My Nephew Did This To Me Behind The Barn | Gay Story

3 weeks ago my nephew did something so unexpected to me behind the barn that it set my whole world upside down as it was that exciting I mean I should have known from the moment I set foot on the farm that something was different as I said it happened 3 weeks ago the air was thick with the scent of freshly cut hay and sun-warmed wood but there was something else beneath it something intangible that made my skin prickle I had spent countless Summers here helping out with the animals soaking in the Peace of country life

but this time everything felt charged as I stepped out of my truck stretching after the long drive I spotted him near the barn stacking bales of hay with practiced ease Stan my nephew the last time I had seen him he had been just a lanky teenager all awkward angles and Restless energy but now standing shirtless under the midday Sun his lean body tanned and strong from years of farmwork he was a man taller broader and there was something in the way he looked at me that sent a flicker of unease through my chest he wiped

the sweat from his brow with the back of his arm before dropping the bail he had been holding turning toward me his gaze lingered dark and unreadable before his lips curled into a smirk Uncle Robert he said voice deeper than I remembered didn't think you'd make it so early I forced a small smile hoisting my bag over my shoulder got an early start figured I'd beat the traffic he nodded stepping forward closing the distance between us dad and mom left this morning he said it's just us for the week something about the way he said

it sent a shiver through me though I couldn't quite Place why I had always been close with Stan had watched him grow up taught him how to ride horses sat beside him on the porch on warm summer nights talking about life but there was something different now an awareness in his gaze that hadn't been there before well I hope you left some work for me I said attempting to keep the conversation light Stan chuckled his smirk deepening plenty you sure you're up for it I scoffed please I could still run circles around you he arched

an eyebrow eyes gleaming with something I couldn't name we'll see about that I swallowed shifting my grip on my bag I should get settled in go ahead he said jerking his chin toward the house I'll be out here as I walked past him heading toward the porch I could feel his eyes on me heavy and lingering it made my breath hitch in a way I didn't understand a way that had my heart pounding a little too fast something had changed I just didn't know what the evening settled over the farm in a golden Haze the

sky streak with pinks and oranges as the sun dipped below the horizon after unpacking and freshening up I made my way downstairs drawn by the smell of something sizzling in the kitchen Stan stood at the stove Barefoot shirt still off flipping steaks in a pan a cold beer sat on the counter beside him condensation beating on the glass you cook now I teased leaning against the doorway he glanced over his shoulder his lips twitching had to learn you think Dad's any good in the kitchen I chuckled good point he plated the Stak sliding one in

front of me as I sat down at the kitchen island figured you'd be hungry I took a bite humming in appreciation not bad he smirked taking a sip of his beer High Praise the silence stretched between us comfortable yet laced with something else I could feel his Gaze on me again studying me in a way that made my stomach tighten you still in the city he asked after a moment I nodded yeah work keeps me busy bet it's different out here quiet that's why I love it he leaned back in his chair stretching out his

legs his gaze unwavering you always loved it here something in his voice made my pulse skip I reached for my glass of water trying to ignore the way my skin felt too warm I needed to get a grip but but as the night deepened and the air grew thick with the scent of Summer I couldn't shake the feeling that something between us had shifted and that it was only the beginning the air outside had cooled slightly but the weight of the summer heat still clung to my skin as I stepped onto the porch after dinner

the wooden boards creaked under my bare feet the scent of cut grass and warm Earth drifting through the still night air fireflies blinked lazily in the distance their golden flickers the only move M across the vast darkness of the fields Stan was already out there leaning against the railing sipping from a fresh beer he glanced at me as I approached his gaze lingering longer than it should have I settled onto the old porch swing letting it sway gently beneath me as I exhaled I forgot how quiet it gets out here at night he smirked taking

another sip before resting the bottle against his thigh City too loud for you I Shrugged it has its charm but nothing beats this I gestured to the Open Fields the star-filled sky stretching endlessly overhead everything just feels simple Stan chuckled shaking his head that's the trick of it looks simple but the work never stops I tilted my head toward him studying his profile in the dim light you like it don't you the farm his lips curled slightly but he didn't look at me me yeah I do he exhaled rubbing his palm along the back of

