Stepson Entered My Room While I Was Changing Clothes And We… | Gay Story

the day my stepson entered my room while I was changing my clothes was one of the craziest and unexpected days of my life as it was that exciting let me take you back to where it all started I stood in front of the mirror lost in thought as I adjusted the collar of my shirt the house was quiet almost unnervingly so my wife Marissa was away on yet another business trip leaving me to fend off the creeping loneliness that seemed to haunt these empty walls it had become a routine really her brief appearances at home

followed by long stretches of absence I had tried to convince myself that her career-driven ambition was admirable but the truth was it left me feeling more like a ghost in my own home Marissa's son Samuel had recently moved back in after finishing College he was polite respectful and surprisingly helpful around the house at 21 he carried himself with a quiet confidence that was both endearing and intriguing his presence was a welcome change in an otherwise monotonous household yet over time I began to notice things fleeting glances lingering Smiles the way his hand would brush against

mine when we passed each other in the hallway I told myself it was nothing just my imagination playing tricks on me after all he was my stepson and I was a married man that afternoon the sunlight filtered through the blinds casting streaks of Golden Light across the room I had decided to change into something more comfortable after finishing my chores peeling off my shirt I stood in front of the full length mirror staring at my reflection my undershirt clung to my torso and for a moment I allowed myself to wonder if I still looked fit

still looked desirable it had been years since I felt truly seen by Marissa her attention had long been diverted elsewhere her phone her friends endless projects that always seemed to take priority over me I reached for a lightweight robe draped over the chair near the bed the cool fabric brushing against my fingers as I pulled my undershirt over my head the sudden Creek of the door startled me my heart leapt and I instinctively clutched the robe to my chest spinning around standing in the doorway was Samuel his eyes widened in Surprise his expression shifting from

shock to something I couldn't quite place oh my God I'm so sorry he stammered taking a step back I didn't know you were I thought you were downstairs the silence that followed was deafening my pulse thundered in my ears as I struggled to find my voice it's it's fine I managed though my cheeks burned with embarrassment I didn't hear you come in he hesitated his gaze flicking between my face and the robe clutched tightly in my hands I didn't mean to interrupt he said his voice soft but strained I'll go but before he could leave

I blurted out wait the word hung in the air heavy with unspoken tension he paused turning back to face me yeah he asked his voice barely above a whisper I hesitated my mind racing I didn't know why I had stopped him maybe it was the loneliness clawing at my chest or the way his presence filled the room with a warmth I hadn't felt in years it's okay I said finally my voice steadier now you don't have to leave I was just caught off guard he nodded slowly stepping back into the room I didn't mean to

make you uncomfortable he said his tone sincere you didn't I replied though my heart was still racing I just wasn't expecting anyone for a moment neither of us spoke the air between us felt charged thick with attention that was both exhilarating and terrifying I could feel his gaze lingering on me and despite my embarrassment I couldn't bring myself to look away you're sure you're okay he asked his brow furrowed with concern yes I said quickly forcing a nervous laugh it's not a big deal but it was a big deal or at least it felt like

one the way he was looking at me the way my skin tingled under his gaze it was unlike anything I had experienced before it was as though time had slowed and the only thing that mattered was the space between us I should probably go he said again though he made no move to leave you don't have to I said surprising myself with the words it's nice to have company his expression softened the corners of his mouth lifting into a small smile okay he said simply leaning against the door frame if you're sure I nodded my

grip on the robe loosening slightly I'm sure for the next few moments we stood there in Silence the weight of the unspoken stretching between us I felt a rush of heat flood my cheeks as his eyes met mine steady and unflinching there was something in his gaze something that made my breath catch and my heart pound in my chest Daniel he said softly his voice breaking the silence you've been different lately are you okay the question caught me off guard and I hesitated before answering answering I'm fine I said though the words felt Hollow just

tired I guess you don't have to pretend he said his tone gentle but firm I can tell something's been bothering you his sincerity disarmed me and for a moment I felt the walls I had built around myself begin to crumble it's nothing I said finally though my voice wavered just life he took a step closer closer his gaze never leaving mine you don't have to go through it alone you know he said softly I'm here the vulnerability in his words caught me off guard and I felt a lump form in my throat thank you I

