My Boyfriend Doesn't Want To Marry Me Because I'm An Immigrant / Reddit Family Tales

my boyfriend of seven years doesn't want to marry me because I'm an immigrant the truth is that I earn more money than him and he can't accept that me a 29-year-old female who moved to the US 7 years ago as a graduate school student from Indonesia I met my boyfriend 30 May a few months after I moved and we've been together ever since my boyfriend is a US citizen after I graduated we had a serious discussion about where our relationship was headed we sat down one evening the atmosphere tense but hopeful I made it very

clear that I wanted to eventually get married and have children it was important to me that we were on the same page about our future my boyfriend echoed the sentiments saying he wanted the same things I remember asking him directly if he saw that happening with me because I didn't want to be in a relationship with no future he looked me in the eye told me he loved me and reassured me that we were definitely headed in that direction his words made me feel secure and I believed we were on the same path as of

last week we've been dating for seven years we've occasionally talked about marriage usually during Quiet Moments on lazy Sund or while sharing a bottle of wine on special evenings despite these conversations we were both busy with our respective careers so the timing never seemed quite right to take the next step he was focused on his teaching while I was deeply involved in my role at a tech company our jobs consumed a lot of our time and energy however recently my company announced that there's a chance my Department's work will be outsourced this news Hit me

hard being on an H1B Visa temporary worker this development meant I needed to start looking for a new job ASAP if I wanted to continue staying in the US the uncertainty of my job situation added a layer of stress to my life I knew I had to act quickly as losing my job would jeopardize my ability to stay in the country a place that had become my second home over the past 7 years last week during our anniversary I brought this up we were having dinner at our favorite restaurant celebrating seven years together the Ambiance

was perfect with soft lighting and a quiet corner table that allowed us to talk freely as we enjoyed our meal I gathered my courage asked him if he thought it was the right time to think about getting married as that would also help with sorting out my Visa issues I tried to present it as a practical solution intertwining our love and future with the reality of my situation he looked like he was about to vomit his face went pale and he avoided eye contact staring down at his plate after much prodding he finally confessed that

he wasn't planning on us getting married before I was able to get a green card permanent resident in the US his words felt like a punch to the gut I was incredibly confused and hurt because he had never mentioned this before the dinner which was supposed to be a celebration of our love turned into a tense and painful conversation that left me questioning everything I was incredibly confused because he'd never mentioned this before his reason was that he didn't want to be used as a Visa mule his words not mine by me he explained that

he wanted to make sure I married him because I loved him and not because it was a ticket to staying in the US which could only happen when I got a green card hearing him say this felt like a slap in the face it was as if he doubted my love love and intentions despite our seven years together it took me a while to process what he said I sat there stunned trying to wrap my head around his sudden and shocking admission the man who had always been my rock now seemed like a stranger questioning

the very Foundation of our relationship Desperately Seeking Clarity I asked him if he'd be okay with moving to Indonesia with me if things didn't work out with my Visa his immediate refusal hurt even more he flat out said he wasn't willing to move highlighting how different our priorities were I did not react well the mix of betrayal confusion and hurt was too overwhelming I felt my eyes well up with tears and I knew I couldn't sit there any longer I abruptly got up mumbled something about needing air and left the restaurant I couldn't deal with

what had just happened the evening meant to celebrate our anniversary had turned into a nightmare leaving me questioning everything about our future I am still in disbelief I started dating him because he was the kindest most thoughtful and generous man I'd ever met from the very beginning he was always there for me whether it was helping me adjust to life in a new country supporting me through the challenges of grad school or simply being a loving and caring partner he made me feel valued and cherished and I believed we shared a deep and genuine connection

now I feel like I wasted seven years the realization that he doubted my intentions all along is devastating while the Visa issues are certainly a problem I did not date him with the intention of making him my safety net I loved him for who he was not for what he could provide in terms of legal status it hurts deeply to think that he saw me as someone who might use him just to stay in the US I cannot believe that even after nearly a decade together he doesn't know what kind of person I am I've

always been independent and hardworking never relying on him financially or otherwise I thought he understood and appreciated that about me the fact that he could entertain such doubts after all this time makes me question everything about our relationship it's a painful realization that despite all the love and memories we've shared he never truly understood my character or my intentions I feel like this relationship is possibly over and it hurts it hurts so much update a few days back I made a post about how my BF of seven years didn't want to marry me because I

was an immigrant on an H1B and he didn't want to be a Visa mule I've been on an H1B visa for a bit more than 2 years now before that I was on stem opt for about 3 years after grad school navigating the Visa process has been incredibly stressful I had terrible luck with the H1B Lottery applying each year with increasing anxiety as my eligibility window narrowed the competition was fierce and each year I faced the crushing disappointment of not being selected finally in the last round I was eligible to apply I got my H1B