his neck thought about leaving a few times but I guess this place gets in your blood there was something in his voice something deeper than just Nostalgia a weight an unspoken tether keeping him bound here I hesitated before asking are you happy his eyes flickered toward me then sharp and unreadable the swing beneath me creaked as I shifted under his gaze I don't know he admitted his voice low maybe most days I didn't know what to say to that I wanted to reach for something comforting something light to cut through the strange tension settling between

us but before I could speak he leaned forward resting his forearms against his knees are you he asked I blinked what happy he clarified watching me intently are you the question knocked the air from my lungs I opened my mouth but nothing came out at first happy it should have been an easy question but the fact that I had to think about it at all was telling I I trailed off looking out toward the barn I don't know the admission hung between us heavy and unspoken I felt him shift beside me his fingers drumming idly

against the glass bottle that's an answer I guess silence stretched between us again but it wasn't uncomfortable if anything it felt charged like we were standing at the edge of something neither of us had the courage to acknowledge the swing rocked slightly beneath me as I exhaled I should probably turn in soon Stan nodded but I could feel him still watching me his gaze was a weight against my skin something tangible even in the dim light as I Rose from the swing he did the stain I'll be up early he murmured work to do I

nodded lingering a second too long before stepping back toward the house but as I reached for the door something stopped me a hesitation a feeling I turned slightly finding his eyes still on me dark and steady for a moment neither of us spoke then finally I whispered good night Stan his throat bobbed as he swallowed night Robert I slipped inside closing the door behind me my heartbeat a steady drum in my ears but even as I climbed the stairs to my room I knew I wouldn't sleep not after the way he looked at me not

after the way I felt when I looked back and I mean I knew something was coming but I had never expected something this crazy would be coming because the story didn't end here no it had only just started and the craziest part was yet to come the next morning was already warm when I stepped outside the sun rising in hazy streaks of gold over the fields Stan was already in the barn shirtless again working on a fence post near the entrance I swallowed hard forcing myself to focus as I approached morning I called out he

straightened wiping sweat from his brow morning I glanced at the pile of tools nearby what's the plan for today fixing this section of the fence he said nodding toward the post shouldn't take too long I nodded stepping closer I can help a smirk pulled at his lips think you can keep up I rolled my eyes grabbing a pair of work gloves try me we worked side by side for the next hour the sun climbing higher the air growing thick with heat sweat dripped down my back sticking my shirt to my skin the scent of sawdust

and warm Earth filled my lungs as I hammered Nails into the wooden planks at one point I glanced over at Stan watching as he lifted another beam into place his muscles flexed beneath his tan skin his jaw tight with concentration he caught me staring I quickly looked away heat crawling up my neck something wrong he asked voice laced with Amusement I cleared my throat hammering BR another nail into place just making sure you're doing it right he chuckled shaking his head sure you were the easy banter helped it made things feel normal at least for

a little while but then it happened I was reaching for another nail when I lost my balance slightly my foot slipping against the uneven ground before I could catch myself Stan's hand shot out gripping my waist to steady me it should have been nothing a quick moment a reflex but his grip lingered and when I looked up at him something passed between us his fingers pressed against my side firm yet cautious his breathing was shallow his chest rising and falling in slow controlled movements neither of us moved neither of us spoke the barn door creaked

in the breeze the only sound breaking the Stillness his thumb brushed against my hip just slightly just enough I swallowed my pulse hammering against my ribs this was wrong but I didn't step away neither did he the air between us thickened heavy with something unspoken and I knew deep down that this wasn't just in my head this was real and it was only getting stronger the moment stretched between us thick and heavy like the summer air that clung to our skin Stan's fingers rough and callous from years of farmw work still rested against against my

hip his grip firm yet hesitant I should have stepped back should have broken whatever was passing between us but I didn't I couldn't his breath was slow and measured his chest rising and falling just inches from mine I was hyper aware of everything the warmth of his touch the way his thumb brushed my side absentmindedly the way his dark eyes held mine as if daring me to be the first to pull away a breeze slipped through through the barn rustling the loose strands of my hair it was the only thing that moved I swallowed hard