said my voice barely above a whisper he nodded his eyes searching mine anytime he said simply I watched him linger in the doorway his hand brushing against the frame as if he were reluctant to leave there was a nervous energy in the room a tension that seemed to pulse between us my heart pounded as I tightened the robe around me though the fabric felt heavy and constricting Samuel I said softly my voice barely audible he stopped turning back to face me his expression unreadable yes he asked his tone gentle though his eyes betrayed a flicker

of something deeper you don't have to go I said said surprising myself with the words I mean if you want to stay and talk that's fine for a moment he didn't respond his eyes met mine steady and searching as if trying to decipher what I meant slowly he stepped further into the room letting the door click shut behind him the sound sent a shiver down my spine though I wasn't sure if it was fear or something else entirely are you sure he asked his voice low and CAU Cous I don't want to make you uncomfortable

I'm not uncomfortable I replied quickly though my cheeks flushed at the lie I was anything but comfortable my pulse was racing my hands trembled slightly and my thoughts were a whirlwind of confusion and longing but I didn't want him to leave not yet he hesitated before crossing the room his movements slow and deliberate as though testing the waters he stopped a few feet from where I sat his gaze flicking to the robe clutched tightly around me before returning to my face you seem different lately he said softly quieter I let out a nervous laugh my

fingers fidgeting with the edge of the robe life has a way of doing that to you I replied it's nothing serious just loneliness I guess his brows furrowed a flicker of concern Crossing his features loneliness he echoed but you're married Marissa's always busy I interrupted my voice sharper than I intended always working Always Somewhere Else the bitterness in my tone surprised even me and I quickly looked away embarrassed by my own Outburst I'm sorry I murmured that's not fair to you you don't have to apologize he said quickly his voice firm but kind you deserve

to feel seen Daniel you deserve to feel important the sincerity in his words took my breath away I glanced up at him my chest tightening as I met his gaze there was something in his eyes something raw and unguarded that made it impossible to look away I don't know if I even remember what that feels like I admitted my voice barely above a whisper the confession hung in the air between us vulnerable and heavy but I didn't regret saying it it was the truth and for once I didn't want to hide it you're important he

said softly taking another step closer I see you and I don't think you realize how much you matter my breath caught in my throat as his words sank in the warmth in his voice the intensity in his eyes it was overwhelming I felt my defenses begin to crumble the walls I had built around myself slowly falling away thank you I said my voice trembling you don't know how much that means to me he reached out then his hand brushing lightly against mine the contact was brief barely more than a touch but it sent a jolt

through me that I couldn't ignore I looked down at our hands his fingers hovering just inches from mine and felt a surge of something I couldn't quite name Daniel he said softly his voice laced with hesitation I don't want to overstep but I care about you a lot the room seemed to shrink around us the air growing heavy with unspoken words and emotions my heart pounded in my chest my pulse racing as I tried to process what he was saying Samuel I began but my voice faltered I didn't know what to say didn't know how

to respond to the storm of emotion swirling inside me I mean it he continued his voice steady despite the vulnerability in his eyes you've always been so kind to me so understanding and I know this is complicated but I can't pretend I don't feel this way I stared at him my mind racing his words were like a Lifeline pulling me out of the depths of my own loneliness and self-doubt but they were also dangerous tempting me to cross a line I wasn't sure I could ever come back from I don't know what to say I

admitted finally my voice barely above a whisper This is complicated he finished for me a a small Ry smile tugging at the corner of his lips I know but it doesn't make it any less real he took another step closer and I felt my breath hitch as the distance between us dwindled to almost nothing his hand reached out again this time resting gently on my shoulder the warmth of his touch seeped through the fabric of the robe sending a shiver down my spine you don't have to feel alone he said softly his gaze unwavering not

not with me I swallowed hard my throat dry as his words echoed in my mind Samuel I began but before I could say anything more his fingers brushed against my cheek tilting my face up to meet his the touch was tender almost hesitant as though he were waiting for me to pull away but I didn't I couldn't instead I found myself leaning into him my heart pounding in my chest as his gaze locked with mine tell me to stop he murmured his voice low and filled with a quiet intensity if you want me to just

say the word I opened my mouth to respond but no words came the tension between us was unbearable a magnetic pole that I couldn't resist slowly he leaned in his breath warm against my skin and I felt my resolve crumble completely when his lips finally met mine it was soft at first a tentative almost questioning kiss but as I responded as I let myself sink into the moment it deepened the hesitation melting away his hands moved to my waist pulling me closer and I felt the robe slip slightly from my shoulders every nerve in my

