I don’t care if you don’t like me, you don’t even like yourself

i do not want to hear your criticism you can keep it to yourself my life is already hard enough on its own and i'm already hard enough on myself you contributing with like oh my god i don't like this about you you have to change this who are you excuse me did you did you did you give me money did you pay my bills because if you if next time somebody wants to give their opinion about my life you're gonna have to pay my bills because you ain't paying no bills you ain't living my life

you are not going through what i'm going through and you think you have the audacity to tell me how i should live my life no it doesn't work like that if you're not contributing to either my happiness to my bills to anything that makes me happy you're not relevant to me and if you have an issue with me you can always call me you don't have my number honey you're not important i'm sorry i'm sorry hi guys um okay so i am dealing with a lot of things right now i'm healing some traumas that i

have and you know in order to heal some traumas you need to relive the traumas you need to go to therapy you need to journal you need all these things and i'm working on it so that's why i'm not making videos because i'm literally going through my traumas again and reopening them so i can heal from them and i can move on in my life which is so important but so all these people have been messaging me and saying liz liz liz how do i how do i not care about what this person is saying

how do i not care if i don't have friends how do i know what like are you guys in a pandemic or something because i'm not following why do you care about them what like are these people paying your bills what are they doing for you the thing with me is i always grew up in a household where i was always like don't do this what will people say don't do this people say this i wanna and it was all about that and i just felt controlled by my environment and i don't like to be

controlled by anyone i need my freedom i'm a human i deserve freedom as well you know um so i just came to realize that you know what everybody will grow old like all these people that are gossiping right now that are spreading your stuff around that are doing all these things they're all be old one day they're gonna be grandpas they're gonna be grandmas and and then what do you think they'll care when they're six years old about you no nobody will everybody will forget about you do you really want to live your life thinking

like oh my god what will they say they will be old and they'll also die you know everybody will die you know you guys live like you have so much time life flies by like this like oh my god do you guys remember covet that was insane it's already like what three years ago almost or like it's insane it feels like yesterday and now we're here life flies by fast i don't have time to worry about you i don't have time for you i'm sorry people that are literally living their rock bottom life living a

pathetic life are the ones to tell you what you should do like the comments you know what the comments i get on tick tock jimmy from his basement telling me what he does not like about me well jimmy i don't like you either i don't like anything about you but you don't see me saying that do you think any person that is successful right now would have been successful if they would have cared what other people think you see but there's a difference i'm not saying do illegal stuff i'm not saying do stuff that are

not you know if you're religious if they don't go really well with your religion you know that's not you if you don't want to do it don't do it but you know what i honestly don't care about other people i really don't you can call me selfish but i am so focused on myself i you will never ever catch me in the comment section oh my god this girl is so ugly oh my god what are you doing i don't care you live your life you want to go do that that's on you you want

to go do this that's on you do whatever leave me alone leave me alone the thing is also people say like yeah but when it's family it's so hard how do you not care about family things uh i have fought the biggest battle with this one parent of mine and i'm still fighting this battle they don't want me on social media i want to continue my social media you think if i would have listened to them i would have the life that i wanted no absolutely not i would have been nowhere nowhere and unhappy do

i want to be unhappy because of somebody that does not care about me no i don't so i choose myself and i will always continue to choose myself i'll ignore you and i'll do my own thing you'll literally have to unalive me to stop me that's how bad i want what i want and that's how bad i'm gonna get what i want if you have a goal and if you want to achieve something so bad you will automatically not care about anybody else because you have tunnel vision you literally only look at the goal and

you're like i'm gonna accomplish this no matter what no matter what so whatever these people are saying you can't do it you can i'm gonna show all of you that i can but i i won't tell you guys i just do it i'll show you i'll show you i'm in the point of my life i don't need to prove anything to anybody because i have been through so much stuff in my life alone on my own there was no there was nobody to help me and all these people that want to give their opinion now

where were you guys where were you guys when i was literally in rock bottom you guys weren't there you guys have not walked a mile in my shoes so don't tell me how to tie my shoelaces honey it's different so um if somebody tells me like liz i don't really appreciate if you do this and you know like good opinion like giving like okay look this is not nice can you change that i appreciate that i appreciate being told what i'm doing wrong what i'm doing is wrong and i can improve on that i appreciate

that and i always try to improve but you telling me stupid stuff was like oh my god this is embarrassing what you're doing i'm ashamed i'm this and that i'm trying to just downplay me as a human being honey i will not listen to you and you have to realize most people are projecting you think those bullies you think those people that are gossiping about you you think those people that are calling you ugly stupid dumb all these things do you think those people are happy honey let me tell you those people are the unhappiest

of them all they're just projecting their own insecurities onto you and that's how they feel better about themselves but you know what they go to bed at night still with the same bitter heart you know why i leave those people alone and you know why i will never ever seek revenge because those people have to live with themselves and that's punishment enough honestly and to be honest i just cannot afford to be like oh my god what would they say what would they think uh i don't have time for that i'm very honest like i

don't have i've goals accomplished i have things to do um if you have time to always be sad about whatever somebody's saying about you you're not you're not doing enough you're literally this is your fault you're not doing enough because if you're focused on your goal and you're trying to get there and you're trying to do everything possible the noise becomes like noise and you don't hear them you don't hear them at all you know and i swear like i swear i swear i swear the people that hate you in the beginning once you become

successful are the same ones they're like hey this can't give me advice no i can't give you advice go away these people that are that you are wondering like oh my god i hope they like me they don't even like themselves you have to wonder like do they even like themselves like really look at this person not emotionally look like look logically are these people do you think these people are happy with their lives i'm gonna tell you a secret they're miserable they are miserable it does not matter how much money they have it does

not matter how good looking they are if their inside is not healed if the inside does not feel good they will always try to project it onto you you have your power of not reacting don't punish yourself for somebody else's mistakes don't do that life becomes very peaceful when you're able to say you know what i am not giving my energy to this i'm giving my energy to making myself feel better to making myself feel good and that's it because wherever your attention goes your energy flows i read this book about joe dispenza who made

it so so clear that if you put your energy onto something that's negative you're gonna attract more negative do you want negative no let them gossip let them talk let them do whatever they're miserable they're miserable people they're miserable these people will never ever accomplish anything in their life they'll just be miserable forever that's it okay i'm so sorry this is a short video but honestly i don't have this feeling of caring about others like honestly i don't i really don't if you do not contribute to anything in my life you do not have a

right to give me your opinion to give me your criticism to try to bully me or to try to tell me what i should or should not do next time you you even think about doing that of like oh let me let me make liz feel bad today paypal me money give me money and i will feel maybe a tiny bit bad but honestly i do not care about you and i do not care about your opinion so on that note i want to end this video i'm so sorry that it's so quick um but

i just want to hop onto youtube and say like don't care about people care about yourself put your energy towards yourself honey whatever they saying karma will get them god is god sees everything it will come back to them 10 times harder and like i said the worst thing is they'll have to sleep at night knowing that they're in their own body like imagine being so bitter having that heart and having to sleep at night honestly i wouldn't want to be that person that those people are just projecting their own selves and that they don't

even like themselves so focus on yourself i know you can make it i know you're a badass and i love you guys so much bye