Stan his jaw flexed yeah I should have said something anything that would snap us back to reality but the words wouldn't come because in that moment reality didn't feel real his fingers tightened slightly just enough for me to feel the heat of his palm through the fabric of my shirt I my voice faltered his gaze dipped just for a fraction of a second to my lips my stomach clenched a sudden Rush of heat flooding through me and that was when I panicked I jerked back breaking his hold my heart slamming against my ribs we should

get back to work I blurted forcing a breathless laugh Stan didn't move right away his eyes flicked over me slow and assessing as if he were trying to decide whether to push or Let It Go then finally he exhaled and nodded yeah right I turned sharply grabbing another plank of wood from the pile forcing my hands to stay steady even though every nerve in my body was screaming my thoughts were a tangled mess my body betraying me in ways I didn't want to acknowledge what the hell was happening to me to us the next hour

passed in strain silence the weight of what had just happened or almost happened hung between us Like An Invisible Thread pulling too tight I focused on my work refusing to let my mind wander but Stan Stan kept stealing glances at me I could feel it when we finally finished repairing the fence I straightened wiping the sweat from my forehead with the back of my hand my tank top was damp clinging to my skin and my arms achd from the constant hammering Stan tossed his hammer onto the workbench stretching his arms over his head the movement

made his shirt lift slightly revealing a sliver of toned stomach I looked away quickly my throat dry want a break he asked I nodded too exhausted to argue yeah a break sounds good we walked back toward the barn the sun beating down on us the air felt heavier now thicker the tension between us lingering despite my best efforts to ignore it inside the barn was cooler the shade offering some relief from the oppressive heat I grabbed a water bottle from the work table taking a long sip before leaning back against a wooden beam Stan stood

across from me arms crossed over his chest his eyes unreadable for a long moment neither of us spoke then he broke the silence you felt it too didn't you the question hit me like a punch to the gut my fingers tightened around the water bottle I shook my head I don't know what you're talking about he let out a low chuckle but there was no humor in it come on Robert he stepped forward closing the space between us slightly I'm not an idiot I pressed my back against the beam my pulse hammering Stan I see

the way you look at me he interrupted his voice quieter now the way you react when I'm close I swallowed hard shaking my head this isn't isn't what he challenged taking another step forward his presence was overwhelming his scent earthy and warm filling the air between us isn't real because it sure as hell feels real to me I opened my mouth to argue but nothing came out because he was right I hated it but he was right my silence only seemed to fuel him his jaw tightened his eyes darkening say it he murmured say you

don't feel it and I'll drop it right here right now I stared at him my throat dry my body betraying me in ways I couldn't control and that was the problem I did feel it every stolen glance every accidental touch every second spent alone with him in this Barn I felt it I was drowning in it I tore my gaze away looking anywhere but at him I can't I whispered his breath hitched slightly but he recovered quickly you can't or you won't I squeezed my eyes shut it doesn't matter it does I turned my head

meeting his gaze again his expression had softened slightly the intensity still there but laced with something else something raw we can't I whispered more to myself than to him his lips pressed into a thin line as if he were biting back a response then after a moment he exhaled and stepped back for a second I thought that was it that he was letting it go but then he spoke again you're lying to yourself he murmured and then he walked away I stood there breathless my entire body on edge Because deep down I knew he was

right I just wasn't ready to admit it yet yet still the rest of the day passed in a blur of Unfinished thoughts and Restless energy I kept myself busy throwing myself into every small chore I could find anything to keep my mind occupied anything to stop thinking about what had happened in the barn but no matter how hard I tried Stan's words kept circling back looping in my head like an echo I couldn't quiet you're lying to yourself I hated that he was right I hated that my body betrayed me every time he got close

by the time the sun had started dipping in past the Horizon painting the sky in deep Hues of purple and gold I was exhausted but not from work I was exhausted from fighting something I wasn't sure I could resist much longer and then as if the universe was testing me I saw him again he was near the barn standing just outside in the dimming light the glow of a cigarette in his hand flickering every time he took a drag I hadn't seen him smoke before I hesitated for a moment but then before I could talk