body was alive every touch sending a jolt of electricity coursing through me the kiss grew more urgent more desperate and I felt myself losing control giving in to the passion that had been simmering beneath the surface for far too long this wasn't just a kiss it was an escape a release a way to feel alive again and as his hands roamed my back as his lips moved with mine I knew there was no turning back but the craziest part was that this was only the beginning his hands found the edge of the robe as it

hung Loosely over my shoulders his fingers brushing against the soft fabric before trailing down to the curve of my waist I shivered at his touch feeling the heat of his palms through the thin material every inch of me seemed to burn with anticipation with a longing I hadn't felt in years Daniel he murmured against my lips his voice thick with emotion it wasn't just desire it was something deeper something that left me breathless and trembling I pulled back slightly my chest heaving as I tried to steady myself his eyes locked on on to mine searching

pleading as if asking for permission to continue the weight of the moment was overwhelming and yet I couldn't bring myself to step away the world outside this room felt distant and unimportant and all I could focus on was him his touch his warmth the way his gaze made me feel like I was the only person in the world I shouldn't I whispered my voice barely audible but even as I said the words I didn't move my hands rested on his chest feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath my fingertips it matched my own racing

pulse a rhythm that seemed to bind us together in a way I couldn't explain you don't have to do anything you don't want to Samuel said softly his tone filled with a quiet intensity that made my heart ache I just I want you to know how much you mean to me that's all his words broke through the storm of thoughts swirling in my mind and I felt tears prick the corners of my eyes when was the last time someone had spoken to me like this when was the last time I had felt seen truly seen

by someone I don't know what I'm doing I admitted my voice trembling as I looked up at him I don't know how to feel about any of this you don't have to know he replied his hand brushing a strand of hair away from my face we can figure it out together one step at a time the sincerity in his voice the gentleness in his touch it was all too much I felt my defenses crumble completely the walls I had built around myself shattering under the weight of his gaze slowly I leaned into him letting my

forehead rest against his as I closed my eyes I'm scared I whispered the words slipping out before I could stop them me too he admitted his breath warm against my skin but I don't want to let fear stop us from this this I echoed the word hanging in the air between us I didn't know what it meant what it would lead to but I couldn't deny the pull I felt toward him it was like gravity an Unstoppable Force drawing us closer together when he kissed me again it was slower this time more deliberate his hands

moved to my shoulders gently sliding the robe down my arms until it pulled at my feet I gasped softly the cool air of the room contrasting with the heat of his touch his lips never left mine as he guided me backward and before I knew it I was sitting on the edge of the bed my heart pounding in my chest he knelt in front of me his hands resting lightly on my knees as his eyes searched mine are you sure he asked his voice steady but filled with a quiet vulnerability that made my chest tighten

I hesitated for only a moment before nodding yes I said the word coming out is barely more than a whisper I'm sure the tension between us thickened as he leaned in my hands found their way to his hair tangling in the soft strands as I tilted my head back letting myself get lost in the moment every touch every kiss sent shivers down my spine igniting a fire within me that I couldn't ignore Samuel I murmured his name escaping my lips like a prayer he responded with a low hum the sensation was electrifying a mix of

tenderness and urgency that left me breathless I felt myself relax under his touch the tension in my body melting away as I surrendered completely to the moment there was no room for doubt or fear only the overwhelming need to feel to connect to let go of everything that had held me back for so long you're incredible he murmured his voice low and filled with awe the sincerity in his tone sent A Rush of warmth through me and I felt tears sting my eyes once again how had I gone so long without hearing words like that

without feeling like this you make me feel alive I confessed my voice trembling with emotion I don't even know how to explain it you don't have to he replied his hands cupping my face as he kissed me deeply I feel it too time seemed to stand still as we lost ourselves in each other the outside world Fading Into insignificance every touch every kiss every whispered word felt like a revelation a reminder of what it meant to truly connect with someone and as the moment stretched on I realized that I didn't want it to end I

don't want to lose this I said softly my voice barely audible I don't want to lose you you won't he promised his gaze steady and filled with determination I'm not going anywhere his words were a bomb to my soul soothing the ache of loneliness that had plagued me for so long I clung to him letting his presence fill the empty spaces in my heart and for the first time in years I felt whole and as the night wore on the boundaries between us blurred and I stopped caring about what was right or wrong all that

