I always cry before I fight you did always cry before I fight what were you crying about I don't know I was just that's just who I am what's the emotion are you I'm getting ready to change into somebody I don't like Mike Tyson you were the greatest fighter that ever lived and you didn't like that guy no because he brw up more than just fighting with him what do you mean he brw like jealousy Envy guilt he brought a lot of stuff but everything that was bad was that guy I was addicted to chaos
I had no self Lov and I showed it I want your heart I want to eat children everything I did wrong gave me riches and wealth and everything that everybody else wanted but I just wanted to be like everybody else sometimes we don't understand like what is this that what is my purpose why am I here why do I have to go through this pain why I have to go to this fear all the time why can't it just be peaceful all the time then there wouldn't be life you know it wouldn't be life we
have to take life at its term life on life terms not on our terms you say you love life you want to live life I'm going to show you life life is beautiful but you have to accept the good and the bad is being beautiful you can't can't accept the good all this is then we lose someone our life sucks Life is Beautiful because life give us the ability to just know them on our journey in life we met them we love them we cared about they cared about us that's the purpose of life just
enjoy what we had while we journey through it as soon as God start noticing you so does the devil so that means you're going to shine and you're going to fall too that's what this life is all about rising and falling rising and falling but what happens when you fall from a rise and that shows who you are and we all here for a reason we don't know the reason but we're here for that reason maybe we're supposed to decipher that but we're all here for a reason this is not by accident really ask you
why am I here who am I where have you come from why are you here what is your purpose why do you think you're here why do I think I'm here to understand the world before I die to be lucky to understand it and be conscious of it before I die I look at everything I look at women I look at people everything is there are teachers all those guys were our teachers and that's what this big world is a school it's where we live in one big school and all of our encounters are classes
imagine how many classes we endure in this [Music] life we all going to make mistakes in life but when we make those mistakes we're going to allow those mistakes to become blueprints to a bigger part of our success in our life and and in Civilization we need adversity in our life adversity make the strong stronger and the weak weaker it's up to you which one you going to be it's what happen when you deal with that adversity what are you going to do you let you lay down for it or you going to keep fighting
it and that's what life's about fighting adversity and overcoming adversity and see what kind of person are you going to be bitter and mean because life wasn't kind to you or you figured it wasn't kind to you or you going to say that live life to its fullest means life had to beat all of us so had to get my heart broken a couple of time and then I realize if you don't get your heart broken you're not a man or a woman yet that's that's a part of life of becoming a man or a
woman without struggle there's no progress we have to overcome ourselves the fight is within ourselves we have to beat ourselves that comes with discipline you know doing what you hate to do but do it like you love it it's all about not being discouraged listen I've been knocked up beat up as a kid younger fighter and stuff people I used knew never to get discouraged I us knew I would get my day continue to try hard and believe in myself I didn't I if I lost I didn't have to act like I didn't I fight
him again I fight him like I knocked him out the first time it's all about what you believe you know and when you think about me I'm a nothing guy I'm I'm really nothing I'm just nothing I'm no educated guy but I just I got belief in myself and belief is more powerful than anything confidence applied properly with superseded genius there's nothing in the world like confidence nothing confidence breathes success success breaths confidence well greatness is when you make your delusions your reality nothing's impossible for somebody who's going to try if you're going to try
is capable being done I knew I was special I knew I had something and I had to let it out I've been listening to people telling me I wasn't going to do anything with my life I always felt I was the champ of the world it was in your head right all the time and in my heart always know training is not just doing all exercise and exercise that's the easy part in boxing is training physically it's mentally that's a hard part people have you doing over and over and over and over and over and
over that's not building up your body or your legs or your or your heart is building up your mind to me fear is the greatest obstacle to learning fear is like fire if you learn to control it you can make it white for you if you let it get out of control it going destroy you and everything around you I have never seen a fighter like Mike H me go down this one of the greatest we ever had if not the greatest ever been a Boy comes to me with a spark of Interest I feed
that spark and it becomes a flame I feed the flame and it becomes a fire I feed the fire and it becomes a roaring Blaze yes met me I'm a little kidy so you going be the world CH baby fall in love with myself the only guy that believes in me and I like to dedicate my fight to my great Guardian custom model and I'm I'm sure he's up there and he's looking he's talking to all the great fighting saying his boy did it he made me believe that was the greatest ever left I believe
that eventually he go down in history as the greatest heavyweight champion we've ever had I didn't know I was the one well you were a specimen think more than that to be a fighter when I come out I have Supreme confidence but I'm scared to death I'm totally afraid I'm afraid of everything I'm afraid of losing I'm afraid of being humiliated but I'm totally confident Clos I get to the ring the more confidence I get the closer the more confidence I get the closer the more confidence I get all during my my training I've been
