hi everyone my name is Bill leton I'm a retired firefighter I live on the Central Coast of California and I had a near-death experience in 1994 when I was on duty and it was very profound I couldn't really talk about it back in those days I didn't have any place to look for answers couldn't even begin so I I kind of kept it quiet for 15 16 years and when I retired it came roaring back I went looking for answers and that's that goes into a whole another story with ancient knowledge and how the shamans
and the Native Americans really didn't pick up on the whole story with the history and religion and science that we've all heard the last several hundred years so that's where it'll lead but I'll start off with my near-death experience in 1994 so I was on duty I worked at a station station 11 it was paramedic engine down in galita and there was a flu epidemic going on in the Santa Barbara area and all the emergency rooms were full of people suffering and we were running calls just like Co you know EMS Public Safety they're still
out there doing their thing so we came across this lady who was cooped up in her room it was a medical emergency she was cooped up in her room and all the drapes were shut and she was suffering horribly and so we myself paramedic just sprung into action and I climbed across her to get a mask on her and just as I was getting it adjusted she exhaled and I inhaled and I felt it go right in so after a couple of days uh I was super ill like I've never been before and it got
so ill that I needed an ambulance and I remember I got out of bed and it was doing this dehydration thing where you know you're throwing up and it's going the other way and you're just running out of fluids in your body and I looked in the mirror and I looked super gaunt like a skeleton it was dark and I said well something's wrong here and my heart rate was just racing was like 150 and I felt my pulse in my radio pulse you know down by your wrist and I couldn't get a pulse so
I knew my blood pressure was below 80 so I called my family my niece dialed 911 and Santa Barbara County Fire came picked me up started a couple of IVs took me in code3 to an ambulance to a hospital in Santa Maria and I went into a place that was full of people with the same type of symptoms the doctor who was in charge he was just broadcast prescribing everybody he was giving them something for the pain which was a morphine type thing and something for nausea and I was there for about half an hour
and you know the IVs they put a couple of bags in me and I was like you know what I think I can go home and we'll just take it from there we'll start some kind of treatment and the nurse came in and said nope these are orders everyone in here is getting the same thing and me being a good sport I said sure and I was sitting up ready to go home and she pushed the new ban which is a synthetic morphine and the other n thing for nausea I didn't have any neither one
of those things were bothering me nausea or severe pain but anyway my wife said she pushed it all in at once and your eyes rolled back it was like watching a cartoon your eyes rolled back and you fell straight back on the bed that you were climbing out of and that kind of freaked them freaked them out and uh everybody came in and she said they Naran you and Narcan is what you know paramedics use for addicts people with opiate overdoses because it wipes out the opiates like instantly as soon as it hits your system
and and she said they narh handed you a couple of times they started more IVs and they put you in the head down and you were gone and they couldn't get a blood pressure it was you know you were down 40 over zero and they put you up in intensive care and I spent the night there in the morning they said the only reason you probably survived was I was a triathlete I was doing Iron Man's and stuff so I had this tremendous system for perfusing oxygen so nothing was really getting completely shut down so
during that that night what the morphine did was it phaso dilated my whole system have a vessel and it's full of liquid is full of fluid and suddenly all the vessel walls got huge got really big so the fluid that was left you know became not enough to really get any circulation any profusion so during that night I was like I said I never regained Consciousness but somewhere in the middle of the night 1:00 in the morning 1:30 something like that I left left my body and it was the most amazing feeling it was like
I'd been let out of a hot stuffy closet and I was released into this world of I called them Stars they were these giant colored stars all around me and I was flying through them and they were they were so welcoming and they were so loving you people call these things like orbs and stuff you know what we really appear as this sort of these energetic beings and I was this huge expanded cloud of some sort it was ridiculous how good it felt so I'm flying along and just feeling ecstatic like some sort of cosmic
orgasm it was just flowing through me and like somebody was pouring honey all over my brain and it was running down through all my nerves and everything was just alive and exhilarating it's a real challenge to come here into this place into this world so I'm flying along it's like what was that and it's like I was like shaking my head saying how in the world did I forget who I really was how is that possible that I was convinced that I was this person and that I had all these relationships and all these issues
and cuz none of it was true it was all an illusion and it was a some sort of a trick or a game that comes with coming into the material world coming into Earth as a person so I'm flying along and these orbs are all around me these Stars these colored wonderful things and there just everything was acceptance and love and joy and like a homecoming like I was parading to this group and all of a sudden I landed I landed in a place that was solid it was real it was had indirect lighting there
were tables there and equipment and there were beings there and right in front of me were these three short little dumpy guys in these dark robes with hoods and I could see parts of their faces and they were smiling from ear to ear Their Eyes Were bright and they were asking me all kinds of questions and they were giggling and I was very confused but I saw this a picture of this movie communion and so I watched the movie this was years ago and those dark little elf looking guys that Christopher Walkin is hanging with