mattered was the way he made me feel the way he reminded me of who I was of what it meant to be alive and in that moment I knew there was no turning back you're shaking he said softly his thumb brushing along my jawline as his eyes met mine I nodded unable to speak the truth was I wasn't sure if I was trembling from nerves or anticipation maybe it was both either way I felt raw exposed in a way I hadn't allowed myself to be in years it's okay he whispered his voice so gentle it

made my chest ache we can take our time I'm not going anywhere something in his words in the sincerity of his tone settled the Whirlwind of emotions that had been swirling inside me I exhaled shakily leaning into his touch as I let myself believe him let myself trust him it was terrifying but also exhilarating to let go of the walls I had spent so long building around my my heart I've spent so much time feeling invisible I admitted my voice barely audible like I was just existing but with you I feel seen you are seen

he replied his hands steady as they held me and you deserve so much more than just existing the weight of his words Hit me hard and I felt tears welling up in my eyes I blinked rapidly trying to keep them at Bay but one escaped slipping down on my cheek before I could brush it away Samuel leaned in pressing a soft kiss to the tears path the tenderness of the gesture made my breath catch and I felt my resolve crumble completely I don't know how to do this I said my voice trembling but I don't

want to stop we don't have to figure everything out right now he said his forehead resting against mine let's just be here together his words were grounding anchoring me to the present moment in a way I hadn't felt in years slowly I leaned in letting my lips brush against his in a kiss that was both hesitant and desperate it was as if I was afraid the moment would disappear if I didn't hold on to it tightly enough Samuel responded immediately his hands moving to my waist as he pulled me closer the kiss deepened and I

felt the weight of my worries start to melt away his touch was confident but careful his movements deliberate as though though he was afraid of breaking me it was intoxicating the way he seemed to put all of his focus on me on making me feel wanted as his hands moved along my sides tracing the curve of my body I felt a warmth spread through me that I hadn't experienced in what felt like an eternity it wasn't just physical it was emotional it was the feeling of being desired of being cared for in a way that

went beyond words you're beautiful he murmured Voice Low and filled with reverence I've always thought so his confession sent a shiver down my spine and I pulled back slightly to look at him the intensity in his gaze was almost too much to bear but I couldn't look away there was no hesitation in his expression no doubt he meant every word Samuel I started but the words caught in my throat what could I say that I was terrified that I had spent so long feeling Unworthy of this kind of tension that I didn't know how to

accept it now that it was in front of me you don't have to say anything he said gently his hands moving to cut my face I just want you to know how I feel that's all the honesty in his voice made my chest ache and I felt myself leaning into his touch again slowly deliberately I let my hand slide up his arms feeling the strength in his muscles as I moved closer he let out a soft breath as I pressed my forehead to his my heart pounding against my ribs I'm scared I admitted again the

words trembling on my lips but I don't want to stop then we won't he said simply his voice steady and sure I'll take care of you Daniel I promise the conviction in his words the way he said my name with so much care made my knees feel weak I let him guide me backward my body sinking into the softness of the bed as he hovered over me his hands moved with a Precision that was both comforting and thrilling his touch igniting every nerve ending as he explored eventually a silence lingered I don't think you even

realize how amazing you are he said breaking the silence his words sent A Rush of emotion through me and I felt tears prick my eyes once again I've spent so long feeling forgotten I confessed my voice breaking but you make me feel like I'm matter you do matter he said firmly his hands stilling as he looked into my eyes more than you know the sincerity in his gaze the way his voice carried so much emotion left me breathless I reached up cupping his face in my hands as I let myself believe him in that moment

it didn't matter what was right or wrong all that mattered was the connection we shared the way he made me feel like I was worth something again I don't know what's going to happen next I said softly my voice barely audible but I don't want this to end it doesn't have to he replied his hand gently stroking my hair we'll figure it out together I closed my eyes letting his words wash over me for the first time in years I felt a glimmer of hope a sense that maybe just maybe I could find happiness again

and as I lay there in his arms I realized that no matter what challenges lay ahead I wasn't alone anymore and the silence that followed wasn't awkward it was comforting a blanket that wrapped around us As We Lay Tangled together on the bed Samuel's hand rested lightly on my back tracing slow soothing circles that sent a ripple of calm through me my head lay on his chest the steady rise and fall of his breathing grounding me in the reality of what had just happened for a long while neither of us spoke words felt unnecessary almost

