[Music] from the time I was a child the Angels told me there was something wrong with my stomach until the day came they told me to go to the doctor and he booked me in straight away for surgery when he saw what was wrong he took out of my stomach all of the large intestine and he took out so much of the small one and that's when I died I left my human body I went straight to heaven it's very hard to describe no pain nothing but your soul is that spark of light of the
creator [Music] foreign [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] ER Byrne and I'm from Ireland I was born in Dublin and I spent my young life there maybe till about seven and then we moved to ballyman and I loved it there too it kind of brought out into the countryside we were very very poor food was short you know most of the time it was maybe bread and jam I remember my parents struggling you know for clothes for for us children never mind themselves and what would I say I wasn't getting enough and um I started to break
out in all sorts I was malnutritioned in that in that way so things were really really hard one time I went to stay with my aunt and even to this day I remember this like they gave us breakfast one morning and it had a sausage and a rasher on it and an egg and tomato and toast it was the biggest meal I ever saw like I can still see that place you know it it was I I was shocked you know all this for me I think at that time it just struck me how poor
we were no matter what ups and downs I have gone through it was all part of the journey and I believe all of that has made me who I am today well I suppose growing up I didn't know I was different I was the very late talker I was maybe two and a half I think maybe because I wasn't progressing in the way maybe parents expected a child to progress [Music] um I was considered the doctors told my mom I was but that again was because I am what's that word dialectic if I'm saying it
right dyslexic and um way back in Ireland then you know if a child was considered they were usually put into an institution that's what was constantly said to me growing up even as a teenager you know it was like you know keep your mouth shut don't let them know you're a fool or you're stupid I went to school and I would put in the back of the class and the teachers would take no notice of you and sometimes I would cry you know I would head off on my own out across the fields you know
I was forever doing that it was like as if in a sense growing up was I didn't exist in the human world I suppose I have been in contact with My Soul more than the human part of me and sometimes when somebody was being cruel you know say something really nasty or I would hear adults passing comments the Angels would comfort me the Angels would say to me you know they know no better I see Angels physically and to me it's normal and natural going way back when I was an infant I didn't know they
were angels and they were just what would you say over my course angels are extremely beautiful their wings are so slender and so fine you know and they're moving so gently like Silk or like mist but they are astonishing you know the angels have been my best friends they've been my teachers and and everything I know I've learned from them they taught me how to see like humanly people have lost the gift of seeing use only luck you look around the room but you haven't really seen what's in the room I'm not just looking at
you I'm I'm looking at everything in between you and me and it's it's moving all of the time it's it's the air it's the wind it's it's Stardust from the universe it's it's everything and then I'm seeing the angels and loved ones as well that just come what I I always say fleeting just in for a moment and and they're gone and maybe back in again and gone the other incredible Angel is a guardian angel and that's your angel and that's the one angel that is with you every second of your life and I think
that's something very important to remember if you're feeling not Grace in yourself remember to your guardian angel your unique you're perfect there is no one else in the world like you and it loves you unconditionally I never went on to college because I couldn't read or write but I've been educated in a different way I suppose I've had the best teachers in the world I've had angels and and even Souls of loved ones you know guiding me all the time through my life from the time I was a child the Angels told me there was
something wrong with my stomach and I always had problems I never complained you know until the day came they told me to go to the doctor and so I went to the doctor and and just told them I was having problems with my stomach he sent me to a specialist and he done a test and he booked me in straight away for surgery when he saw what was wrong [Music] he took out of my stomach all of the large intestine and he took out so much of the small one and that's when I died I
left my human body I went straight to heaven it was very fast for me it was like in a moment I was there it's very hard to describe no pain nothing you're you're perfect it wasn't the body that was lying on embed with nurses and doctors all around me but your soul is that spark of Light Of God of the creator you're part of God [Music] and to me that is something so incredible I don't think mankind has grasped last yet [Music] you have the choice you have the free will to become aware of your
soul my dad was there who I loved very much he loved fishing and the thing is my dad he wasn't old when he died but he was way younger his soul gave the appearance of himself being only 20. I loved the Hat he had on his head it had all these little flies that he had made it was like as if all the other souls and Angels you know a gap was being made slowly and and I just ran to him [Music] even though this is my soul it's my human body wasn't there my arms
felt so human but they weren't this was an incredible light you know and I reaching out and and throwing them around him it was like the touching of Two Souls God touching God in that sense because that's what your soul is and that was so incredible and and to me like that's one thing we don't have to worry about your loved ones are dead it's only their body has died because sometimes we feel to leave a place where leaving them behind but you're not you can never leave them you can go anywhere in the world
or or out into the universe and they can be there with you when you need them you can feel the presence you may even get a glimpse of them you may even hear them and and our loved ones give us messages all the time they're looking out for us we shouldn't have to wait till our time comes to go home to heaven to believe Why Don't We Believe now [Music] it was like as if I was on a treadmill and I was just brought I was just standing there and the angels that I knew were
with me they were like joints that were standing so tall and some of them would look down at me and smile and tell me to hurry up and even though they were so high up I could hear the voice so clear because I was way down so was God there and then God saying to me Lorna you have to go back you have an awful lot to do you're not to be hiding from me that's one thing God always gives out about even today he would say constantly Lorna why do you keep hiding from me
I do it all the time and I said to God why can't I hide here to hide here is much better than to hide in the human world and he said I have to stop hiding I have to go back I did come back I didn't want to I didn't like the idea even though I love my children and I would have left them behind but I knew they would be fine you only come back if your mate come back and I know lots of people would say you know why did they come back what's
