you're not lazy, you just need a reason.

[Music] what is your greatest dream the thing that keeps you up at night if only you could achieve it then everything would be different and you would be the point of change for yourself your loved ones and your future posterity what if you're told you had just one year to achieve everything you ever wanted and that if you didn't you You' lose everything what would you do who would you [Music] become in all of humanity acts of greatness were never achieved without an equally great cause from Love and lust to the fear of death and

[Music] failure from Pride to power and there go curiosity and wonder from faith and Legacy God Almighty we three who taught you to hate being what God gave you what is your reason your cause why do you do what you do before we were anything we were nothing for billions and billions of years and after we're gone we'll be nothing for billions more what is wrong with being content with indifference why do you seek for more so arrogantly there's nothing wrong with being content that is a happy life I ask myself why five times why

do you seek for more so arrogantly cuz I I just think I need to be acknowledged why do you seek to be acknowledged because because I have to prove it to myself why do you seek to prove yourself I have beautiful friends and family I have nothing to complain about and yet I feel the need to do more to achieve more is this simply greed a a venomous snake to behead why do you seek to prove yourself I don't know I guess I've always felt like a nobody why have you felt like a nobody I've

never been conventionally good-look or academically intelligent I'm not I'm not rich I I wasn't born rich I don't really have anything that people valuable is that not a badge you stamp upon yourself I am one of a billion what difference could I make a a real difference even if I spent my whole life toiling away at some menial job and and actually managed to change something everyone would be gone in a 100 years not a thousand or 100 thousand or a billion but a hundred ears you are right there is no point [Music] I have

nothing to lose and everything to [Music] gain why are you so afraid [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] I am [Music] scared but the more I'm scared The More I Seek the more I am driven maybe that is why I push myself so hard to find a reason for it all but this suffering is not painful it is bliss I am fulfilled Satisfied by my daily toils pushing this boulder up the hill every day lends me a sense of purpose it is enough I'm grateful to be exhausted after a long days worth of work knowing I paid

my dues by dusk perhaps there is no great greater privilege than sitting with the pressure to be comfortable with the discomfort pain is the greatest motivator of change and that is the price of transformation I know I won't break the body is tougher than I imagine what is really difficult is caring without worrying loving without holding the future is beyond my grasp and I have to be okay with that I have to be kind to my failures learn how to start over and be okay making an utter fool of myself I have to be completely

committed and fully unattached I'm looking forward to tomorrow's pursuit to serve those near me I'm eternally grateful and will always continue to push for more to be more not out of hunger or spite but out of love for this one little life [Music]