I struggled to find words how could she do this to her sister to our family the question swirled in my mind
but what came out of my mouth was a simple broken why Betty's response shook me to my core why not she said her voice cold and challenging Lucy always gets everything the perfect grades the perfect job Your Love why should should I have something for once I was stunned by the bitterness in her voice the years of resentment suddenly laid bare Betty I said trying to keep my voice steady this isn't about competition this is about betraying your sister about hurting someone who loves you but Betty wasn't listening she launched into a tyde years of
pent up anger and jealousy pouring out she accused me of always favoring Lucy of never appreciating her she claims that Lucy didn't deserve Shawn that she Betty was the one who truly understood him as I listened to my daughter spew vital I felt as though I was seeing her clearly for the first time this wasn't a momentary lapse in judgment or a misguided attempt at Rebellion this was a calculated Act of Cruelty born from years of perceived slights and a shocking lack of empathy I tried to reason with her to make her see the gravity
of what she had done but it was like talking to a stranger the little girl I had raised the daughter I thought I knew seemed to have vanished replaced by this angry entitled young woman I barely recognized while Betty continued to justify her actions my shock gave way to a deep simmering anger not just at Betty but at myself how had I missed this how had I allowed this toxic resentment to fester in our family for so long I knew I needed to act to do something to address this betrayal but first I needed to
talk to Lucy the thought of having to tell her what had witnessed made my stomach churn how do you tell your child that their sibling has betrayed them in the worst possible way with a heavy heart I told Betty to get dressed and stay in her room I needed time to think to figure out how to handle this impossible situation as I walked out of the room Betty called after me her voice suddenly small and uncertain mom you won't tell Lucy will you I turned back to look at her and for a moment I saw
a flicker of the daughter I thought I knew scared vulnerable realizing too late the consequences of her actions but then her face hardened again that defiant look returning to her eyes at that moment I made a decision Betty I said my voice firm what you've done is isn't just wrong it's unforgivable Lucy deserves to know the truth and you need to face the consequences of your actions nothing would ever be the same after this I had no idea then just how right that feeling would prove to be or the series of events this discovery would
set in motion with a heavy heart I picked up my phone to call Leslie and Lucy it was time for a family meeting one that would shatter The Fragile peace we had maintained for so long with trembling hands I made the calls first to Leslie then to Lucy I couldn't bring myself to reveal the truth over the phone instead simply asking them to come home immediately for an urgent family meeting as I waited for them to arrive I paced the living room my mind racing how would Lucy react would lesli support me in confronting Betty's
Behavior the uncertainty was almost unbearable Lucy arrived first her face etched with worry Mom what's wrong is everyone okay she asked as soon as she stepped through the door I couldn't meet her eyes knowing the pain I was about to inflict letun wait for your father I managed to say my voice barely above a whisper lesli arrived shortly after his usual confident demeanor replaced by visible concern as we gathered in the living room the tension was palpable Betty remained upstairs awaiting my call to join us taking a deep breath I began to speak there's something
you both need to know I said my voice shaking slightly today I came home unexpectedly and I found Betty and Shawn together in Lucy's bed the silence that followed was deafening Lucy's face drained of color her eyes widening in disbelief Leslie to my surprise remained oddly impassive his brow furrowed as if trying to solve a complex puzzle it was Lucy who broke the silence her voice barely audible what do you mean together she asked though the look in her eyes told me she already knew the answer I gently explained what I had witnessed each word
feeling like a dagger to my heart as I watched Lucy's World crumble before my eyes as I finished Lucy buried her face in her hands her shoulders shaking with silent sobs Leslie who had remained quiet throughout my explanation finally spoke are you sure about what you saw Edna maybe you misunderstood the situation his words hit me like a slap in the face misunderstood I repeated incredulously there's no misunderstanding what I saw lesie our daughter betrayed her sister in the worst possible way it was at this moment that I called for Betty to join us she
descended the stairs slowly her earlier Defiance seemingly replaced by nervousness as she entered the room Lucy looked up their eyes meeting in a silent exchange that spoke volumes explain yourself I demanded my voice harder than I intended Betty looked around the room her gaze lingering on her father before she spoke I'm sorry you had to find out this way she began but her words lacked genuine remorse but Shawn and I we have feelings for each other we didn't mean for this to happen but we can't help how we feel Lucy's quiet sobs turned into a
harsh bitter laugh feelings you have feelings for my boyfriend the man I've been with for over a year how long has this been going on Betty Shrugged a gesture so casual it made my blood boil a few months she admitted but Lucy you have to understand Shawn and I we just connect in a way that stop I interrupted unable to Bear it anymore Betty what you've done is inexcusable you've betrayed your sister disrespected our home and shown a complete lack of empathy or remorse it was then that lesie finally joined the conversation and his words