intrusive I in the quiet intimacy that had settled between us I closed my eyes listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat beneath my ear letting it anchor me to this moment the world outside the room ceased to exist there was only him his warmth his presence the way his touch made me feel whole again I don't want this to end I murmured my voice barely above a whisper Samuel's hand stilled for a moment and then he tightened his armor around me holding me closer it doesn't have to he said softly not if we don't want

it to his words were reassuring but they couldn't quiet the questions swirling in my mind what would this mean for us for the delicate balance of Our Lives for my marriage I hadn't allowed myself to think about Sarah during the Heat of the Moment but now her presence loomed like a shadow in the back of my mind a reminder of the choices I'd made and the boundaries I'd crossed I'm scared I admitted my voice trembling I don't know how to go back to normal after this Samuel shifted slightly propping himself up on one elbow so

that he could look down at me his gaze was steady filled with a tenderness that made my chest ache you don't have to be scared he said brushing a strand of hair away from my face we'll figure it out together but how I asked my voice cracking under the weight of my uncertainty how can we go on like this without we don't have to have all the answers right now he interrupted gently let's just take it one step at a time his calmness was disarming and I found myself nodding despite the chaos in my mind

there was something about the way he looked at me the way he held me that made me believe we could find a way forward even if I couldn't see the path yet I don't deserve you I said my voice barely audible you you deserve so much more than you think he replied his thumb brushing lightly against my cheek and I'm not going anywhere Daniel not unless you want me to his words sent a wave of relief through me and I felt tears prick my eyes once again I leaned forward pressing a soft kiss to his

lips letting it convey all the emotions I couldn't put into words he responded immediately his hand sliding up to cradle the back of my head as he deepened the kiss it wasn't hurried or desperate it was slow deliberate filled with a quiet intensity that made my heart ache when we finally pulled apart he rested his forehead against mine his breath warm against my skin we'll take it one day at a time he said his voice steady and sure we'll figure it out I nodded feeling a glimmer of hope stir Within Me For the First Time

In what felt like forever I didn't feel alone I didn't feel invisible ible I felt seen wanted and cared for and that was something I wasn't willing to let go of as the minutes passed the room grew darker the sunlight streaming through the curtains Fading Into the soft glow of Twilight the Stillness was comforting but the reality of our situation lingered in the back of my mind refusing to be ignored I knew we couldn't stay like this forever sooner or later we would have to face the consequences of what we had done I should go

Samuel said finally his voice reluctant I tensed at his words my heart clenching at the thought of him leaving you don't have to I said quickly my voice tinged with desperation he hesitated his gaze searching mine I don't want to he admitted but I don't want to make this harder for you either I reached for his hand intertwining my fingers with his just stay a little longer I said my voice barely above a whisper he nodded his expression softening as he lay back down beside me pulling me into his arms once more I rested my

head on his chest letting the steady rhythm of his heartbeat Soothe My racing thoughts for now I wanted to hold on to this moment for as long as I could the hours slipped by in a blur of quiet conversation and tender touches we talked about everything and nothing our words punctuated by moments of Silence that felt just is Meaningful Samuel's presence was a bomb to my fractured soul and I found myself clinging to him like a lifeline and as the night deepened the reality of our situation began to sink in I knew we couldn't keep

this a secret forever sooner or later Sarah would notice the changes in me the shifts in our Dynamic and what would I say to her then how could I explain what had happened without tearing Our Lives apart I don't know how to do this I confessed my voice trembling you don't have to figure it out alone Samuel said his hand stroking my hair I'll be here no matter what his reassurance was comforting but it couldn't erase the weight of the choices I had made as much as I wanted to believe that we could find a

way to navigate this I knew the road ahead would be anything but easy Promise Me Something I Said looking up at him anything he replied without hesitation promise me you won't regret this I said my voice barely above a whisper promise me you won't hate me for what we've done he CED my face in his hands his gaze unwavering I could never hate you he said firmly and I don't regret a single moment his words brought tears to my eyes and I leaned into his touch letting myself believe him for now I wanted to hold