this great thing I'm to do so simple it goes back to love and yes mankind expects something greater than love but just don't understand love I was in intensive care for I think nearly two weeks I was that bad I was still on a breathing machine I remember the surgeon coming around every so often sometimes you know he just put his hand on my hand of one thing I did love was just seeing all those angels around my bed and so many Souls I didn't even know them it was like a March of angels and
souls constantly along my bed but they were moving thousands of them in in that in that way and I remember when they decided I could breathe on my own and they took their you know those tubes out and then the surgeon coming around again and he asked me my name and they're looking kind of astonished that I told her my name and do you know where you are and I said yes in hospital you did the surgery on me and he looking at me with big eyes you know and then he told me um you
know you were gone for 10 minutes you shouldn't be able to we were expecting brain damage you were gone they didn't know how they managed to bring me back [Music] I met this beautiful young man and his name was Joe and we fell in love one thing I always remember before we got married you know I was sitting in the car with him and um the Angels were telling me I should tell him and I was very scared of telling Joe I could see Angels physically but I did what I was told I just said
to him by the way I see Angels physically and I always remember he locks at me and he says only priests and nuns have spiritual experiences and he just gives me a a peck on the cheek and I get out of the car and I I just said to the angels I said to God he's God you know you were wrong in that in that way but of course he wasn't and and we we got married and lived in the little car seat in in Maynooth and I had four children [Music] Joe's health started to
go downhill eventually he'd had heart surgery troubled bypass he had Strokes diabetes but I always remember getting into bed his Guardian Angel was standing right there at the side of the bed and being told he's not going to wake up and I was just to lie there beside him I got on the phone and I dialed the emergency number and I said what was happening just before the ambulance came I had already seen his Guardian Angel change position and just left Joe's soul from his body just open out [Music] the room just lit up with
lice but I always remember my son Niall running into the room and he doing his best to revive the star and I wanted to tell him your dad's gone you can't revive him but I couldn't I just I just couldn't do that that was really really hard for all my family for my children [Music] after my husband Joe died I always remember Archangel Michael coming up behind me and he just said Lorna I have a message for you and he said you know God has said it's getting your time to write your first book and
I always remember saying to Archangel Michael that day I can't even read or write how a nurse does God expect me to write even one book like I thought God got it all wrong the Angels got it all wrong they've got completely mixed up I always remember trying to get the courage in myself to say to someone I'm going to write why he kept it a secret that I couldn't read and write except for my family so I was scared of being ridiculed and that's one thing that I gave out to Archangel Michael about and
all of the angels and God you know I ain't going to be ridiculed and laughed at but I was told to Have Courage one day a knock came on the door this man stood there and he I said you want to come in for a cup of tea and say hello and he just said he was dropping in for a few minutes and I got a complete shock when I saw him carrying in this big box and he puts it on the table and he just said that's for you and he left unto my shark
there was I suppose my first laptop to ever see in my whole life and there was a printer and there was speakeasy and I just turned around to Archangel Mike London and I said but I can't use this and they said it's for writing your books Angel Elijah came one day and said the help is going to come and Neighbors From Down in the village called up a husband and wife and I said to him I have this computer this laptop he set it up and I told him I was the lexic I can't read
or write and he said don't worry I'll show you that you only have to press one two three buttons and so that's how angels in my hair started people say you know oh everything has changed for you in your life but to me I haven't changed I'm still me I don't have to worry now about having food on the table [Music] to me what I that worries me is I I want to do everything that God and the angels have asked me and they still haven't revealed everything to me so I am in a station
shock as well like sometimes they're to say to God who do you think I am like you know in that in that way you want me to say this you want me to do this the other thing that concerned me was you know what should I call you you know God Jesus Allah you know all the names like there's hundreds of names for God you know it's blessed one is even God Holy One is even god father is son is there is just so many names in so many different languages and the one thing that
God said to me he just looked at me and said Lorna what do you call me and I I just looked and said God of course and he just said God is universal that word use the word god one thing that God is often said many are called few are chosen and very few of those few that are chosen say yes but a few of those that were chosen have said yes and that's how the sanctuary in Ireland has come about it wouldn't have had unless they said yes in the sanctuary now we're growing food
and what we're doing with the food is you know we're feeding as many people as we can we fill boxes and we give it out to neighbors people all around we we give it to food shelters for the poor I wish I could help more people in the world I I know I write the Books and give talks and you know do workshops and everything but I can't do more unless some of those few that have been chosen more say yes I'm always being asked about prayer and one thing I would say about prayer is
that it's very powerful and I would often use the Expression they can move mountains it can change the world if if everyone would pray a little bit more and not just for yourself for your family but for the stranger for someone you don't know and lots of people would say but how do I pray we're praying now because we're talking of God and the angels we're talking about Mankind about love and compassion we're talking about our own soul so we're actually in prayer and to me prayer is simple [Music] you know it doesn't have to
be a million words it can be one word One thought one action so if you want to stand in your head and pray and dance or swing or you want to swim and that's your prayer of life and you're putting that light and that hope of prayer coming from your soul out into the world and it all connecting all of it we all need to give the world this human world and every human being hope because you know hope gives us life hope gives us purpose hope gives us you know the dream [Music] hope and
helps us you know too take that next step down the road so if we would all give more hope and More Love we could change this world overnight I know we could I see so much good so much good you know weave a lot of negative bad things but the love and the good outweighs that by a million times I have never asked God you know what's my purpose of life I live it because to live life is your purpose of life you know if you don't live life and go on the journey then you're
missing life don't ask what's down the road go on the journey no matter how hard your life is to live is is a precious gift you're alive [Music] like you're alive I'm alive we're sitting here you know and we should be cherishing that gift that we are alive and we are experiencing as much as we possibly can open ourselves to [Music] [Music] foreign [Music]