in a spaceship or whatever they're portraying there they looked exactly like that except they were super good-natured playful mischievous and they had big smiles on their face and eyes were bright and they were saying a lot of personal things like how was it what can you tell us what did you learn and one of them looked at me and he turned to the other two and he said he doesn't remember us and they all started giggling and I was thinking I kind of remember you guys but I'm having a little trouble here and then there
was this other guy and he was kind of in charge and he was this tall wispy guy like a kind of a trim down Gumby or one of those Cactus and he looked like he was made out of vapor or mist or something and and when he walked it was like I was looking at somebody underwater he was parts of him were separating then catching up and he smiled from ear to ear and he had the brightest eyes so this tall wispy guy he was kind of in charge but it wasn't like he was doing
his job because everything was sort of mischievous everyone was just sort of bouncing around and when he came close to me my chest expanded my throat was constricted and I felt like I was going to burst into uncontrollable crying from love there was so much love coming from this being that it was overwhelming so there wasn't much going on there it wasn't very organized the three guys were giggling and bouncing around and the tall wispy guy was just kind of chuckling and smiling and at one point I said well I'm not going back there so
you guys want to get on with the you know what are we going to do a review of my life is that what's next and the tall wispy guy just laughed he just chuckled the deepest laugh I've ever heard and he said sure let's do that how do you want to start and I thought this is not what it's supposed to be so anyway I told a few stories of nothing no big regrets just a couple of things there was a park ranger job on an island my wife wanted me to take it we would
have been on an island by ourselves for the summer and I took this other job I thought it would be nice if I would have taken that job but that's the only thing that came up and he said okay that's enough time to go back and I was like go back I'm like dude no way I am not going back back what are you talking about I'm I'm here he said nope you got things to do and you're going back and the three little guys they just it's like they were reassigned they just disappeared off
to some other place in this facility whatever it was and he came forward towards me and said time to go back and I said I had to try so I said hey look boss the only people who are going to really miss me is my wife and my parents and they'll be sad for a couple weeks but they'll get over it they're strong people they will persevere and he thought that was funny and he said nope you're going back and just like that the place just started to dematerialize parts of it were breaking up like
I was going to another Channel and I do believe that all of our perceived reality and other dimensions it's all channels it's all frequencies you have completely different realities right here all around us right here and right now so I felt a a descending I think it was a drop in frequency that was a definite descending feeling and and he just sort of evaporated and I dropped away Into Darkness and I got down near my body and just before I went back in my body I was at this place that really scared me and I
didn't want to admit that for years but I figured people should know there is a place that we don't want to hang out and it's very close to where we are now in the physical and it was lonely and it was dismal yeah you don't want any part of that and after that I was back in my body and a few hours later I woke up and I noticed the equipment I was hooked up to all this equipment I noticed the equipment the blood pressure was starting to climb and it was in the 44 over
zero or something and I could be awake for a little bit and then I'd be out again and I just kept waking up and looking at that and the numbers kept going up and it was in the 60s and and it was in the 70s and a nurse came by and she said you're awake and I said I need to talk to you she goes I got I need to tell the doctor we you've been on you know we didn't know what was going to happen with you and I said okay but first I what
am I doing back here I was home I was with my best friends my brothers I'd known forever how is it that I got back here and I said I thought I bought the farm I was sure of it and she said honey you were an escrow but you fell out and now you're back with us and you're going to have to get over it and I thought that was pretty good but I was pretty depressed for uh a few days not clinically depressed like some people suffer from but sad sad to be back and
you could feel it slipping away you could feel that it was going to fade and pretty soon you could talk yourself out of that it even happened and I told everybody everybody I knew said hey there is nothing ever to worry about with this death thing it's a joke we've got it completely backwards it's an absolute 10 million per upgrade instantly so some guys would come to me if they lost a child or a parent and they were struggling and I'd tell them that exact thing I said nobody died we've just slipped out of the
physical and we've gone home because when I left my body through all those things I was still me and this is a stretch for people I was still me at my core I had the same kind of mischievous sense of humor the mental talk that goes on in our heads it was I was still me it was a Flawless change I just crossed over I was still me and I was somewhere else so I guess the point I'm saying is all of us who've lost you know we've all lost people we love and it's the
worst thing that happens to us in this life and we haven't lost we've never lost anybody we've never lost our pets they're all right here they're right they're right next to us after a couple weeks yeah I heard Tony Woody recently he's the Navy Chief had a near crash in a P3 Orion I think it was and he said that a officer came by and said you better stop telling this story and that's exactly what happened to me it was it was just a slight thing it was a it was a coworker he said hey
dude just so you know people are starting to talk about you and I'm like you know here's the most wonderful news anybody any person could ever hear throughout his history and I got to Stow it away somewhere so I zipped it and I dummied up for 15 years and uh in 2010 I retired the story takes a little [Music] turn staring lost at the Skylight We All Fall when the in our [Music]