your life matters more than you think

your life matters more than you think your existence matters more than you think what you think the way you feel it all matters more than you think but the sad thing is a lot of us don't see that we feel worthless we don't feel like we're anything we feel like we don't matter but it kind of counters your point because if you feel like that it's most likely from somebody teaching you that somebody was close to you or somebody wiggled their way into your life into your vulnerability and found a way to crush you when

whether it was an accident whether it was purposeful whatever the case may be somebody taught you to hate yourself somebody taught you to feel worthless and a lot of people say well I know it's a problem with me and I don't have a problem with nobody it's all about me you weren't born thinking that you were molded that way to cut that but if somebody in this world could have an influence on you like that to make you feel terrible then somebody could also have an influence and impact on you to make you feel great

because we don't remember what people say all the time some things sticks with us but we always remember how people make us feel that impact that influence lives on forever so somebody can do that to you you could do that to somebody else which means you can do that for yourself you can positively impact your life with your decisions and your thoughts it's not going to happen overnight it's a constant thing practice makes progress and you have to keep at it impact is the true income in this lifetime there's a few things that inspired me

to make this video one was this concept I seen a while ago and it said when the Egyptians die they're met by God and they have to answer two questions one question is did you live a life of Joy did you have joy in your life and you know the man says yes or no whatever and the next question is did your life bring joy to others simple concept but so complex so deep there's so much depth you think about it a lot of people go throughout their life and they serve themselves and they have

a great time but when it comes to the influence they have on other people sometimes it's minuscule and then you have people that didn't live a life of Joy maybe they got a joy and expression and you know freedom and creation and whatever but they were shunned or scrutinized for doing X Y and Z but their life brought joy to others their life influenced a lot of others and you hope and wish that they could had their flowers or that they could have felt appreciated why not be like that for yourself and some people that

really inspir me and something I want to inspire y'all with is that some of the people that inspired me most and my life are gone I can't ever thank them not that I really need to I think me living my life the way I did is you know it's own due diligence but I've been inspired by a lot of people who are late and great you know they're going gone premature deaths and all like they had a little assistance like they were on to something and people you know kind of got them off the face

of the earth I learned to love myself through watching Bruce Lee and researching Bruce Lee that was like the start of it all I always got picked on for how short I was I was like 48 in middle school then I hadit a grow spurt after a few Summers and whatnot but I hated how small I was and you know I was fast I was agile I was good at sports so all those things was cool but it was still just that that social presence of me being short me being smaller one day you know

I was just fascinated at Bruce Le I said I want to be like Bruce Lee I want to kick like Bruce Lee I want to talk like Bruce Lee I want to walk like Bruce Lee well I looked up Bruce Lee's Dimensions Bruce Lee was the same height as me Bruce Lee was the same size as me but the impact he left on the world was bigger than life he was immortalized and he was a below average siiz man so that made me think and Bruce Lee could make an impact like that on this world

so can I I was extremely shy I had the confidence to do certain things in certain areas of life I had the skills to do certain things in certain areas of life but I was always shy things that I were told the things that I felt they stayed with me forever and and I thought that that would hold me back for a while until I realized that Michael Jackson didn't live the friendliest life even at the peak of Fame Michael Jackson was still a miserable person still being shunned and scrutinized by many people still carrying

on Tri childhood trauma as you can see I have on a Michael Jackson jacket right now Thriller music video came out in 83 I was born in 03 I wasn't even thought of in ' 83 my mother was 2 years old sold in ' 83 here I am wearing a Michael Jackson jacket inspirational impact influence one of my biggest Inspirations Prince you see purple and leopard print everywhere all over my room guitars I got a piano over here I got Drums over here inspirational my mother was a fan of Prince passed it on to me

became a big influence to me somebody who had a lot of interest for a lot of things even though it kind of stayed in the same Realm you know but he didn't let anything stop him from being what he wanted to be he never wanted to be locked in a box that's something I attest to this day you're not going to lock me in a box I'm not just a guitarist I'm not just a Pianist I just don't play drums I just don't play bass I just don't make videos I just don't do this I

can do whatever I want and I'm going be damn good at it Jimmy Hendricks today is the day that Jimmy Hendricks passed away 54 years ago 54 years ago that man has been gone and many of us have been alive the same time right the same time in between his death a lot of us aren't even that Old 54 years old Jimmy Hendrick still is one of the most influential people in this world as you can see the guitar is the purple the leopard print right Jimmy Hendrick inspirational guy but the thing is a lot

of these people were frowned upon in their lifetime there was a lot of people who respected Jimmy a lot of people that respected Prince and Michael Jackson everybody knows this but everybody also knows their names were drug in the mud they were mistreated they were misunderstood looked at as freaks lied on stole from but the influence and impact was their true income and that's how you'll be judged in this lifetime I don't want you to think about it from a society Viewpoint like oh we're going to put you on the news when you pass away

and we're going to highlight everything good bad and ugly you did it's not about that it's just about the energy you cultivate on this world and the thing is that'll eventually come back to you in some way shape or form and I hope and pray that you do it in a way that it can come back to you in this real time where you can see it actually you know manifest itself but your impact matters a lot of us are fixated on income it's all about money the materialistic things and I get it this world

this system is created in a way that you almost can't live without it everything is in their control is getting that way but there's more to life and I guarantee you if you focus on making an impact on people's life income will flood your pockets income will flood your life not just monetary your mental health will be a lot better your pockets will probably be a little fatter you know what I'm saying but you'll see that is the real currency when you open up a message and somebody's told you that you saved their life and