myself out of it I walked over his eyes flicked up as I approached unreadable in the fading light he exhaled the smoke curling lazily into the air before disappearing didn't know you smoked I said stopping a few feet away I don't he replied flicking the cigarette onto the dirt and crushing it under his boot only when I've got too much on my mind I crossed my arms shifting my weight slightly and do you he smirked but there was something Hollow in it what do you think the weight of his words pressed into my chest I

should have walked away I should have let it go but I didn't instead I took a step closer Stan his jaw clenched his hands tightening into fists at his sides say it Robert I swallowed hard say what he exhaled sharply shaking his head that you feel it too that I'm not imagining this I felt my pulse in my throat thick and heavy I Could Have Lied I could have turned away and ended this before it went any further but I didn't because I couldn't so instead I whispered you're not his breath hitched his entire body

went still like he was bracing himself and then in the next instant he moved he closed the space between us so fast I barely had time to react act one second I was standing there lost in the weight of my own thoughts and the next his hands were on me gripping my hips pulling me closer I gasped my fingers instinctively grabbing onto his arms tell me to stop he murmured his voice low strained I should have I should have pushed him away but I didn't instead I stood there my heart pounding my breath coming in

Shallow uneven pulls because I didn't want him to stop I wanted him more than I had ever wanted anything his fingers pressed into my skin his grip firm but not forceful his breath was warm against my cheek and I could feel how tense he was how hard he was holding himself back and then just as quickly as he had pulled me in he let go he Ste back running a hand through his hair his breathing uneven damn it he muttered un his breath I stared at him my skin still burning where he had touched me

Stan my voice was barely a whisper he looked at me his expression raw conflicted I can't do this Robert not unless I know you want it too I swallowed my heart hammering I wanted to say something anything but before I could he turned and walked away leaving me standing there in the dark Breathless shaken and completely unable to deny it anymore unknowingly of what was yet to come and logic wise I didn't sleep that night even as I lay in bed staring at the ceiling my heart refused to settle my mind a mess of Tangled

thoughts every time I closed my eyes I could still feel him his hands gripping my hips the heat of his breath against my skin the way he looked at me like he was barely holding himself back I should have stopped it I should have pushed him away walked back to the house and ended whatever was happening between us before it went any further but I hadn't and now I wasn't sure if I even wanted to the sun was barely Rising when I gave up on sleep and got dressed my body felt Restless like something inside

me was pacing waiting anticipating I needed air I needed to clear my head I slipped outside the cool morning Breeze washing over me as I crossed the porch and headed toward the barn but I wasn't alone Stan was already there he was leaning against the fence his arms crossed his jaw tight as if he had been waiting as if he had known I'd come our eyes met and in that instant everything that had been simmering between us boiled over I didn't think I didn't hesitate I just moved and so did he he met me halfway

his hands finding my waist pulling me to him like he couldn't bear another second of space between us my fingers Twisted in his shirt my breath catching as his lips brushed against my ear tell me you don't want this he murmured his voice rough with restraint I couldn't because I did more than anything my grip tightened on him my body pressing closer as I exhaled shakily I can't I whispered and that was all he needed his mouth found mine desperate and hungry his hands pulling me against him like he was afraid I'd Disappear I melted

into him my fingers slipping into his hair my body molding to his as the last of my resistance crumbled the barn surrounded us its walls shielding us from the world outside making it feel like we were the only two people in existence his lips trailed down my neck heat pooling in my stomach as he pressed me against the wooden beam behind me his hands roamed mapping the shape of me his touch both careful and demanding this is wrong I breathed even as I pulled him closer he groaned against my skin then stopped me I didn't

because I didn't want to and neither did he the world outside the barn faded lost in the haze of breathless kisses and Tangled limbs there was no hesitation anymore no second guessing just need just us and for the first time since I arrived at the farm I stopped fighting it I let go I let myself want him and in that moment nothing else mattered the heat between us deepened our bodies pressing together with an urgency neither of us could control his hands roamed over me exploring learning as my breath hitched against his mouth we moved