left me stunned now Edna he began his tone maddeningly calm I think we all need to take a step back here yes what Betty did was wrong but she's young people make mistakes Lucy sweetheart I know you're hurt but surely you can find it in your heart to forgive your sister I couldn't believe what I was hearing forgive her I exclaimed Leslie this isn't a simple mistake this is a deliberate betrayal how can you even suggest that Lucy should just forgive and forget Leslie's face hardened family is about forgiveness Edna Betty is our daughter our
Flesh and Blood we can't just throw her to the to the Wolves over one indiscretion his words hung in the air their implication clear our flesh and blood not like Lucy the divide that had been growing in our family for years suddenly felt like an unbridgeable Chasm Lucy who had been silent suddenly stood up I can't be here right now she said her voice thick with emotion I can't look at either of them she turned to leave but Betty caught her arm Lucy please Betty pleaded Tears In Her Eyes I'm sorry I never meant to
hurt you Lucy wrenched her arm away don't touch me she hissed you're not my sister you never were with that she stormed out of the house leaving a heavy silence in her wake I moved to follow her but lesli's stopped me Let Her Go Edna she needs time to cool off we need to focus on helping Betty now I Whirled on him Fury rising in my chest help Betty what about Lucy what about the pain our daughter is going through right now Leslie's face darkened Lucy will be fine she's always been strong but Betty she's
vulnerable she needs our support now more than ever I couldn't believe what I was hearing support she needs consequences lesli she needs to understand the gravity of what she's done our argument escalated quickly years of unspoken tensions bubbling to the surface Leslie accused me of always favoring Lucy and of never giving Betty a chance I fired back pointing out his blatant favoritism towards Betty and his dismissal of Lucy's feelings and accomplishments over the years as we argued Betty sat on the couch tears streaming down her face but I couldn't help noticing that her tears seemed
to appear only when Leslie looked her way drying up quickly when his attention was elsewhere it was a performance I realized with a sinking heart she was playing the role of the remorseful daughter manipulating her father's affections our fight reached a fever pitch when Leslie uttered the words that would change everything if you can't support our real daughter in her time of need then maybe we shouldn't be together anymore the room fell silent I stared at Leslie this man I had loved for nearly three decades and saw a stranger our real daughter I repeated my
voice barely above a whisper is that truly how you see our family lesli Lucy isn't real to you lesie had the grace to look somewhat ashamed but he didn't back down you know what I mean Edna blood is thicker than water we have a responsibility to Betty we have a responsibility to both our daughters I countered and right now Lucy is the one who needs our support she's the victim here lesie how can you not see that but it was clear that lesli had made up his mind in his eyes Betty could do no wrong
and Lucy's pain was an inconvenience to be swept under the rug in the name of family Harmony as the argument wore on it became clear that we had reached an imp pass Leslie was determined to minimize Betty's actions and prioritize her feelings while I couldn't fathom betraying Lucy by pretending everything was okay finally exhausted and heartbroken I made a decision I can't do this anymore lesli I said quietly I won't be part of a family that condones betrayal and dismisses the pain of one child in favor of another if you can't see how wrong this
is then maybe you're right maybe we shouldn't be together anymore Leslie's face hardened if that's how you feel then maybe it's time we talk to our lawyers and just like that nearly three decades of marriage crumbled before my eyes Leslie stormed out of the house Betty trailing behind him like a Victorious shadow I sank onto the couch the weight of what had just transpired hitting me full force I knew I had a choice to make I could give in to Leslie's demands and sweep this under the rug for the sake of keeping the peace or
I could Stand My Ground support Lucy and face the consequences I made my choice I would stand by Lucy the daughter who had been wronged the child who had always tried so hard to earn a place in our family even if it meant losing everything else I would not abandon her now I picked up my phone and dialed Lucy's number it was time to show her that she wasn't alone that she had at least one parent who would always be in her Corner no matter what final update the aftermath and moving forward first of all
all I want to thank everyone who has followed this Saga and offered their support advice and kind words your responses have been overwhelming and they've given me strength during what has been the most challenging period of my life it's been 3 months since that fateful day when our family imploded three months of Tears legal battles and painful realizations but also three months of growth healing and unexpected blessings let me break it down for you as many of you predicted Leslie and I are going through with the divorce it's been messy to say the least lesie
fueled by Betty's manipulations has tried to paint me as an unstable mother who favors her adopted child over her real daughter his words not mine and they still make my blood boil every time I think about them however thanks to the evidence we gathered more on that later and the support of a fantastic lawyer recommended by one of you wonderful redditors were making progress the judge saw through Leslie and Betty's attempts to discredit me and it looks like I'll be getting a fair settlement more importantly the judge commended my commitment to both of my daughters