on to the hope that we could make this work that we could find a way to be together without losing our ourselves in the process the night stretched on and As We Lay there in each other's arms I felt a sense of peace that I hadn't experienced in years for the first time I allowed myself to hope for a future for happiness for love the aftermath of what had transpired between Samuel and me was nothing short of a whirlwind the morning after our stolen night together the weight of reality pressed down on me like an

anchor the house was silent but my thoughts were deafening every moment replayed itself in my mind the intensity of what we'd shared contrasting starkly with the consequences that loomed just Beyond the Horizon Samuel had left before Dawn his departure marked by a lingering kiss and a whispered promise that we'd figure things out I stood at the window watching his car disappear down the driveway and for the first time I felt truly alone the room still carried his warmth the faint scent of his cologne hanging in the air but it did little to soothe the gnawing

ache in my chest when Sarah returned later that morning oblivious to the storm brewing beneath the surface I found myself struggling to act normal her casual greetings her predictable routine it all felt surreal like I was watching someone else's life unfold I forced myself to smile to answer her questions but my mind was elsewhere Tangled in a web of guilt and longing over the days that followed I couldn't escape the shadow of what Samuel and I had done the memories were Vivid burning bright against the backdrop of my otherwise monotonous life but so were the

doubts the fears the endless questions that kept me awake at night how could we possibly keep this secret and even if we could what kind of life would that be living in the shadows constantly looking over our shoulders Samuel and I managed to steal a few moments together here and there but they were fleeting filled with whispered reassurances and stolen touches the tension between us was palpable but so was the uncertainty every time I saw him my heart raced with equal parts excitement and Dread we were walking a tight RPP and one misstep could send

everything crashing down one evening as I sat alone in the living room staring blankly at the television Samuel appeared in the doorway his expression was guarded but his eyes betrayed the turmoil he was feeling with without a word he crossed the room and sat beside me his presence both comforting and unsettling we need to talk he said quietly his voice steady despite the weight of his words I nodded my throat tightening as I braced myself for what was coming I know for a long moment neither of us spoke the silence stretched between us heavy with

everything we couldn't say finally Samuel broke the Stillness his gaze fixed on the floor I don't regret what happened he began his voice barely above a whisper but we can't keep going like this it's not fair to you or to Sarah his words hit me like a punch to the gut and I felt tears prick my eyes I don't know how to stop I admitted my voice trembling I don't know how to let this go Samuel reached for my hand his touch gentle but firm we have to try he said softly because if we don't

it's going to destroy us the truth of his words was undeniable but it didn't make them any easier to hear I wanted to argue to tell him that we could make it work that we could find a way to be together without losing everything but deep down I knew he was right the days turned into weeks and slowly painfully we began to distance ourselves the stolen glances became fewer The Quiet Moments of connection rarer it was agonizing like tearing a piece of myself away every time I saw him and had to pretend that nothing had

happened but it was necessary for my sake for his for the fragile balance of Our Lives Sarah blissfully unaware of the storm that had raged beneath her roof remained unchanged her routines her habits her distant affection they all stayed the same and yet I couldn't look at her without feeling the weight of my betrayal pressing down on me the guilt was suffocating a constant reminder of the lines I had crossed and the promises I had broken Samuel for his part threw himself into his job search his days filled with interviews and networking I admired his

determination even as it created a new distance between us it was easier this way I told myself easier to pretend that we were just two people navigating the complexities of Life under the same roof but the truth was I missed him I missed the way he made me feel feel alive seen understood I missed the connection we had shared the spark that had reignited something in me I thought was long gone and though I knew it was for the best letting go of him felt like losing a part of myself one night as I lay

awake in bed staring at the ceiling I felt a Pang of longing so intense it took my breath away I thought of Samuel of the way his touch had made me feel of the quiet strength in his voice when he had told me we had to let go and I realized that no matter how much time passed a part of me would always carry him with me the aftermath of our story wasn't what I had imagined it wasn't dramatic or catastrophic it was quiet a slow unraveling of something that had burned too brightly to last

but it was no less significant Samuel had changed me had awakened something in me that I couldn't ignore and though we had gone our separate ways I knew that I would never forget the time time we had shared as I lay there in the darkness I made a silent promise to myself to take what I had learned to find a way to move forward to seek out the happiness I had been longing for it wouldn't be easy but I owed it to myself and to Samuel to try so still till now I just really don't

know what to think of all of this what do you think of it is it wrong what I have done please let me know your thoughts in the comments [Music]