with Reckless abandon lost in the haze of Desire the weight of hesitation crumbling beneath the undeniable pull between us every touch every whispered breath every shiver of skin against skin only fueled the fire that had been burning for far too long there was no stopping it now no turning back we gave in completely surrendering to the moment to each other until the world outside faded into nothing and eventually when we both had finished we stayed quiet for a moment both just realizing what had just happened the barn was quiet now the only sound our heavy

breathing mingling with the distant chirping of crickets outside my back pressed against the rough wooden beam my fingers still curled into Stan's shirt as if Letting Go would unravel everything his forehead rested against mine his breath warm uneven neither of us spoke maybe because there were no words big enough to fill the space between us maybe because we already knew that once we acknowledged what had just happened there'd be no taking it back Stan exhaled his fingers flexing against my waist holding me there like he wasn't ready to let me go we my voice cracked

barely above a whisper I didn't even know what I was about to say I know he murmured that was the problem he did know we both did and yet here we were I swallowed hard pressing my Palms against his chest but I didn't push him away instead I just felt the steady drum of his heartbeat felt the rise and fall of his breaths beneath my hands his lips grazed my temple slow hesitant Robert a shiver raced through me at the way he said my name like it was something sacred something he didn't want to break

I should have pulled away I should have walked out of that barn out of his arms out of this moment before it swallowed me whole but I didn't instead I let my fingers drift up tracing the curve of his jaw memorizing the heat of his skin the way his muscles tensed under my touch I don't know how to stop I admitted his breath hitched and for a second I thought he might say something something final something that would bring me back to my senses but he didn't instead he kissed me again slower this time softer

like he wanted to make sure I understood I did God I did I felt it in the way his hands slid up my back pulling me closer in the way his lips moved against mine coaxing tasting in the way every nerve in my body lit up the moment he touched me it wasn't just ATT traction it was something deeper something dangerous something we weren't ready to name and yet neither of us stopped not when his hands wandered exploring learning not when my breath caught my fingers tightening against him not when the last shred of hesitation

melted between us time became irrelevant slipping away unnoticed as we lost ourselves in each other and for those moments the world outside the barn didn't exist no past no future just this just us but reality had a cruel way of creeping back in a noise outside a car engine rumbling up the driveway I tensed instantly my body jolting back to awareness Stan cursed under his breath his grip on me tightening for just a second before he reluctantly let go the moment shattered I stumbled back my breath still uneven as I smoothed down my shirt trying

to collect myself his parents were home the weight of what had just happened slammed into me all at once I looked at Stan my heart pounding and for the first time I saw it in his eyes too the realization the understand understanding that we had just crossed a line we could never uncross the door to The Farmhouse slammed shut in the distance voices carrying toward the barn Panic surged through me Stan we I know he muttered raking a hand through his hair his jaw clenched I took a shaky breath forcing myself to move we can't

his eyes locked onto mine dark and unreadable don't say it Stan don't he repeated his voice quiet but firm not now I swallowed hard glancing toward the barn doors then back at him my pulse was a frantic drum beat against my ribs footsteps approached the barn we'll talk later he murmured I nodded even though I wasn't sure what there was left to say because we both knew the truth what happened in that Barn changed everything and no matter how hard we tried we could never go back but now here it comes a couple hours later

the barn door creaked open slightly just enough for a sliver of golden porch light to spill inside my breath caught in my throat my heart slamming against my ribs as Stan and I stood Frozen in place his parents were back his mother's voice rang out casual unsuspecting Stan you out here I could feel his tension see the way his hands curled into fists at his sides his breathing too controlled he didn't move right away didn't answer immediately instead his eyes flicked to mine holding me there as if he was memorizing the moment before it was

lost to reality then finally he exhaled and turned toward the door yeah Mom just finishing up some work his voice was steady casual too casual I watched as he ran a hand through his hair trying to fix himself trying to shake off what had just happened between us I did the stain smoothing my shirt wiping at the sweat on my neck hoping praying that nothing looked a Miss but my lips still tingled from his kiss my skin still burned where he had touched me and no amount of smoothing could fix what had already been done

his mother lingered for a second then sighed well don't be out too late we just got home and I want to hear how things have been while we were gone I'll be in soon St said the door creaked shut leaving us in silence once more only this time the moment was different we weren't wrapped up in heat in Reckless abandon we were caught in the gravity of what had just happened I swallowed hard my throat tight Stan we I know he muttered shaking his head he wasn't looking at me anymore something in my chest Twisted