regardless of biology my Brave beautiful Lucy has been through hell but she's emerging stronger than ever after the initial shock and hurt she threw herself into therapy it's been amazing to watch her work through her feelings of betrayal and abandonment not just from Betty and Shawn but from lesli as well one of the most heartbreaking moments was when Lucy confessed that she had always felt like she needed to be perfect to earn her place in our family it made me realize how much damage our family Dynamic had done over the years but Lucy is learning
that she is worthy of love and belonging just as she is as for Shawn Lucy confronted him about his betrayal his pitiful excuses and attempts to blame Betty only reinforc Lucy's decision to cut him out of her life completely it was painful but Lucy says she feels lighter now free from a relationship that was built on Shaky Ground this is perhaps the most difficult part to write Betty's Behavior since that day has been nothing short of appalling she's shown no real remorse continuing to insist that she and Shawn have a special connection and that Lucy
should get over it what's worse she's been actively trying to turn family and friends against Lucy and me she spread vicious rumors Twisted the truth and played the victim at every turn it's been heartbreaking to watch the daughter I raised behave in such a cruel and manipulative manner however her actions have had unexpected consequences many of our friends and family members have seen through her lies and she's burned a lot of bridges even lesli who initially supported her unconditionally is starting to see the cracks in her story remember when I mentioned evidence well it turns
out that Shawn had a conscience after all about a month after the incident he reached out to Lucy with a full confession he admitted that Betty had been pursuing him aggressively for months despite his initial rejections he shared text messages emails and even recordings of Betty planning to break up Lucy's relationship it was a tough pill for Lucy to swallow but it provided the closure she needed more importantly it gave us the evidence we needed to counter Betty and Leslie's narrative in the divorce proceedings as you can imagine our extended family has been rocked by
this Scandal initially many were swayed by Betty and Leslie's version of events but as the truth came to light support has shifted my sister who was initially critical of my decision to chew sides has become my staunchest Ally she's been an incredible suppor for both Lucy and me several of Leslie's family members have also reached out to apologize for their initial reactions and to offer their support however some relationships have been irreparably damaged Leslie's parents in particular refuse to accept Lucy as their grandchild and continue to support Betty unconditionally it's a painful loss but Lucy
and I are learning that sometimes letting go of toxic relationships is necessary for healing so where do we go from here it's a question I've asked myself countless times over the past few months here's what I know Lucy and I are stronger than ever this ordeal has brought us closer and we're both committed to building a healthy loving family unit Just the Two of Us we're learning to set boundaries this has been particularly crucial in dealing with Betty and Leslie we've made it clear that until they can acknowledge the harm they've caused and show genuine
remorse we'll be keeping our distance we redefining Family Blood doesn't Define family love respect and mutual support do Lucy and I are building a network of chosen family including close friends and supportive relatives who love us both equally as for Betty and Leslie I've had to accept that I can't control their actions or force them to see the error of their ways Betty continues to live with Leslie though I've heard rumors that their relationship is strained part of me hopes that one day they'll realize the damage they've caused and seek to make amends but I'm
no longer putting my life on hold waiting for that day to those who asked yes we did press charges against Shawn for trespassing and are exploring other legal options however our main focus right now is on healing and moving forward not on punishment looking back at my original post asking if I was the for choosing my adopted daughter over my biological one I realized now that it was never really a choice I was simply standing up for what was right protecting the child who had been wronged regardless of biology to everyone who reassured me that
I was doing the right thing thank you your support gave me the strength to stand firm in my convictions even when it felt like my whole world was Crum around me to the few who criticized my decision I hope this update helps you understand why I made the choices I did family is indeed important but not at the cost of our values and the well-being of innocent parties lastly to anyone who might be facing a similar situation stay strong trust your instincts don't let anyone convince you to accept cruelty or betrayal in the name of
family real family lifts you up supports you and brings out the best in you sometimes that means making hard choices and walking away from toxic situations thank you all again for being a part of this journey your support has meant more than you could ever know if there's one thing I've learned from this experience it's that there are good people out there ready to offer kindness and support to strangers in need you've restored my faith in humanity during the darkest period of my life and for that I'll be forever grateful he's to Healing to chosen
family and to the bright future that awaits us all with deepest gratitude Edna