afraid of this man I thought this man might be capable of beating me I've dreamed of him beating me but as closer I get to the ring I'm more confident once I'm in the ring I'm a God no one could beat me Mike Tyson greatest fighter ever lived I'm a student of War I know all the Warriors from from Charlamagne Achilles the number one Warrior of all Warriors from there Alexander the I know the allall I read the allall I studied the allall I know the art of fight I know the Art of War that's
all I ever studied that's why I'm so feared that's why they feared me when I was in the ring cuz that's all my I was Annihilator that's all I was born for and now those days are gone it's empty I'm nothing I'm working on feeling the art of humbleness can you be me that's the reason why I'm crying cuz I'm not that person no more and I miss him cuz sometimes I feel like a [ __ ] because I don't want I don't want that person to come out cuz if he comes out hell is
coming with him that's all we talked about success beating everybody having all the women having all the cars our planes boats everything we wanted that's how we lived our life and we had nothing we live thinking that we were great all day all day every day we we great sometimes my whole life I thought I was the god of the Savages look where I came from I hate feel sorry for myself had Chi to shoulder cuz I was always poor I was uneducated I'm a monster watch me rain and all that stuff and I found
out I'm a little scary boy I'm not no tough guy I live fear I'm from Brownsville Brooklyn I'm What Fear looks like look at me if you think anybody's afraid of me I'm probably a thousand times more afraid of them than they are of me that's why I'm more aggressive than they are my whole life is fear-based I'm afraid of my mother's boyfriend I'm afraid of the guys in my outside that's why um once I got involved with cuz I was a young boy but um once he um he spoke with me every night about
um discipline and character you have to be disciplined disciplined doing what you hate to do but do it like you love it no nobody physically um ever [ __ ] with me again he told become the greatest F of nowhere he made be this fight he made you I he still don't understand that to this he's my boy he's with me and for that reason I just accept him that way all he did was tell me dreams he tell me wonderful things what we're going to accomplish and who we're going to beat and how we're
going to help people what we're going to do and you're the greatest fight that God created he put that fire at me everything about his life was about me and so I never had a father but um I know what it's like to want to make a father happy and so I wanted to be Champion to make him happy I had to deal with demons with that I so that was that kind of person that really my this was just to hurt people as much as possible you know not just beat but just to really
hurt them but they never forgive me and that was just my goal that's what I learned from Cuts that's all I knew and I never experienced love my love was hurting people the more people I hurt the more love I received and one in one stage I was a God but I just didn't know what to do I was on the cloud lights didn't know what to do I was there I got um sucked into all my vices women drinking parties spending and um it just took a toll on me took a toll on my
self-esteem took a toll on my my whole barometer so to speak that whole that guy had to die that guy had to no longer exist in my life in order for me to survive in a new world and the guy you were yeah the guy from the past can no longer project anything kindly to my future so he had to die and um I had to be a person there's so much power in humbleness but I know the Power of humbleness Now how did you learn that I have to lose everything and it's not about
me you know world's bigger than me I learned gratitude this is what I learned from Life kicking my ass I learned gratitude gratitude we don't know how to be kind to us I thought being kind to myself with know how a girls and buying a bunch of cars and planes and stuff and house I thought I was being nice to myself being nice to myself was just being grateful for what I had and that one anymore I didn't know happiness was in between my brain I didn't know that I thought happiness was things you know
it's all about peace and love when it comes down to the situation all it comes to peace and love my whole life I was taught it was about ferocity viciousness fear inflicting and stuff and all my life I found that that was a lie and I found that was all about being um humble and you know subserving and giving to people and loving people and forgiving people for mistakes and [ __ ] and um coming to grips with that is just um overwhelming you know sometimes I cry a lot because I you know I've been
living a life that was wrong all these years I felt all the pain I ever caused somebody all the pain I ever caused people in my journey in this world I had felt the pain I couldn't apologize enough you know sometimes it's hard to say to yourself you know I don't like myself but I don't know how to change we don't want to look in face who we are we live a life trying to hide of who we are have our secrets instead of trying to live open that's the reason that we have mates and
get married because we can't live by with ourselves not by ourselves but with ourselves people say we can't live alone no we can't live with ourselves most of us never experienced just being with ourselves in our thoughts and our past sometimes it's childhood can make you the person that you are can make you a success can make you a failure depends on how you plan to use it it's just what we do here and what we leave behind our journey is really what counts but just um leaving here knowing that you were kind to people
and people say he was a kind person he was a good person and you gave him the best you had you gave life the best you had you lift this all on the concrete you know you hold anything back you know life is just preparing you for death that's what life is it's pretty much a blueprint to death just treat the world like you want the world to treat you and give the world everything you have give it everything you got I'm aware that a lot of people like you see may watch me and may
look up to me and think I'm a certain kind of guy I'm I'm a good guy but they have done understand that I'm not worthy of Praise only God is worthy of Praise now you look at YouTube and I see guys have Mike Tyson Immortal Mike Tyson God and um I'm not worthy of that I'm always just Mike