I felt like I was losing my grip on something that had just barely begun we should talk I tried again he let out a short humorless chuckle talk about what Robert that we just crossed a line we can't come back from that no matter what we say no matter what we feel this is he exhaled sharply rubbing a hand over his jaw this is messed up I flinched at his words something sharp cutting through me so now you regret it his eyes snapped to mine Dark and Stormy me no he said immediately his voice rough

I don't the air crackled between us thick with all the things we weren't saying I wanted to tell him that I didn't regret it either that it had felt more real more right than anything I had felt in a long time but I couldn't say it because if I did if I admitted it it would make everything that much harder so instead I whispered then what do we do now Stan looked at me his jaw tight I don't know and that terrified me more than anything else because things didn't go back to normal I mean

how could they I tried at first I tried pretending nothing had changed that what happened in the barn was just a moment a mistake we could erase if we ignored it hard enough but the tension was there it was in the way Stan avoided being alone with me in the way he barely looked at me when his parents were around it was in the stolen glance when we crossed paths in the electric silence when we were forced into the stain space I thought it would get easier it didn't I'd catch him watching me when he

thought I wasn't looking his expression unreadable I'd hear the way his breath hitched when I brushed Too Close even accidentally and at night when the house was quiet and I was alone in my room I'd lie awake replaying every moment in the barn the way he felt the way he tasted it was torture but the worst part I wanted him to break I wanted him to pull me aside to say screw it to kiss me again and pretend the rest of the world didn't exist but he didn't he kept his distance and it was driving

me insane but three nights later I found him outside standing by the fence staring out at the dark Fields it was late past midnight but I had given up on sleep hours ago I hesitated in the doorway watching him debating whether I should just turned back but I couldn't so I stepped outside he stiffened slightly but didn't turn didn't acknowledge me at first I swallowed hard couldn't sleep his jaw tightened no the tension stretched unbearable I shifted on my feet are we really just going to act like nothing happened his head dropped slightly his fingers

tightening around the fence post finally he turned his expression was unreadable but his eyes God his eyes were a storm I don't want to act like nothing happened he admitted his voice rough but I don't know how to do this Robert I stepped closer then stopped thinking about it so much just tell me the truth his throat bobbed as he swallowed and then finally finally he whispered I can't stop thinking about you my breath caught his hands clenched into fists at his sides I go to bed and all I can see is you I wake

up and you're the first thing on my mind and every damn time I look at you I he let out a ragged breath shaking his head I just want you his words hit me like a punch to the gut because they mirrored mine exactly I stepped closer my heart slamming against my ribs then why are we fighting it his eyes burned into mine because this this isn't just about what we want I swallowed hard my pulse pounding we're not hurting anyone I whispered his jaw flexed not yet that was the difference between us I was

willing to jump off the edge to see where we landed but he was still standing at the cliff terrified of the Fall I reached out my fingers grazing his Stan his breath hitched for a second I thought he might kiss me again for a second I thought he might finally let go but then he stepped back and just like that the space between us became unbearable we can't he murmured his voice barely audible I sucked in a shaky breath nodding even though everything inside me screamed in protest this was it the moment we chose and

he was choosing to let me go tears burned in my throat but I refused to let them fall okay I whispered I turned and walked away before he could see me break before I could change my mind before he could change his but as I climbed the stairs to my room as I closed the door and pressed my back against it my chest rising and falling in Shallow breaths I knew this wasn't over it could never be over because Stan and I weren't just a mistake we were inevitable or yeah at least that's how I

see it but I'm curious how you think of it please let me know your thoughts on all this in the comments below