they thought about committing suicide but they watch your video or they listen to your music or somebody told you that they were on a brink of giving up everything in life but they found something that you said to be profound enough to change your life when you start making those impacts on people it will pay you it will fulfill you and if you feel like your life is worthless right now if you feel like your life is on for go out there and inspire people go out there and inspire people and be inspired make them

know who you are make them feel who you are people never forget that people never forget how you make them feel that's why you still carry your baggage that's why I still carry my baggage that's why we are the way we are we got to take that energy and we got to make it into something positive cuz it will live on forever I get get scrutinized for the videos I make for the things I say people agree people don't agree it doesn't really matter I know what I'm doing is bringing a positive change in this

world and it's not about anything else I started all of this because I was going through something almost a year ago about a week or two from now we'll be on the year anniversary of this Channel and we tickling 500,000 subs and at this rate I can almost guarantee you that we'll be at 500,000 before the month of September Ends because you cannot stop energy it doesn't work it'll just find another way but I started this because I was going through something and I wanted to get some things off my chest and I sat there

and I vented to a camera and I did what I had to do to get all those things off of my chest so I could finally pass along some messages without sounding like a wounded victim you know I ranted and I got everything off my chest and when I started recording myself and it felt like I could actually give somebody advice which is really myself I needed to give myself advice and I watched I said I know I I could actually help some people I could actually help somebody I could actually talk to people through

a camera not what's up YouTube no I can talk to you and make you understand what I'm going through and make it relatable to what you're going through and show you the way I took out show you a way that you can take out and just make you understand something be a positive influence on you and your life and that pays me more than anything my life could stay on the same level that it is right now and I could do this for the rest of my life and be much more happier than I would

be working at some grocery store or some restaurant making twice as I do right now because impact and influence is what I've always valued when I worked at those restaurants and the grocery stores and supermarkets impact was still my thing when I go there I light up the room when I go there I make a difference if there's a way of doing things not when I get there because they were built on being efficient but making people miserable making people unhappy people coming to work and having worse days people coming to work to escape just

to get treated poorly not on my watch I'm not no Superhero by any means but anybody who has been around me can tell you I have positively impacted their life and that's a heel I will die on that is something that makes me proud and it makes me happy it fulfills me it makes me feel better to the point where I've became addicted in some areas of my life to making people feel better sometimes I've even put myself on a back burner and you have to find balance in that because I lost myself doing that

trying to be such a positive impact on other people that I wasn't a positive impact on myself and I wanted to uncover that and show you that that is toxic and you don't want to go down that path and that's a path that a lot of people go down and whoever is texting me needs to stop texting me because it's charming and it's pissing me off but it's not really impact influence is important the world is in a state that it's in because the people with the power people with the influence are not using it

for the right things all the things that destroy us are being promoted they're being pushed to the front all the things that are good for us are being pushed to the back or out of our reach good food is expensive cheap and unhealthy food is easy to access same thing with your soul food all this trash music is everywhere guns drugs money guns drugs money it's everywhere and we live in a world where people take music as instruction rightfully so music is vibration m music is spells the old music is where it's at that music

you can't find That's Where It's At The Good Vibes not all old music is good but you know exactly what I mean the music that that is being promoted today is work of the devil not all of it every Apple in a bunch is not bad but we just got to speak the facts we got to call us spade a spade it is what it [Music] is it has an influence so I hope that I can continue to make a positive impact on your life I hope that I impacted your life I hope even just

seeing this video can help you in your life motivate you change your perspective on something just push you to another level push you to a better area in your life influence you to improve yourself and be better life is a beautiful thing and I think it's unfortunate that a lot of people can't enjoy or they don't know how or they've been influenced or impacted in a way where they don't enjoy themselves they don't enjoy their own presence they don't enjoy their own life or they don't feel like they're valuable enough to enjoy life and I

think that's a great tragedy so whatever I can do to reverse that I'll do it I'm trying my best I'm doing what I got to do and I'm playing my role in this battle I don't care what anybody says about me I don't care what nobody says but you can't take my work away you can't you can misunderstand me you can mistreat me you can do a lot of things but you can't take a body of work away they killed extremely influential people they tried to lie on them steal from them but you can't take

their work away you can't do it vibrations speak for themselves and think about it the people of power now they come out and try to tell all these great stories about them and make them seem so great to the public eye but you see right through it you see right through it and when they scrutinize the good people scrutinize those people who are speaking the truth you can see right through it but you'll be surprised how many people [Music] don't somebody out there is changing lives they get offered a deal to sell their soul to

become a puppet for the government or the hierarchies right and they say no they decline it now that person has a story about sexual assault it's all going out allegations of God knows what but it's all about impact and influence that's what runs this world and if you can't see it you never will it's all about impact and influence that is the true income that is the true currency that is being [Music] traded why do you think they fake going to the Moon why do you think they fake being the greatest place in the world

why do you think propaganda is a thing why do you think politics is a thing I'll get demonetized I don't know people what do I know everything I said it's alleged and I am just a simulated being just yapping so the yapper Tre is over shout out to everybody shout out to everybody who's here I love you shout out to y'all shout out to everybody who inspired you shout out to Mike Jack shout out to Jimmy rest Soul you know what I'm saying rest in peace Mike Jack rest in peace Prince rest in peace rest

in power everyone and let you guys live in power live in peace cuz I appreciate y'all I love [Music] y'all shout out to y'all bro y'all go it so go live the life you deserve once again I'm tired of you know what never mind stay positive go live all after all the Jacks are in their boxes and the clouds have all gone to bed you can hear happiness staggering on [Music] Downstream Footprints dressed in red and the wind [Music] Whispers Mary [Laughter] [Music]