Visa the relief was immense but it had been a nerve-wracking Journey up to that point securing the Visa allowed me to continue my career in the US but the process left me constantly aware of the precariousness of my situation the experience underscored the importance of job stability and the everpresent riskk of having to leave the the country if things didn't work out getting PR in the US is not easy I know people who've been here for 15 plus years who are still waiting for their PR for those of you who dm' me calling me a

gold digger you guys made me LOL I am aware of the legalities around sponsoring a spouse for a PR including the financial aspect it shouldn't have been a problem for the following reasons I'm a stem major who recently shifted into management over the years I climbed the ranks through hard work and dedication eventually Landing a leadership role I work for a large company where I manage a team of talented individuals and oversee significant projects my career has been rewarding both professionally and financially I do quite well for myself earning close to 300K a year my

boyfriend on the other hand is a dedicated teacher he's passionate about his work and makes a meaningful impact on his students lives however our incomes are not comparable he earns around 60 k a year which is a respectable salary but significantly less than mine this disparity has never been an issue for me I've always respected and admired his dedication to education and the positive influence he has on his students our different career paths and earnings have never affected my feelings for him or my commitment to our relationship we've been living together for Z 6 years

we have a shared account to pay for expenses like rent and utilities that we both deposit a percentage of our salary into the rest of our money goes into our own private accounts and we don't manage each other's money because I'm pretty Frugal I've saved up quite a bit of money in the form of savings and Investments over the years I've been careful with my spending always planning for the future this financial Prudence has paid off allowing me to build a solid Financial cushion if my boyfriend was worried about the legality of sponsoring me financially

for 10 plus years I would have happily discussed moving the money around to alleviate his concerns in fact I was even considering buying a house we could have made that a joint ownership thing strengthening our financial partnership and showing my commitment to our future together the point is we could have figured it out there were plenty of of options available that would have ensured we were both comfortable and secure I haven't relied on him financially ever and I didn't intend on doing that in the future I've always been independent and capable of taking care of

myself and I would have continued to do so in our marriage my financial stability was never in question and I was ready to work together to address any concerns he had I might not have considered everything but you have to note that I thought about the marriage for visa thing very recently only when the threat of possibly having to leave loomed over me the idea of marrying for a Visa had never been a significant part of my plans my focus had always been on our relationship and building a future together based on love and mutual

respect it was only when my company's announcement about potential Outsourcing came up that the reality of my Visa situation Hit me hard this sudden threat forced me to consider marriage as a practical solution but it was never something I had thought about in detail before my intentions were never to use my boyfriend as a means to secure my stay the thought only crossed my mind as a desperate measure when faced with the potential upheaval of my life and career regarding my situation back home in Indonesia I come from a very religious and conservative family and

had a horrible childhood my family doesn't support my career choices I cut contact with my family when I moved to the US so they are not in the picture at all I was on great terms with bf's family they loved me now for the actual update he is now my ex-boyfriend I took a few days to collect myself and then reached out to him wanting to talk during those days I went through S I threw a whirlwind of emotions confusion anger sadness and a deep sense of betrayal I needed time to process everything to think

clearly about what I wanted to say and how I felt I spent a lot of time reflecting on our relationship replaying our conversations and trying to understand his perspective when I finally felt ready I sent him a message asking if we could meet to talk he agreed and we arranged to meet at a quiet Cafe we used to frequent sitting across from him I could see the strain in his eyes a reflection of my own turmoil it was a tense and emotionally charged moment but I knew we needed to have this conversation to find some

clarity and closure it turns out that he has been insecure about earning less than I did for a while this Revelation Hit me hard he confessed that for quite some time he had felt inadequate because of the significant difference in our incomes apparently his friends had been poking fun at our relationship calling me the sugar Mommy because I take care of most of the expenses they made jokes and comments that undermined his confidence and made him feel less of a man he never never told me this until now all those times I thought we were

fine he was silently battling these insecurities feeling embarrassed and belittled by his friends remarks it hurt to realize that he had been carrying this burden alone letting it fester and grow into something that could drive a wedge between us his silence on the matter meant that I was unaware of his struggles and unable to support him through them leaving me blindsided by this sudden Revelation he apparently didn't feel like an equal because our pay differs so much the disparity in our incomes had been a constant source of discomfort for him making him feel less valued

and inadequate over time these feelings of inequality grew and he started believing that I was only with him as a quick way to get permanent residency here I was speechless I couldn't believe that his friends had gaslighted him into doubting our relationship the people he trusted had planted seeds of doubt in his mind making him question my intentions and the authenticity of our love it was heartbreaking to realize that their cruel jokes and comments had eroded his trust in me the idea that he could think I was using him for my own gain after after

everything we had shared and built together was devastating his friends's influence had poisoned his perception of our relationship creating a Chasm of insecurity and mistrust between us I reminded him how he had supported me when I was in grad school back then I was struggling financially trying to make ends meet while focusing on my studies he was my rock during those tough times I brought up specific memories like how he used to get me groceries when I had little money to spare every week he would show up with bags of food ensuring I had enough

to to eat and never made me feel like a burden I reminded him how he allowed me to stay with him rentree in my last year of grad school this generous act helped me minimize expenses so I didn't have to take out a loan he knew how much I dreaded the idea of additional debt and he opened his home to me without hesitation providing a safe and stable environment where I could focus on my studies I also brought up how he let me use his car when I was attending interviews he understood the importance of

those opportunities and wanted to ensure I had reliable transportation he never questioned it or made me feel guilty he simply handed over the keys wishing me luck and believing in my potential these acts of kindness and support were a testament to his love and generosity I wanted him to remember how we had always been there for each other how his selflessness had helped me through some of the most challenging times in my life I hoped that reminding him of these moments would help him see that our relationship was built on genuine love and mutual support

not ulterior motives I told him that he did those things because he loved me and my taking on the majority of household expenses since I started working was my way of paying him back for all the things he did for me back then I explained that I saw it as a way to balance the scales to show my gratitude and appreciation for all his support during my grad school years it was never about making him feel inferior or less capable it was about showing him that we were a team and that I was just as

committed to supporting him as he had been to supporting me he said that he gets what I'm saying but also that he didn't expect me to start earning more than him straight off the bat his voice was filled with a mixture of resignation and frustration he admitted that while he understood od my intentions the reality of our income disparity still weighed heavily on him he had envisioned a future where he would be the primary provider and my rapid Career Success had caught him off guard it challenged his expectations and made him feel like he was

failing in his role despite all the ways he contributed to our life together I could see the pain in his eyes the struggle between understanding my perspective and dealing with his own insecurities I asked if there was any chance he'd consider going to coup's therapy like some of you had suggested I thought that maybe with professional help we could address these deep-seated insecurities and misunderstandings I hoped therapy might help us communicate better and rebuild the trust that seemed to be slipping away but he declined firmly stating that he didn't think he was being unreasonable his

tone was Resolute and it was clear he had already made up his mind he said that he wanted to be the provider in a relationship and that he didn't feel like one in ours this role was important to him tied closely to his sense of identity and self-worth he confessed that my higher salary made him feel inadequate overshadowed and of a man he couldn't reconcile these feelings no matter how much I tried to reassure him he went on to say that there was no going back from this unless I quit my job and found another

that paid substantially less which isn't going to happen his statement was a harsh ultimatum that underscored the depth of his internal struggle I was taken aback by the severity of his words the idea of giving up the career I had worked so hard for the financial Independence I had achieved was out of the question it felt like he was asking me to sacrifice a part of myself to accommodate his insecurities and and I knew that wasn't a viable solution for either of us the conversation left me feeling helpless and heartbroken his refusal to seek therapy

and his demand for me to change my career path made it clear that he couldn't see past his own fears and expectations it was a devastating realization that our relationship might not survive this fundamental impass well long story short we broke up the decision was agonizing but it became clear that we were at an impass that we couldn't resolve the breakup was heartbreaking for both of us filled with tears regret and a deep sense of loss it felt like the end of a chapter that had started with so much promise and love his family is

in disbelief they had been very supportive of our relationship and had hoped that he would propose soon they couldn't understand how things had unraveled so quickly especially when they had seen us as a strong and loving couple his parents and siblings who had welcomed me into their lives and treated me like family were shocked and saddened by the news they reached out to me expressing their disappointment and confusion which made the situation even more painful I've moved into an Airbnb for now it was too hard to stay in the apartment we had shared surrounded by

memories of happier times the temporary space provided a necessary Refuge a place to start picking up the pieces and figuring out my next steps it's not easy my company offered me a similar role in a different department when the news came it felt like a Beacon of Hope amid the chaos of my personal life however this role is based out of France and there's a small decrease in Pay despite the slight reduction in salary the opportunity was too too exciting to pass up I've always dreamed about living in Europe exploring new cultures and experiencing life

from a different perspective I've accepted this offer the prospect of starting a new and a vibrant and historic country like France was both thrilling and comforting it gave me something positive to focus on during this challenging time I've signed the relocation agreement and the preparations for my move have begun in Earnest I'll move there in the next 8 12 weeks this time frame gives me just enough time to wrap up my current responsibilities say my goodbyes and mentally prepare for this significant life change while the transition will undoubtedly be bittersweet it's a chance for a

fresh start and new adventures it feels like a much-needed reset button an opportunity to rebuild my life on my own terms in a place I've always wanted to explore in your opinion what do you think about this story please leave your comment below to let me know